"So everything okay with you two?" Jessie asks Y/N. You shrug. "What Can it be that's so bad you guys have to take a break?" "It's just strange I don't know.." "Y/N I know you love Billie, and clearly she loves you back. It wasn't something illegal right?" "No." "Okay then how bad can it be?" You rub your face in your hands not wanting to have this conversation. "Well she told me she acts like a baby sometimes. And wanted me to be her caregiver.." The room was silent for a few seconds. "Weird right?" Y/N asks. "Y/N, what if I told you I do the same." Your eyes went wide "What?" "A-are you weirded out about your best friend too now?" You were speechless and shocked. "No I'm sorry, oh my god I'm sorry if I was being disrespectful to you." "Don't apologize to me, you need to apologize to Billie." "Wait back up a little, how long have you been doing this for?" "A couple of years now, it helps a lot with stress and anxiety." "And you didn't tell me?" "Well because people think it's weird." Y/N felt bad for saying things to Jessie and Billie. "God I feel like the worst person on this planet." "Don't say that, but you really should apologize to Billie. When we regress emotions can be very distressing." "So do you have a caregiver?" "I do, but she's online." "Oh.. is this a relationship?" "No, she just checks up on me and helps me complete my tasks." "So it's nothing sexual?" "No oh my god. It's a trauma response. You can't control it." "Shit." Y/N grabs her phone and walks out to the living room. "Pick up pick up!!" No answer.
With Billie.
"Bils, you have to eat something, just a few small bites." Finneas tries feeding the girl her soup. "Mhmm no!" He sighs. "I know you're hurt but starving yourself won't make you feel better, you have to eat." Billie cautiously opens her mouth. "There we go." He starts feeding her with a spoon. "D-do you think y/n coming back?" "I don't know the answer to that but what I do know is y/n loves you, it might take awhile for her to accept it but she really cares for you." Billie slightly smiles. "Thanks finny you always know how to make me feel better." "Of course." "I done now." "You only had a few bites." "I wan icecream pease!!" "I thought you said you weren't hungry?" "Oh um now I am." Finneas chuckles. "Fine you can have some icecream but only this time." The girl jumps up and down excitedly. Finneas takes out an oat milk chocolate ice cream bar. "Thank you!!" Billie eats it. "I got brain freeze!!" Billie grabs her head. "You silly girl, don't eat that too fast." Finneas begins to clean up and put away her leftovers. A few minutes later chocolate is smothered all over the girl's face, hands and clothes. "Someone made a mess." "It yummy!! Billie licking her hands. "Here try this instead." He hands her some baby wipes. "You need to take a bath." I No want bath." She pouts. "Billie wished Y/N was here or another girl. She never let her brother bathed her. "I I too wittle." Finneas felt bad, "wait a second, I'll call Claudia." Billie was nervous, she had only met his girlfriend once before. "Don't be scared, Claudia knows and accepts you." Billie reaches for her phone seeing 5 missed calls from Y/N and a bunch of unread texts.
Baby 💕
Hey Bils, I'm so sorry I feel like a jerk. I shouldn't have acted that way. I hope you'll forgive me.
Billie please..
Bils baby?
I love you billie, I don't want to lose you. 😔
Billie was still upset and didn't want to talk to y/n. A part of her was relieved but the other was annoyed.
"So Claudia is coming over shortly to help you with a bath." "I no want her." "Hey she accepts you, it's okay Bils." She ends up sucking her thumb being nervous, her thumb soothed her.
With Y/N
"Damnit she's not answering." "Hey give her some time, maybe she could be sleeping too." Y/N sighs and goes to the guest room. Jessie ends up taking a back pack out of her closet to show Y/N. "So I have something to show you." "Okay?" Jessie slowly unzips the bag. "It's my regression items. I'm just showing you this cause maybe Billie has items like this too hidden. It depends on her age too." "Her age?" "Oh small age, I regress to 3-5." Y/N nods her head, feeling lost but trying to understand. "Can you regress now?" "I mean it's usually involuntary, and I can only do it when my caregiver talks to me." "So what does she do exactly?" Jessie's phone dings. "Oh speaking of her, that's her now. The text reads "Hi baby, did you brush your teeth yet? We don't want cavities do you?" Jessie blushes reading that. "So?" She shows Y/N the text. "Oh.." Jessie skips to the bathroom to brush her teeth. Y/N follows her and she's now on FaceTime with another woman. "Hi baby girl, how are you doing?" "I good mama! My friend y/n is over!" "Aww how sweet." "Y/N come here I wan you to meet mama!" Y/N nervously goes into frame. "Hi.." "Hi Y/N, Jessie always talks about how good of a friend you are to her." "Mama, her girlfriend regresses too!" "Are you her caregiver?" Y/N got nervous. She didn't want to be put on the spot like that. "Umm well the thing is.. I wasn't sure how to react so we're kinda on a break right now.. is why I'm here." "Aww I'm sorry, but just know, this can actually bring you two closer." "I can see that."
