Bang Chan:
- he regrets it the second he sees your tears
- would be very disappointed on himself
- becomes very sad cause he misses you and a lot of things remind him of you but he knew he was never gonna get you back
- he didn't understand himself, he had you, his eveything but he still went a cheated on you. He didn't feel worthy of your forgiveness
Lee Minho:
- he would cry all alone in his room qjile trying to contact you multiple times
- he had seen the pain in your eyes and had regretting it badly
- the girl he cheated with wasn't in the picture, seeing her had reminded him of your pain
- tries to contact your friends and come to your house just so you could talk to him and maybe forgive him, he knew a second chance was out of reach
Seo Changbin:
- he hadn't realized that his actions and such consequences but when you weren't around, his world started crumbling down
- he didn't get any sleep or do anything. He just sat on the couch, staring at the wall in front of him thinking of the times with you
- he'd desperately wants to apologize, he can't forget your hurting expression. It makes his heart ache every time
- "I know I shouldn't contact you. But I really wanna talk. You deserve an apology." he'd said to your voice-mail.
Hwang Hyunjin:
- he's a complete mess. He could never move onto someone new
- he thought he would be fine with you not being by his side, but he destroyed. He wasn't himself anymore.
- he knew calling you was not an option and going to your house was even worse, but he wanted to explain everything and especially apologize
- "I know this explanation isn't making anything better. But I don't want a second chance. I'm aware I'll never get one. I just want your forgiveness. By this letter I sincerely apologize. I hope you'd smile once again." he'd write in a letter and he'd put in in your mailbox
Han Jisung:
- he'd be sensitive about everything. Everything around him reminded him of you and he couldn't deal with it. He felt extremely guilty
- he's a crying mess but he could blame no one else but himself
- wants to try and ask for a second chance cause he realized he couldn't live without you but he soon realized he was the reason you had been crying and locked away so he didn't dare to ask for that chance
- still tries to contact you cause he was to clear things up a bit. He knew you guys could never be like it was but he didn't want you to hate him, especially when he still had feelings for you
Lee Felix:
- he was crying every day after you left him, but he understood very well why you left. He started hating himself
- "Why did I do that to Y/n? She/He/They were my everything. And I ruined everything. I ruined US." he'd say everyday trying to understand his past actions
- he didn't dare to beg for your forgiveness or try to talk to you, he knew that he had no right to go to you
- he missed you deeply, he hated the fact that he had broke your heart after you had trusted it to him
Kim Seungmin:
- he'd try to reach out to you but you kept avoiding his calls and him
- he regrets it every minute, no every second of the day. Your expression was the worst. It was like someone stabbed him in his heart but he himself was the one causing this pain. He had done wrong not you
- he writes letters or tell your friends to say something to you, to meet him somewhere. But he always ended up being rained on, waiting for no one cause you weren't coming. And he deserved getting rained up on, he didn't blame you if he got sick. It was his own fault after all.
- he became a mess, he didn't go outside. Didn't do anything. He longed for you but he couldn't have you anymore. Hatred grew.
Yang Jeongin:
- he couldn't deal with himself, he hated him for the fact that he had hurt you. His true love was hurt by him, heart broken. But he still wanted you and he felt bad about that feeling.
- comes to your house and desperately begs for forgiveness
- would cry himself to sleep because he thinks of you every time. Every night and every day
- he felt like a terrible person and he wouldn't blame you for hating him. He deserved it. He regretted it but it was already too late.