Please, don't score
I opened my eyes a couple seconds later
The other team was celebrating their goal
Fuck
Arsenal - Brighton & Hove Albion : 3-4
The game ended some minutes later
~POV Leah~
I looked at Y/n she was sitting on the grass alone
I kneeled down beside her
"Chin up" I said
"I messed up"
"Everyone makes mistakes, it's okay" I said
She got up
I embraced her in a hug
"I'm so stupid"
"You're not"
"We lost because of me" She said
"Everyone makes mistakes"
I let go off her
"It's okay" I said
"No it's not"
"Let's just go inside"
About an hour later
"Bye everyone" Y/n said and left the dressingroom
"Is Y/n okay?" Jordan asked
I looked up
"Why wouldn't she?" Viv said
"She's the reason we lost, it was also her debut an-"
"We're a team Beth, don't say that. She made some mistakes but it's not her fault"
"Own goa-"
"We get it Beth" Caitlin said
"I'll check on her" Jordan said
"I'll do it" I said and got up
I walked outside but Y/n was already gone
~POV Y/n~
Later that day
I was laying in bed when I received some messages from Leah
Leah: hi, don't worry about it too much okay?
Leah: everyone makes mistakes
Leah: Next game will be yours. I believe in you
Leah: Goodnight, see you tomorrow
Me: thank you Leah
Me: Goodnight
Two days later
"Alright girls- team yellow against team blue"
We were playing for a couple minutes
I was dribbling with the ball, I looked to the side when I saw Beth getting closer to me
After passing the ball to Jordan I felt two hands in my back pushing me
I fell down
"I'm sorry" Beth said and jumped over me
I slowly got up
"Are you okay?" Leah asked
I nodded
I immediately got up and pushed her
Beth fell down
"What the fuck is wrong with you?"
Someone pulled me away from Beth
"You're a fucking bitch"
"Stop, Y/n. Calm down" Leah said
"She's trying to give me a fucking injury and I'm done with that"
"It's football Y/n, things like this happen. You need to pass the ball faster. You keep dribbling too much with the bal. you're a defender right? Or should I put you up in front?" Jonas said
I sat back down on the ground
My ankle was hurting
Leah kneeled down besides me
"Are you okay?"
"No my ankle is hurting because of that b-"
Jonas walked passed us
"Can you get up?" She asked
I nodded
"It's okay if she hates me but hurting me like that doesn't make any sense"
"I know"
~POV LEAH~
It's been some minutes later
Beth and Y/n both jumped up
Beth elbowed Y/n in the face
Y/n fell down
Beth tried to run away with the ball but I tackled her
She let out a scream
"Hey calm down" Vivianne said
"What the fuck are you doing Beth. Stop this bullshit" I said
"Hey, hey calm down" Jonas said
"This is the third time Beth. This wasn't accidentally"
"Leah calm down"
"You're trying to hurt her"
"I'm not trying to injure anyone. You're the one trying to injure me"
"Yes you do. You're trying to injure Y/n"
"Of course not, why would she do that? She's our teammate and we need her" Viv said
"Viv come on. I know she's your girlfriend but this isn't okay" I said and walked away
"Leah what's going on?" Jonas said
"Nothing" I said and walked away
"Okay let's continue girls"
I looked at Y/n
"Are you okay?" I asked
She nodded
~POV Y/n~
It's been almost two months later
I haven't played any minutes after my debut
"You're probably gonna make some minutes. Lotte is also injured. Look at her" Leah said
We were both doing the warming up
"I don't think so, he's definitely gonna choose you"
"My ankle isn't feeling that good and we're down by 3- I don't really want to-"
"Leah, are you ready?" Jonas said
"Told you" I said
Leah ran over to Jonas
She talked to Jonas before sitting down again
He looked at me for a second before turning back to the game
He called me over a minute later
"You can sit down again" He said
I nodded and sat down next to Leah
"Told you, he hates me" I said
"No Lotte is probably doing fine" Leah said
Substitute: Lotte Wubben-Moy > Jordan Nobbs
"I mean nevermind" Leah said
"Is Jordan gonna play defense?" I asked
"Yeah I guess so, that's really weird"
"Why would you put a midfielder as your center back when you have a center back sitting on the fucking bench" Leah said
I was watching the game for a couple minutes when Leah placed her hand on my knee
"Are you okay?"
I looked at her and nodded
"You seem a bit upset. I don't want to see you sad"
"Stop staring at me then"I said and smiled at her
"I'm not staring at you"
"You know Leah?"
"Hmm?"
"Making this transfer was so stupid"
"What do you mean?"
"I just want to play you know?"
She nodded
"I had an amazing team, we had fun. I played every game and look at me now"
"You will get some playtime maybe not today but you will"
The game ended
Chelsea - Arsenal: 4-1
Almost everyone walked inside
"Beth please can we have a picture?" A girl said
"Leah, Leah can you sign this please" An other girl said
"Where is everyone going? Are we not thanking our fans anymore?" Leah asked
"I don't know"
"Come with me- let's talk to our fans and thank them" Leah said
I nodded
After talking to our fans we walked inside the dressingroom
Leah was really mad
"This isn't the Arsenal I know" Leah said
"We played a horrible game. We disappointed everyone. Things like that happen, it's football. But our fans came to watch us play, we disappointed them and just left. Everyone just went back to the dressingroom without thanking our fans for being here, for supporting us. I don't like to take photos when we just lost a game but come on girls. They traveled to this club and you guys are just ignoring them? I don't think that's okay. It's something so small but for them it's-"
"I don't really think we should focus on that right now Leah. I want to talk about the game-" Jonas said
"I think we do- our fans are really important and-
"Leah I get it but not right now" Jonas said
She shook her head no and sat down next to me
"You're right" I whispered
"He wants to talk about the game but he can't even make the right fucking substitutions" Leah whispered back
"Leah are you done talking now?" Jonas said
"I'm not talking"
"Leah stop being childish okay?"
Leah got up and walked away, she slammed the door closed