Billie's POV
I was currently locking myself in the bathroom crying. All I wanted was Y/N to care for me but I knew it wasn't gonna happen overnight. I hear a knock on the door. "Billie it's me Claudia, do you need help with anything? Fin told me you've been in there for awhile. We're just worried is all." Billie is too upset to answer and wipes her tears with her hands. "I'm coming in okay?" Claudia unlocks the door and slowly walks in. "Hey baby, why don't you take a relaxing bath it'll make you feel better." Billie hesitates a bit then nods. "Okay honey." She starts filling up the tub and pours lavender bubble bath. "I love using this so I brought it over." She makes sure the water is at the right temperature. "Billie you ready?" She shakes her head. "Why not?" "No look at me." "Baby, I have to look at you to help you, I won't judge you. I promise." Billie nods and lifts up her arms. "Good job baby."
After the bath.
"So how was she?" Finneas asked. "She did good, it took her awhile to trust me but overall it went well." "Thank you for doing this, I know it's a lot." "Of course babe, I love you and your sister. Happy to help." "Love you too" they hug. "I'm just glad she's finally sleeping." Finneas says. "She needs it for sure." "I hope y/n comes back quick, I don't know how Billie will be if things don't work out with them."
The next day.
Billie wakes up at 5am feeling fussy. It was dark and she was alone. She picks up her phone. More texts from Y/N.
Baby 💕:
Bils please answer me I miss you
I now have a better understanding of it now. Jessie regresses and has a cg. I would love to be your cg. I might suck at first but I'm willing to learn.
Love you bils ❤️
Have a good night.
Billie's eyes overflowed with tears. She was so happy y/n was willing to become her cg. She quickly calls her back. No answer. She pouts but then realizes she's still sleeping. Billie didn't wanna go back to bed, she wasn't tired and she was uncomfortable. Claudia didn't put her in pull ups. She got out of bed and walked over to the guest room where Finneas and Claudia slept together. "Psst!" "Psst! Fin fin!!" "Hmm what?" Finneas gets up. "Hey what time is it? What's wrong?" He turns on the bedside table lamp. Claudia then wakes up seeing the younger girl standing in front of them looking sad. "Hey what's the matter pretty girl?" Billie looks down shuffling her feet. "Oh no did you have an accident?" Finneas looks closer. "I sowwy." She pouts. "Hey it's okay, let's get you changed. Claudia gets out of bed and leads her back into her room. Finneas sighs, he forgot to tell her about the pull ups.
"I nee potty again." "Okay you go ahead and I'll take care of your sheets." The younger girl whines. "Hey shh what's going on?" "H-help." Claudia holds her hand leading her to the bathroom turning the light on. Billie starts tearing up again. "Shhh it's okay honey." Claudia hugs her and helps her get on. "Oh no that's why you're so emotional lately." "I scared why bleeding?!" "Baby it's totally normal okay, here let's get you a pad." "No no no!" Finneas walks in, "I forgot to tell you about her pull ups. Oh shoot I'm sorry." He backs out of the room leaving a pull up on the counter. "Finny bring my pull ups!!"
A few hours later, Billie sat between the couple watching tv after having breakfast. She hears the front door unlocking and looks up quick. Y/N slowly walks in. "Hey guys." Waving awkwardly. Billie gets up running to her girlfriend crying in her arms. "I m-missed you!!" "I missed you too baby, and I'm really sorry for acting like a jerk earlier. I just didn't know how else to respond." "It okay." "No it's not, I should've been more understanding." "It okay y/n I love you." "Love you too babe." She kisses her cheek. "Love your pigtails." "Thanks Claudia help take care of me!" Finneas and Claudia stare down y/n. "Guys be nice to y/n!! She's back!" Billie shouts. "Y/N i am glad you made up your mind.. my sister loves you a lot and is happy now. So that makes me happy." Claudia nods. "I'm sorry I feel really bad." Y/N looks down. "It's alright, you seemed to have accepted her now. But I swear if you hurt my sister again I'll - "Finny nooo!! Don't hurt y/n." "I'm sorry I just get protective sometimes." Y/N nods. "I promise I won't hurt her ever again." "C-can i show you something?" "Sure baby." Billie grabs Y/N's hand and leads her to the bathroom. "Um so I have these." She pulls down her pants a little. "Aww that's cute." Billie blushes. "Thanks for not thinking it's weird!" "Hey I just want you to be yourself and this is a learning process for me but I'm here." "Claudia help me take bath last night but I wanted you." "Aww well I can help you tonight, if you want." Billie squeals jumps up and down excitedly. "So where Jessie?" "She was having a virtual date with her mama." "C-can Jessie and I have a play date?" "I don't see why not, maybe on the weekend we can plan something." "Can I ask something else?" "Hmm?" "Can um.. nevermind." "Hey Bils tell me, it's okay." "Can you be my mommy?" "Of course baby." She pulls the black haired girl into a hug. Billie starts feeling small and babbles. "Aww it looks like someone is a baby." "wan baba." "Huh?" "Baba." Y/N carries Billie into the living room. "Hey Fin, she's asking for a baba do you know what that is?" "Oh it's her bottle, I'll show you how I prep it." "Okay Bils, why don't you sit near Claudia while I make your bot I mean baba." "Kayyy." A few minutes later Y/N walks over to Billie. "Here you go." Billie whines laying down. "Hey what's wrong I thought you wanted this?" "You have to feed her y/n." Claudia says. "Ohh okay. Come here Bils," You sit down and Billie crawls into y/n's lap. The girl instantly starts drinking and slowly starts drifting asleep. "Aww my baby." Y/N smiles looking down at her.