Today is the day!! Here is the next chapter. I hope you will enjoy it <3 <3
Wei Ying's POV
It was early in the morning. As it was still dark outside it was not even 5 am. Usually, I would sleep at least until 7 but not today. I didn't know what woke me up but it perhaps could have been my stiff body. I was sore but still able to move. This feeling was new to me and I couldn't help but remember what had happened a few hours earlier.
I turned my head and my gaze fell on Wang Ji who was laying right next to me, still sleeping. His eyes were closed, a smile on his lips. It was the first time I have ever seen his sleeping face. He looked so breathtakingly beautiful, like an angel. I stared at him for a long time, smiling to myself.
My fingers itched to touch his face but I didn't, in fear I might wake him up.
I remembered everything that had happened between us. Everything. I expected to feel regret but that wasn't the case. No, I didn't regret anything. If I could turn back time I would do it again. No, I would have done it even sooner. Last night was something I always wanted without knowing it. Why was I so clueless? Why didn't I realize my feelings for Wang Ji sooner, my longing for him? I couldn't explain it.
I watched him rhythmically breathing in and out, indicating he was sleeping. In the end, I couldn't stop myself and raised my hand to touch him. I softly caressed his brows. My hands went lower to his nose and slightly bumped it with my index finger before moving even slower, stroking over his closed lips which lit a small fire within me. And the memories of last night didn't help to extinguish it.
I wanted to kiss him, connect our lips and never let go. My heart filled with so many emotions that I could barely concentrate on anything. I didn't even realize that two golden irises were watching me. Only when I felt a soft kiss on my fingers did I meet his gaze.
No one said a word. We were just observing each other. I watched closely, checked his features, and the look in his eyes, and understood right away. He didn't regret a thing either. Just like me, he didn't regret what happened last night.
That made me indescribably happy and I smiled up at him. His eyes immediately turned darker and he leaned into me. I expected a rough kiss but it was a soft one instead. He gently pressed his lips on mine. It was gentle yet so emotional that I reached out for his cheeks, palmed them, and pulled him closer. He let it happen and we drowned in a passionate kiss. His tongue asked for entry and I parted my lips eagerly to let him in.
A war began and this time I wanted to dominate. I wanted to dominate Wang Ji. I didn't give up, my tongue fought him until finally, he gave up. I won. I knew he let me win but that didn't matter. Dominating him felt so... satisfying.
After minutes we let go of each other and returned to just observing each other. His hands were on my naked hip, slowly caressing it. My hands remained at his cheeks, stroking them ever so softly.
"Since when?" I asked him the question I wanted to know the most. "When did you-?" I couldn't even finish the question as Wang Ji answered instantly, knowing exactly what I wanted to know.
"Ever since I met you." He confessed and I widened my eyes in shock.
"W-what?"
"When I met you, I immediately felt drawn to you. I couldn't explain it. I didn't even know you. Yet, the connection was there. It was one meeting and I knew I wanted to be with you. But... you were with my brother already. The two persons I love loved each other. You were happy. Confused about my brother's identity, yes, also about the existence of immortals. You were scared too. But despite that you were happy so I had to step back. Seeing you happy was all I needed to see. All I wanted. As long as you were happy, I would be it too."
"Wang Ji...."
"I couldn't help that I was falling for you every day a little bit more. I couldn't stop it. My love grew more and more until it was unbearable. Yet, I didn't do anything. Honestly, I often dreamed about taking you away from here, somewhere no one would find us but that wouldn't have been something you wanted. Because you loved my brother. So no matter how painful it was, I didn't step between the two of you."
My heart was beating irregularly as I listened to his words. I never heard him talk so much but I liked it. His voice is so soft, so confident. My breathing was hitching as my mind was filled with all the information. He wanted me from the beginning, yet I didn't even realize it. How could I be so ignorant, so blind, so stupid?
