Ever since my girls have arrived at the Krishav's house, we have been cuddling each other like we're each other's teddy bears.
"Girl, how long are you going to wallow in your mud of sadness?", Katherine asked. I lazily shrugged at her.
"Come on, hot brown girl! Just consider it as your first couple's fight", Githa said and I lazily shrugged again.
Doesn't a fight during your first date considers to be a toxic relationship? Am I the toxic person in this relationship? Why did everything seem so easy in my dreams but it seems so difficult when it actually happens? Gosh.
Katherine then pushed the side of my lips to curve it upwards, making a smile on my face. I know my besties are trying their best to cheer me up but I'm just sad that the date didn't go that well and very much confused on why Akarsh behaved that way.
For all I know, Lashven has every right to ignore me and I can't blame him. Relationships requires trust. Lots of it. However, I'm hiding so many things about myself to him. So, I am really toxic, huh?
"Radha, are you listening to us?", Githa and Katherine asked. I shook my head, still not recovered from that day.
"Sorry...I zoned out", I mumbled. They both sighed in unison and hugged me tighter.
"You know what? You should do some volunteering work you ease your mind!", Katherine clapped happily. Githa smiled in agreement.
"Give it a shot, bestie", Githa said, stroking my back to help me get somewhat motivation and probably increymy self-esteem.
I nodded slightly and whispered softly saying, "Okay".