Chapter 19
They lay their bodies on the bed, Jungkook gave Jin the tightest hug at that time, he really didn't want to lose Jin. He doesn't want to lose the most important person in his life now.
"Jin"
"Hmm"
"Why did you come to the lake?"
"Because you gave me a ring" Jungkook just laughed and Jin turned his body, facing Jungkook and looking at him.
"It's true, actually when you came and said everything, I still hesitated to forgive you, I felt that everything that happened was very painful and hard for me to forget. But when I saw this ring, I saw what you wrote. I realized I didn't can be selfish, I'm not alone now, this baby is with me and this baby is also yours, when my eomma said my appa left her when she was pregnant with me, she did the same thing with me, locked herself in the room, she felt it was better but she was wrong, she got worse remembering what my father did to her and I don't want to remember it. My mother also said when I was born she realized that she didn't lose my father, but my father who lost us. But I don't want to make you feel like you missing me again Jungkook, you have already lost and it must destroy you, I don't want to leave you, didn't I tell you, I know you will hurt me and you have also said it more in the past, if I was with you, there would be no happiness like Taehyung gave, but my choice is still the same, I still choose you, that's why I came to the lake"
"I thought I'd never meet you again Jin, I thought we really ended up here, when you said you hated me, my heart broke into pieces. I feel guilty to myself, I can't stop cursing myself. Every day I come with the same hope, sitting in that lake with the box you gave me. Until I realized that I already have you completely, why am I afraid of you will leaving me? I just need something to bind you and that's the day I bought a ring for you, the same day your mom came to see me and said everything. It was my mistake Jin, I admit it. But time can't be repeated, I can only fix it now and I hope you can trust me again"
"That's just a statement from my anger Jungkook, I don't really hate you, I was just disappointed at that time and the word hate just came out, I miss you every day, you say you can't sleep without me"
"That's right, don't you see my eye bags? I didn't sleep all night, every time I hear a noise outside I always wake up thinking you're back"
"Do you really love me Jeon Jungkook?"
"How many times do I have to tell you? If it's not you, I don't want to fall in love with someone else"
"So?"
"I love you so much baby, it will always be you, no one else"
"And our baby?"
"Yes, and our baby" Jin hugged Jungkook tightly. He knew he wouldn't regret choosing Jungkook. Isn't every relationship bound to have problems? Just how do we get through it right?
A year has passed, Jin and Jungkook are not married, Jungkook only proposes to his boyfriend and promises that when they graduate they will get married immediately, their daughther has also been born. Jin no longer lives in the dormitory, he lives with his mother and is still in college.
How about Jungkook? He was still in the dormitory, they often met on campus and every weekend Jungkook would stay over at Jin's house.
That day Jungkook was waiting for Jin to leave his class, he wanted to say something to Jin and when Jin came out he went straight to him and kissed Jin tenderly on the lips.
"Are you hungry? I'm really hungry" Jin said.
"Let's eat" Jungkook put his arm around Jin's shoulder and led him to the cafeteria for lunch. There he sat apart from his friends because he wanted to be alone with Jin.
"Jin"
"Hmm"
"There is someone who will be my roommate" Jin immediately stopped eating and looked at Jungkook.
"Who?"
"Sunghoon? I think that's his name and today he came, but I haven't met him yet"
"Ohh..yeah"
"Hey what's wrong?"
"Jungkook, can you just stay at my house? We can go to campus together and--"
"Jin, are you scared of me doing something?"
"I'm just worried, please Jungkook, stay with me and our baby" Jungkook sat beside Jin and hugged him, he didn't say anything, he just wasn't comfortable living in someone else's place. But he also couldn't take Jin to his parents' place because his mother didn't allow him to.
After dropping Jin back at his house, Jungkook decided to head straight back to the dorm.
"Are you sure you don't want to see Jieun? She must miss you"
"I'll see her tomorrow I promise" Jin just nodded and Jungkook kissed him tenderly.
