Y/N POV
Helena invited me to a date, because it's Valentine's Day. She didn't told me where we go, she said 'it's a surprise'. She knows exactly how much I hate surprises, but does it anyways. She told me I have to dress formal and pretty, so I did. This time I chose something different, so everyone can see my tattoo on the back.
(Imagine it with the clip Hellie gifted us to Christmas and red lipstick)
After I was satisfied with how I look, I made my way downstairs. She was still in the bedroom to make herself ready. I waited for her patiently while I checked my social media. I answer some of my DM's on instagram. Some companies wanted a cooperation with me but I almost declined everything. Some requested Helena for a product.
After 20 minutes Helena was ready and made her way down. I- wow that's all I have to say.. she looks flawless. The dress hugged her curves perfectly and she had her hair up, just how I like it. I love it when she has her hair down, but it covers her beautiful face. She truly looks like a goddess today. If someone looks at her now, I'm sure I will slap them across their face.
"Wow, you look like a goddess!" I say in awe and walked over to her. She blushed. It's cute that she still does this after all the months "thank you, so do you, I love the dress and how it shows your tattoo." She say sweetly. "Thank you love" she kissed me, interlocked our hands and took my car keys.
"I'm driving! You can drive back" "yes ma'am" I rolled my eyes playfully. "Oui, don't roll your eyes baby, you will love it" "whatever" I lightly glare at her and she only chuckles. Don't try me! "It's better be good, otherwise there will be a punishment" I whisper into her ear and slapped her ass the moment I made my way out. She only gasped, but I also heard a faint moan. "You coming?" I yelled while smirking to myself.
She drove us to the restaurant, it was pretty nice from the outside actually but from the inside... Everything was decorated with heart balloons, streamers with hearts on them and small plastic hearts on the tables. Everything was covered with hearts. It's Valentine's Day, but it's much.. too much.. It literally slays you right into the face.
"Welcome to 'Gustows', do you have a reservation" the girl ask politely. "Yes, 2 for Carter" Helena answers. Why does she use 'Carter' instead of 'Bonham Carter'? "Ah yes, right this way Mrs. and Mrs. Carter" she smiles and leaned us the way to a more private area.
Mrs. Carter!? God that sounded good! Helena didn't corrected her and neither do I. She just smiled like a idiot. Once we both sit down and ordered our drinks I spoke up. "So I'm Mrs. Carter now?" I smirk and she blushes again. "I'm sorry about not correcting her, it just sounded good." she whispers the last words. Did the woman, that never wanted to get married, actually said that sounded good?!
"Can I ask you something?" I somehow questioned insecure. "Anything" she smiles. "Did you want to get married or have another child someday?" I hesitantly ask her. "I- ahm- maybe." She stuttered. I think the answer is no.. if there isn't a possibility of getting married or have a child I don't know if we should carry on our relationship.. I want someone who wants that with me..
"Do you?" She ask in return. "Yes." I answer shortly. Today isn't a good day to talk about it, we will just ruin our day.. "if I don't want this, will you leave me?" she whispers with a tear dripping down her cheek. "I don't know yet. Don't get me wrong, I love you and I love your children, but I don't know if I want to be with you, with the knowing that there isn't the possibility of getting married or having our own family one day." I tell her honest.
"Wait, you would actually consider to marry me and start a family with me?" She ask somehow in disbelief. "Yes?" I say confused as hell. "I never thought that there is a possibility of you want to marry me or start a family with me in the first place. I thought because of our age gap you don't want to. I'll be in my 70s by the time they turn 18" "So? Do you think I didn't know that by the time we start dating? I'm fully aware of your age." Why do we have to talk about the fucking age all the time???
"I know, it's just.. I don't understand how you can be with me anyway.. You're so much younger and still have your life before you and I'm closer to my death than my birth at this point." she looks down on the table. "Helena, how often do we need to talk about the age gap? I never cared and never will be! Can you please, please drop the topic and let us be happy, let yourself be happy. If this is something that effects you so much, maybe you should consider to break up with me. I certainly won't do it." I told her with so much hurt in my voice.
Helena POV
Break up with her? Is she crazy?! I want to marry that woman and don't want to lose her! "What? No! I don't want to break up with you! You're the best thing that ever happened to me when it comes to relationships, I was scared you don't want to marry me or have a child with me, that's why I panicked. There is nothing more I want than to marry you one day and to start our own family!" I say dominantly so she understands I mean every single word.
