night time poetry

By slvt4pain

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*Poetry and quotes I come up with when I'm supposed to be asleep* Most are quite short so the last chapter wi... More

dark vs light
fictional stories
survival mode
suffer, temptation and comfort
your smile
identity
emotions don't mix with the weather
after death
the future?
medusa
effort
friend group
chameleon
breathe
I want help?
blue world
a terrible person
goodbyes
violent emotions
murder
showers
tired or exhausted
early morning birds
reality or tv
"intelligent"
hello death
internalised fatphobia
I'll be the sky
my promise to my art teacher
your touch
the sight of you
the fear of heartbreak
my opinion of love
overreaction?
mental illness isn't fun, quirky, cute or a joke
hallucination
the world surrounding me
the signs are obvious when you look for them
is it me?
if I were a flower
my life has changed forever
young love
the 3 states of mind
I am not a happy poet
I am a bad person
him
my childhood
anger
medication
overthinkers
depression vs zombies
oh to cut myself
fantasy relem
I am anger in their minds
the world of fiction
there is no cure for depression
my birthday
I understand that they won't understand
insomniac
the inconvenience of feeling
mortality
distractions
I'm fucked in the head
I am not family
sober
my heart
the little things
his eyes give me butterflies
am I me?
just to see if they care
intrusive thoughts
numb
control
I hate my friends
second choice
notice
fight me
my mental illness controls me
I am sick
I wish for it to be night
voiceless
change me
sad soul
because
not beautiful enough to love
craving of comfort
"why do you hurt yourself?"
I won't forgive you
black and white
my people
shadow
unlovable
rose coloured glasses
will my teen years define me?
storms
I'm scared of dying
death isn't scary
I hope death is like...
memories that don't exist
I'm...
blink, tear, blink.
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synonyms for mean
"mean"
forced paralysis
that voice
flaws
all combined

why live?

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By slvt4pain

Why isn't there a bullet in my head?
Why am I still breathing?
Why isn't there a knife in my chest?
Why is my heart still beating?
Why is there blood flowing through my body?
Why is there oxygen filling my lungs?
The questions echo through my brain like a mantra.
The questions repeat and repeat till they are all that I hear.
Why? Why? Why?
Why am I alive?
Why am I living?
Why can't I die?
Why? Why. Why!

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