"A few years ago things started to change. You were often unhappy and I, despite him being my brother, wanted to confront him. I didn't. My brother was happy with you, he loved you so much. He still does. I can see it clearly albeit it drives me crazy. How could he be like that after what he has done to you? I knew he wanted to have a son. It is natural for a crown prince to have that desire, even for a normal prince but... I have never expected him to lay with someone else to have a child. Betraying your love to him for someone he didn't even love just for the sake of my father, just to have an heir..... I forgot the influence my father has on him. It was the first time I felt something similar to hate towards both of them."
I listened quietly. His talking about Lan Huan felt weird as he was lawfully still my husband but it felt so good to hear that someone else was thinking like me. Wang Ji felt what I was feeling, thought as I thought. As if he was part of me. As if I was part of him. I felt his rage too. His rage towards his brother, his father. Or... was it just my rage he was mirroring?
I stroked his cheeks and he kissed my fingers. A shiver went through my body as he stared at me.
"Even before my brother has done this... disgusting deed, your feelings had changed. You didn't know. They changed just a little but enough for me to hope. You thought of me differently, you looked at me differently and you didn't notice it. But I did. That was the moment I decided to not care about anything anymore. Anything but you. I wanted to fight for you. It is a crime, I know. But for you, I would commit any crime as long as you are happy. As long as I can make you happy. The more time we spent together, the more your feelings changed. You still loved my brother, and that was okay for me, but your feelings for me were there. They were forming, all I had to do was to hope, to wait." He smiled happily.
I looked away for a moment, remembering the past. "I never understood why I reacted differently all of the sudden. I knew something had changed, something between us. I just didn't understand what. Maybe because I always only thought about Lan Huan." I confessed.
"You were but often you thought about me too, Wei Ying." Wang Ji kissed my forehead. "Your dreams proved it. You avoiding me is proof. But Wei Ying, I realized that avoiding you after those dreams only made it more painful."
I knew that feeling. The more I avoided Wang Ji the more I thought about him and dreamed about him. The more I wanted to be with him.
"I didn't know you dreamed about me. I didn't know these dreams were the same as mine. Last night it was the first time hearing that and it made me lose it." Wang Ji confessed and looked at me apologetically. "If I crossed the line then-"
"You didn't. I made the first step so I crossed the line." I told him and smiled. "But I don't regret it. I am happy, Wang Ji. Right now I am so happy that I think I could fly. The only thing that keeps me down is my guilt. I am sorry, Wang Ji. I have not noticed your feelings."
"Shhhh." He pressed his fingers against my lips. "Don't be. The reason you didn't realize it was because of your love for my brother. He was your first love. The first love is special. It made you not able to see nor notice anything else. It made you blind to my feelings. I know that because it is the same with me. I can't stop thinking about you. I can't see anything or anyone else but you. Even if I see and think about you... it is not enough. Being with you is making me happy but.., it is still not enough. I am with you and still miss you madly...."
His words made me shiver. He loved me so much for almost 20 years and I .....
"It must have been so painful to be close to me yet not be able to do anything but watch me being with your brother. How much you must have felt tortured. It's all my fault. I was blind... I ... I was stupid and only understood my feelings now."
"Wei Ying, it's okay." He smiled and washed away a tear that fell down my cheeks. I didn't realize I was crying.
"Nothing is okay!" I felt so guilty and my heart pained so much. "If I am already in pain seeing you with those princesses, daughters of ministers, or queens from other realms then I can't comprehend how tortured you must have felt seeing me with Lan Huan for almost 20 years. Hurting you like this for such a long time... I am indeed guilty and deserve to be punished!" My tears didn't stop flowing no matter how many times Wang Ji washed them away. But then he stopped and looked at me with sparkling eyes.
"You... were jealous seeing me with those women?" He asked with a gleeful voice.
I sobbed and hit him. "Is my jealousy important right now? I made you suffer so much for so long and yet you are teasing me?!" I hit him again and let my tears fall freely, sobbing uncontrollably.
Wang Ji chuckled and hugged me tightly, stroking my back comfortably in a soothing manner. If I hadn't felt guilty at that moment, his soft touches on my naked skin would have surely aroused me.
