burying your body beneath your comforters after a long day and taking a nap sent from heaven, has to be the greatest thing to exist. You get to lie down and relax to recharge your body for no more than two hours before you get up and finish the rest of your responsibilities. I awoke from my nap and lay still for a few moments, allowing myself to stare at the ceiling and get lost in my thoughts, closing my eyes once more.
My thoughts only consist of Sebastian himself. The very way he looks down at me, the smile that clings to his cheeks, and the glare in his eyes that glow with passion. His instinct was to keep me close, to watch me intently if I seem the slightest bit off. The way his hair would flow through the wind would cause him to groan in frustration and push it from blocking his vision. I began to think he didn't like his hair as much as I did.
Sebastian's hair might not have been his favorite but every time his hand pushes the length from continuously disturbing his eyesight, I Imagine the way his hand caressed my gentle skin. How he never broke eye contact when his fingers slid down my body, feeling every goosebump and flared hair.
My eyes open and I stop my hand from sliding into my shorts as I reach for my phone to answer the call interrupting my urge to touch myself, I grin at the screen once the familiar name flashes before me and pull the phone to my ear.
"Fulton" I grin, ear pressed against the phone.
"Phoenix, hi" He breathes, and I chuckle pressing my feet flat against the bed as my knees point to the sky.
"What's up?" I ask, biting at my lower lip and focusing my eyes on the glowing sunset. It was somehow a mix of pink and purple beams.
"I just missed hearing you," he says shuffling on the other end, and my heart jumps in my chest.
"you were here a few hours ago, hearing me" I laugh, feeling my cheeks heat up as he chuckles with a low tone.
"I know but" he pauses, letting out a heavy sigh, "I miss hearing you in other ways"
I can almost hear the smirk on his face as he awaits my response to his abrupt confession, "What?" I ask swallowing the growing lump in my throat.
My chest rose and fell as Sebastian's breath grew more consistent and heavier, I mentally gasp at the sound and feel my pussy drool under his breath.
"Seb-" I begin.
"I want you Avery" he moans softly causing my eyes to grow. "Touch it for me" Without hesitation, my hand slips into my shorts and I adjust my body comfortably while my lip slides into my mouth. I can hear the low grunts and sighs of Sebastian's moans as I glide my fingers over the folds of my panties, caressing the lips of my moist vagina. I close my eye while embracing the sensation that courses through me, throwing my head back and letting out soft gasps as I feel my body sinking further into the comforter.
"V are you awake" Sebastian's voice echoes through my room as I open my eyes. I prop my forearms on the bed while sitting up to meet Sebastian's eyes. He stares back at me as he stands over my bed and smiles at me once he notices I'm awake.
"How did you get in here?" I question not feeling the least bit fazed, this isn't the first time he's snuck up on me.
He chuckles and looks at me confused once he realizes I'm serious, "Avery, I've been here with you for hours"
Sebastian sits beside me and I turn watching his movements, "Don't you remember we ordered food, relaxed then you came up for a nap." He pointed out to jog my memory and I shake my head running my hand through my hair.
I lay back flat against the bed and look back up at the ceiling, watching the sun slowly fade away. "I've been so tired that I forgot"
"You need to fix your sleep habits," he says looking at me with soft eyes. I stare back at him and smile bringing my hand to his face, my palm resting on his cheek.
"My sleep habits are only fucked because of you," I say with a smirk and he scoffs pushing back from my touch. "I might have to start crushing your spirits as well Avery"
I giggle to myself and turn back to face the ceiling with a remaining smile as I close my eyes once again to drift back to sleep. My eyes shoot back up in a rush as I remind my brain of the intense phone call.
I look over at him while he mindlessly taps away at his phone, he notices my confused glare and closes the phone before looking back my way.
"Did you call me?" I question, swallowing the air in my throat, wondering if I dreamt of the occurrence or not. He smiles at me shaking his head while cocking his brows, "When?"
I shrug my shoulders, not dropping my gaze "I don't know, anytime today" I feel the after effect of my wet undies as I squeeze my legs together, he notices my motion but doesn't bother to acknowledge. Perhaps due to his confusion.
"Well, I did call you this morning- before I walked through your door" he admits, brows still cocked from the lingering confusion. I feel my cheeks heat up at the realization of the phone call living in my dreams.
I turn away from him, to calm myself from any embarrassment that threatened to rise at the mention of my erotic dreams. Sebastian and I have reached nearly every phase in our relationship yet erotic dreams seem above it all.