When Jungkook arrived at the dorm he rushed to his room to clean up, he now has a job, Jin doesn't know about this, this is also one of the reasons he doesn't want to live with Jin, because it's too far from where he works, he becomes a bartender at a club. It was Yoongi who told him about the job, he had to work for Jin and his son, right?
But when he entered his room, how shocked he was to see someone standing in front of his bed with only a towel around his waist and his wet hair.
"Aish, I'm sorry" Jungkook immediately turned around.
"Yeah, that's fine, why did you turn around? You can see it".
"No" when Jungkook wanted to leave the man held Jungkook.
"I'm Sunghoon"
"Jungkook"
"Can you see me? I'm already wearing clothes" Jungkook turned around and yes the man was already wearing his clothes. He looks very relaxed shirtless in front of Jungkook.
"I'm sorry I accidentally saw that photo earlier, is that you and your boyfriend?" Sunghoon pointed at the photo frame near Jungkook's bed.
"He's my fiancé"
"He's so pretty" Jungkook didn't care and took a towel and a change of clothes and went into the bathroom. He took a long time to take a shower and when he came out he saw Sunghoon was applying lotion to his feet, he has long and white legs. He was only wearing shorts, his legs raised up to reveal his thighs.
"Where are you going?"
"Work"
"Okay" Sunghoon smiled.
Day after day passed, Jungkook always came home late at night, he didn't have enough time to rest, he was very tired, he needed Jin beside him. That day after Jin finished his class Jungkook invited him to his room, there was still plenty of time before he went to work tonight.
He went into his room, empty no one else, Jungkook started kissing Jin and took him to bed.
"I miss you"
"I miss you too Jungkook" Jungkook broke the kiss and looked at Jin while stroking his face.
"You are so beautiful Jin, the prettiest besides my mother"
"That's why you love me right?"
"Yeah, that's why I love you" Jungkook kept kissing Jin until their door opened making them stop and turn towards the door. It was Sunghoon, only in an oversized t-shirt and shorts on his body.
"Who's he?" Jin said.
"Sunghoon, my roommate, Sunghoon, this is Jin, my fiancé." Sunghoon just smiled at Jin, and so did Jin.
"Jungkook, thanks for your note yesterday, I always trouble you" Sunghoon gave Jungkook a book. Jin saw how Sunghoon looked at Jungkook and to be honest he was jealous.
"I'll take a shower first" Sunghoon went to the bathroom and left them.
"Does he always dress like that?" Jungkook just nodded.
"Are you jealous of him?"
"Be honest, yes"
"You are here, I'm only yours Jin" Jungkook laid Jin's body on the bed and hovered over him.
"Jungkook, what if he comes out?"
"Just let him see it, everyone should know who you belong to?"
"You want it?"
"Yes baby"
"Condom or not?"
"Whatever you want"
"What if not?"
"I don't mind seeing you pregnant again"
"Aishh.. i love you Jungkook"
"I love you more baby" Jungkook kissed Jin's lips and his hands started up Jin's clothes so that his stomach was visible. His kisses down Jin's neck made him moan but at the same time Sunghoon came out of the bathroom, only with a towel around his waist.
"Oopss sorry" Sunghoon smiled looking at the both of them. This time Jin got up from Jungkook's bed and left the room. Jungkook who was confused immediately chased him outside.
"Hey.. baby, what's wrong?"
"Jungkook he came out of the bathroom with only a towel around his waist and you ask me? So that's what you always see every day? That's why you don't want to live with me?"
"What? This has nothing to do with why I don't want to live with you".
"Did you enjoy your time with him? Isn't he really your type? Hot, beautiful and--"
"Enough Jin, I don't want to fight just because of him, I know you're jealous but you can't blame me for your own thoughts, I'll take you home"
"No, I can go home alone" Jin left and Jungkook just stood there.
He came back and saw Sunghoon still not wearing clothes.
"Can you put your clothes on? You just make trouble."
"What's wrong? Is it because I'm like this? Don't blame me if your fiancé is too jealous"
"I don't have time to talk to you" Jungkook walked into the bathroom.