Sho is not seeing the person others see she is seeing herself in a negative way) warning his story contains self hate and negativity E.D.O mentions of self harm
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🎶Look at me You may think you see Who I really am But you'll never know me🎶
Sho's pov
This has been come a daily habit self torturing myself honestly look at me what do you think you see you see the perfect girl the happy girl the perfect girlfriend but that is far from truth you'll never know the real me not really
🎶Every day It's as if I play a part Now I see If I wear a mask I can fool the world But I cannot fool my heart🎶
Sho’s pov
Everyday every bloody day i feel like i am playing a part a role if you like i get and do my normal routine then plaster on this fake Persona this mask and it works i have everybody fool everybody but myself that is
Sho:🎶Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me? When will my reflection show Who I am inside?🎶
Sho started to develop so really bad habits like skipping food and lying she had eaten to self harming semi and Satori were starting to get worried deep down they know they shouldn't but they wanted to she what was happening with their gf so they started placing hidden cameras around
Sho:🎶I am now In a world where I Have to hide my heart And what I believe in🎶
Sho’s pov
I hate having to hide that i am struggling i hate having to hide that i am not the perfect girl people see but that is the role i have been dealt
Tendou:what does she mean by that
Semi strugged and they kept listen
Sho:🎶But somehow I will show the world What's inside my heart And be loved for who I am🎶
Semi:she doesn't feel loved but we love her 💔
Tendou:and she knows that Eita she must be going through something she can’t talk about
Sho:🎶Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me? Why is my reflection Someone I don't know? Must I pretend that I'm Someone else for all time? When will my reflection show Who I am inside🎶
Semi;has she been pretending all this time
sho goes to get food and them changes her mind and semi and Tendou saw the saw all the food they had made her are in containers in the fridge this upset semi greatly
Semi:she's starving herself Satori
🎶There's a heart that must be Free to fly That burns with a need to know The reason why🎶
Sho's pov
There is a heart in me that wants to be no needs to be it burns to be free, free from all the self hate from the pain free to be the way Eita and satori see me
Sho:🎶Why must we all conceal What we think, how we feel? Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide?🎶
At this point semi was crying he couldn't hear this no he didn't want to hear this hear how his girlfriend hates herself hear how she has been neglecting herself hear how she has been harming herself Tendou hugged semi knowing he wasn't taking any of this well
Sho:🎶When will my reflection show Who I am inside? Inside Who I am inside🎶
what ever that maybe at the moment all i see is a messed up ugly worthless useless gurlfriend semi and Satori deserve better
Tendou: says who?
Sho whipped round To see satori and a crying semi
Sho:how much did you hear
Semi:we heard and saw everything songbird you know it’s not true right please listen to us
Semi grabbed his guitar
🗣Don't look at me
Tendou:🎶 Every day is so wonderful
Then suddenly it's hard to breathe
Now and then You get insecure
From all the pain you’re so ashamed🎶
Sho: I—
Semi:🎶 you are beautiful no matter what they say Words can't bring you down🎶
Sho's thoughts 💭 well they can if you hit the right nerves and i see what you are doing loves
Semi:🎶you are beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring you down, oh no So don't they bring you down today🎶
Sho was crying at her boyfriends efforts she loved them this is one of the many reasons why
Semi:🎶 To all your friends you're delirious So consumed in all your doom Trying hard to fill the emptiness The pieces gone, left the puzzle undone Is that the way it is?🎶
Sho:how do you know that unless you spoke to Kenma
They did he was worried and scared for sho and now her bfs see kenma was right to be
Semiten:🎶 You are beautiful no matter what they say Words can't bring you down, oh no You are beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring you down, oh no So don't they bring you down today🎶
Let’s just say at this point sho was an emotional mess
Tendou:🎶No matter what we do🎶
Semi:🎶No matter what we do🎶
Tendou;🎶No matter what we say🎶
Semi:🎶No matter what we say🎶
Sho:🎶We're the song inside the tune Yeah Full of beautiful mistakes🎶
Tendou:🎶 And everywhere we go🎶
Semi:🎶 And everywhere we go🎶
Tendou:🎶The sun will always shine🎶
Semi:🎶The sun will always shine🎶
Sho:🎶And tomorrow we might wake on the other side🎶
Tendou:🎶 Cause we are beautiful no matter what they say Yes, words won't bring us down, no, no🎶
Semi:🎶We are beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring us down, oh, no So don't you bring us down today🎶
Semi:🎶 Ooh-oh-oh, yeah Don't they bring you down today Yeah, ooh Don't they bring you down Ooh, today🎶
Sho wiped her eyes and looked at her bfs she smiled a broken smile
Sho:thank you loves i feel a lot better
They weren’t convinced but they were will to get her the required help she needed as well as to remind her they love her just the way she is she is beautiful to them and that is all she needed to worry about
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