"I remember now, my head is just a bit foggy from my nap," I say, attempting to shy away from any questions Sebastian may ask.
Sebastian opens his mouth to speak but soon stops once his phone vibrates, he smiles and turns it to face me. "You ready?" He asks with a short smile, I nod giving him an equal smile as I stand to my feet.
Hanging with Sebastian's friends. What could go wrong besides every single one of them disliking me?
I shudder at the thought and walk over to my closet for an outfit, how would my relationship with Sebastian even work if I can't get along with his friends? I turn back to watch Sebastian as he watches me gently, awaiting to help me pick out something appropriate yet comfortable. His pupils dilate while I stand beneath his gaze. He steps to face me, not removing his eyes from mine, and walks in my direction. I pause, as he edges closer, causing my heart to do summersaults.
Sebastian finally makes it to me, staring down at me for what seemed like hours, before reaching into my closet. "This shirt would look nice on you" he smiles, placing it on my chest to imagine how it would look. Sebastian does this to me often, purposely forcing my heart to burst beneath his gaze and then pretending his intentions were far different than what they truly are.
I take the shirt from his hand and roll my eyes as he chuckles before me, he knows exactly how he makes me feel but will continue to pretend he's innocent in all this, "Don't be nervous" he whispers into my ear as he plants a kiss there before leaving me dazed alone in my room.
We arrive at the house and Sebastian doesn't take a second to grab my hand in his and guide me indoors to the many crowds of people. I expected nothing more than a small get-together of five or more people. But there are no less than fifty individuals in this large house. I look up at Sebastian who seems just as surprised as me while he eyes for his friends. He squeezes my hand in his as we shift past people. People are hanging all around the place as the music pounds around us yet the sound appears distant.
As we walk, I keep my eyes straight ahead to avoid eye contact with anyone while Sebastian's warm grip keeps me close. "You guys made it" A familiar voice rolls through me as I turn to face her.
Celeste.
"A friendly face, finally" Sebastian grins, pulling Celeste into a quick embrace, not letting my hand go for a second. After they separate, Celeste surprising pulls me into a warm hug after letting out her laugh at Sebastian's words.
"Avery, you look amazing." she beams, pulling away and smiling big at me. I nod with a smile, returning the compliment.
"The rest of the friendly faces are in the back" She turns on her heels and walks towards the back door, gesturing for us to follow her.
"You okay? I didn't expect there to be so many people. We can leave if you're uncomfortable" Sebastian whispers as he leans for my ear while his thumb caress my hand and I shake my head with a smile. "I'm fine, I want to meet the rest of your friends" Sebastian grins and straightens his back with a nod.
"Sebastian, long time man" A tall man with dark skin and teeth as bright as white itself greets Sebastian. His eyes grow wide and they go in for a bro hug, I don't hesitate to let go of his hand so he can greet all of his friends.
"Kai man where have you been" Sebastian laughs patting the guy's back. They pull apart and he laughs shrugging his shoulders with a cup of drink tight in his grip.
"Visiting home took longer than I thought, the days just kept passing me by, the family making plans back to back, clingy girlfriend. Skipping the Semester was my only option" He says quickly with his deep strong accent.
"Who is this beautiful gal?" He questions turning to me, I can admit he is quite handsome, his hair falling to his chest as the ends of the braids curls cling with drips of water. His eyes were a deep color of brown and his lashes were longer than I had ever seen on a man.
"I'm Avery" I smile at him as he grins wide, a contagious grin. He catches my hand in his and shakes it gently, "Sebastian's girlfriend I presume?" He asks turning back and forth through Sebastian and me for the answer. Sebastian watches me for the answer and his eyes appear shocked when I nod my head, "Yes." I breathe.
"I knew it" Celeste laughs as she comes back up to us with more people. A guy with bright green eyes, another guy with loads of tattoos, and, "Caleb, I'm surprised to see you down here" Sebastian says with a smile once he makes sight of the tall slim guy with wavy curls similar to his. I assume Caleb- Sebastian's roommate isn't the partying kind. It's nice to know I'm not alone in this lonely world.
"I couldn't miss seeing my friends in one place, it's been at least a year since we've all been together like this" He laughs, setting his eyes on me.
"Avery" He smiles nodding at me.
I lift my brows, "You know me?" I question, looking at Sebastian and he looks equally surprised.
Caleb looks between both of us and asks, "Aren't you the girl who rushed out of our apartment a couple of weeks back?"
My cheeks redden at his words and the group lets out a laugh while Sebastian shoots glares at Caleb, "Yeah" I answer, feeling the embarrassment kick in while the crowd takes in the quick enjoyment.