"Really?" "Yes! I promise I meant every word I said" I assume her. It's the first time I honestly saw how hurt she was of what I said with the age gap.. "god, I actually thought you would break up with me. By the moment that left my mouth I freaked out inside and mentally slapped myself." She chuckles. "I would never leave the best thing in my life" I say softly. "I'm glad!" she said with jazz hands and I giggle at her. She bend over the table, I did the same and we gave each other a kiss full of love.
Our waitress came over and handed us the drinks, we ordered our food and she left again, told us if we need anything we should call her over. By the time we finished our meal, what was delicious btw, I saw Y/N glancing to the bar. Does she wants a drink? I look the same way she does and saw a group of men around her age.
"Baby, do you know the boys?" I ask her. "Yes and no. The one in the middle, with the black blouse and white pants, is my ex. I dated him before I was with Lana." I look again and saw him looking at Y/N. I don't know why, but my blood started to boil. The way he had a light smirk on his face, makes me want to punch him. He said something to the others and they made their way to us.
"Look what we have here, my long gone ex with her new old and ugly girlfriend. You should leave her and get back to me. I'll fuck you better than she ever can. I'm sure you're only with her because of her money, nothing more. She can't give you anything but buy your love." Ouch, that hurts "You think she is ugly and old?" Y/N ask way to sweet. Its her 'I'll kill you' voice. "yes! She is!" he answers with a laugh.
"That's only what you see from the outside. No one cares about your opinion, but I'll tell you mine instead. You don't see her kind heart, her personality, how she treats people with respect, don't judge someone. Unlike you! You don't see how she looks under her clothes, you don't see the way she looks at me with so much love in her eyes. She has everything you'll never have.
What you call "ugly" I admire. She carried 2 beautiful children, no wonder why her body changed. That happens to every woman. If you ever have a child, what I honestly hope will never happen, do you want to stop looking at your child's mother because her body changes after she gave birth to your own blood? Helena, get yourself together and don't cry of her cuteness
Apart from that, she is capable of satisfying me, something you never did. The 1 year we were together you didn't made me cum ones. You have no idea how to satisfy a woman and that has nothing to do with your little tiny dick. Don't start to laugh now! You only wanted me because of my body, not because of me. But she does. She would never judge me when I gained weight or don't look 'presentable' how you called it. I can be myself around her without constantly thinking she will yell at me or mentally abuse me. Awwwwww!
And now to the money. Are you jealous of her because she could buy my love if needed? Jealous she has money and you don't? You took me on a 'date' and paid with a coupon. Not that I mind, because I don't care about money anyways. But just for your information, I have more than she has. Now I tell you exactly what you are: You are a pathetic man of an excuse. Nothing more." Fuck! That was hot how she defends me and humiliated him!
"Ohhhhhh bro she humiliated you on an complete other level" one of the boys laughed hysterically along with the others. He was clearly embarrassed and didn't say anything. She can be so intimidating, shut someone up, embarrassed and humiliated them and is still politely somehow.
"And now if you would excuse us, I can't look at you a second longer, otherwise I might gag. Something you'll never hear from a woman" she adds and mention for them to leave. Ok I'm dripping at her dominance "Thank you so much my love" "anytime baby, anytime" Y/N gave me another kiss and I feel her smiling into it.
I shifted in my seat back and forth. "Baby are you ok?" She giggles. "Of cause, why shouldn't I?" I ask tried to sound confident. "Because you are turned on you kinky fuck" she laughs. "I'm not!" She raised a eyebrow. "Ok, who am I kidding here, yes I am. So can we please go home so you can fuck me?" I pleaded impatiently. She only laughs harder and I glare at her.
"Alright, alright, let's go home" she said and waved the waitress over. "It's my treat baby, as an excuse for my ex" she whispers. She handed the waitress her card and paid. We stood up and she winked at the boys before we got outside. I was with my back turned to them and heard them start laughing again.
We drove home quickly, I couldn't wait anymore. I shifted back and forth the whole time to feel some friction. I can't do it anymore! "Baby stop being so impatient, you get what you want the second we step into the house." "So you want to fuck me right at the door?" I smirk and started to be more excited. "If you insist" she smirks back. I'm glad the kids are at their grandma!
She doesn't lie, the moment we stepped over the threshold her lips found mine instantly. She slammed the door shut and practically ripped my clothes off. This night I was in heaven, after my third orgasm we cuddled up and I slept like I haven't in a long time.
Words: 2012