"My brother has a quick mouth, don't pay him any mind," Celeste says brushing my shoulder. "Let's go for a swim" Celeste shouts to everyone as I finally notice the large pool in front of us.
"I didn't bring a swimsuit" I frown looking at Sebastian, "No worries" Celeste jumps to speak. "I got you covered" she grabs my hand and drags me back into the house, away from Sebastian and the others. I guess Sebastian didn't notice, judging how deep he is in conversation with his friend while I'm being dragged up the steps.
Pushing past crowded parts and everyone lounging in the upstairs hallway, we make it to what I believe to be Celeste's room as she nearly throws me on the bed once we make it inside.
"I'm so glad we are around the same size, I have so many cute suits that I would love to see on you," she tells on, searching through her things, keeping everything in place. "This will look amazing on you, and don't worry. I haven't worn it" She turns and tosses it to me then proceeds to undress to throw on her swimsuit.
She doesn't think twice to expose her perked breasts to some girl she just met, she smirks at me than slides the swimsuit on, "How does it look?" She asks twirling as I toss on mine, I laugh and nod my head, "you look hot"
Truly.
"So do you" she giggles as we head back down the stairs.
"Avery" Sebastian pants, speeding up to me. "Where were you? You scared me half to death" he complains, catching his breath and staring at me intently. "I was with Celeste, getting this swimsuit" I admit with a chuckle, doing a 360 for him. "When can I take it off of you?" He gasps and I laugh whacking his arm.
"It's a very small two piece" he swallows, "but you look really good" he grins, voice low and eyes darkening.
"Come with me or stay with Celeste while I go grab some shorts," He says running past me up the stairs.
I turn around for Celeste but she had disappeared into the crowd, I let out a heavy sigh and search around for the kitchen to get myself a drink. Pushing past random people and turning around at least 3 times, I finally make it to the kitchen and sigh into the cup of alcohol I pour myself.
"Woah don't hurt yourself" Some random guy calls out to me, back leaning against the counter with a cup in his hand and a smirk latched to his lips.
I give a forced fake smile and mentally roll my eyes, "I'll be fine" I head for the kitchen exit and he reaches in front of me to stop me.
"Why leave so soon? you just got in here" His smirk doesn't falter as he stares down at me, gawking.
By the slur in his words and the cigarette smoke on his breath, I have no desire to continue this conversation. I turn back to leave the kitchen and make my way to the back door, hoping to run into Sebastian or even Celeste but the needy guy jogs to jump in front of me.
"Can't I get a word out of you? Maybe your name?" He chuckles with his hands held in front of me and his shoulders high in an attempt to keep me there.
"Can't you leave me alone? I thought I made it obvious I didn't have any desire in talking to you" I fold my arms over each other, pressed into my chest as his smile grows wider with my words.
"You haven't even gotten to know me, you might fall in love," He declares and I cringe internally and shift in place.
"I doubt it" I scoff trying to push past him but he grabs ahold of my arm to stop me. Before I can react he's pushed back forcibly yet gently away from me and Sebastian steps forward.
"Walk away," He says calmly, eyeing the guy and the guy smacks his teeth and heads back for the kitchen.
Sebastian's expression was calm, yet his eyes were burning and eager for the guy to try anything else. I can't help but to feel my vagina moisten at Sebastian's actions. "I said to stay with Celeste or me" He grabs my hand and leads me out to the back without looking my way.
I would have if either of you hadn't disappeared so quickly.
The last of the evening was filled with laughter and loads of fun swimming and hanging around the pool. More of Sebastian's college friends arrived and meeting everyone felt better than I expected. There were more girls around to get along with while I left Sebastian to catch up with more of his guy friends. All night Celeste was incredibly caring and sweet. She has the sweetest personality and overalls she seems to be a chill laid back girl, we even exchanged numbers to maybe build a friendship outside of Sebastian.
I also didn't have much to drink tonight because of Sebastian. No matter how bad I wanted to accept the cups that were being handed to me, Sebastian's discomfort, and his past of drinking still haunts him so all I could do was avoid to stop him from feeling like the only sober person at the party. Apparently what he said before about me being the only person who knows about his past/ family drama is true. It's rather comforting to know there's full truth being his words.
It's helping me to let down the walls I have built to protect myself. Now letting up my walls has stopped me from feeling the need to protect myself from the guy before me. Sebastian is incredible, I can truly turn my back and feel safe and secure with him behind me.