"Don't cry, Wei Ying. I can't stand seeing you cry." He pleaded and then smiled again. "I am happy that you were jealous."
I hit him once again and pulled away before getting up from the bed. I almost collapsed in surprise due to my sore body. I glared at him with teary eyes but that didn't stop Wang Ji look at me with cheerful eyes which turned into lustful ones after he saw me standing in front of him fully naked. I wanted to tell him my opinion but forgot about that when I felt something leaking from my behind. Knowing fully well what it was, I widened my eyes in shock and felt my face heating up in embarrassment. I pressed my buttocks together, hoping that would stop the leaking. I didn't dare to look in Wang Ji's direction and thus stared at the ground, hoping a hole would open and swallow me.
I heard a rustle and soon I felt the blanket wrapping around my waist. "I will prepare a bath for you, Wei Ying. Wait a moment." He gently reached for my chin and lifted it to peck my lips before vanishing in the bathroom.
I quickly sat down on the bed again, feeling quite uncomfortable with the situation on my behind at the moment. I had forgotten that we didn't clean ourselves last night as we were too exhausted and fell asleep soon.
While Wang Ji was in the bathroom I dared a glance at my body to check its condition. I found many different marks. Hickeys, love bites, scratches, and even a few handprints indicated what had happened last night. I looked like a painting. One that Wang Ji had painted.
It excited me just as much as it scared me. Albeit Wang Ji marked me only at places invisible to other people's eyes once I wore my garments, I still had to be careful.
My eyes fell upon my private region which looked nothing like before. While last night it stood up highly and presented itself from its best side to Wang Ji, now it looked swollen and slightly floppy. It didn't hurt though. I let out a small giggle.
After I finish inspecting my whole body, I was curious about Wang Ji's. He must have a few scratches as well, especially on his back. I wasn't very gentle after all. I knew he allowed me to scratch him all I wanted but... I tried to hold back because I did not want to hurt him. I wasn't sure if I had succeeded.
"Wei Ying, come here." Wang Ji called me once the bath was ready. First I wanted to walk toward him keeping the blanket around my waist but I changed my mind and let it fall on the ground before making my way toward him. I didn't know where my sudden courage came from but I liked it having him staring at me with such lustful eyes.
My back stung with every step I took and I felt liquid flowing down my legs but soon I got accustomed to it. I passed Wang Ji who was staring at my body, or rather at the marks, he gave me, in awe. I was in my mid-thirties, and only a few years were keeping me from the age of 40. I thought of myself as old already but with Wang Ji looking at me like that.... I felt more desirable than ever before.
"Quite a masterpiece you left on my body, your highness." I teased him and discovered with delight how his ears turned pink and his aura back into an intense red. I couldn't help but smile as I entered the bathroom. The bathtub was filled with hot water which smelled like vanilla. I could still feel Wang Ji staring at me so I turned around.
"Bath with me, Wang Ji."
Without taking his eyes off me he nodded and approached me with slow but fixed steps. I raised my brows questioningly but instead of a verbal answer, he picked me up and carried me into the bathtub. Once inside he slowly sat down with me in his lap.
I remembered how I thought that this bathtub was way too big for me alone but now, being able to take a bath with Wang Ji, I thought it had a perfect size. I held onto his neck and couldn't take my eyes off him. I had never bathed with someone else before so I felt slightly nervous. Of course, we did a lot more just hours earlier but I thought that taking a bath together was also very intimate. A different kind of intimacy.
I took the chance to inspect Wang Ji's body. I saw quite a few scratches on his chest and smiled. I felt somehow very satisfied. Wang Ji followed my gaze and let out a smile as well. He then sat me down next to him before turning around and making me take a look at his back.
I jumped up in shock seeing it covered with scratches. The traces of my nails were everywhere. His shoulders, his whole back, his hips, and even some of his buttocks. My face heated up and I couldn't stop staring.
"Was that .... me?" I asked the obvious.
"Mhn." Wang Ji answered with a wider smile.
"I am so.... so sorry. Did I hurt you?" I reached out for his back and used the tips of my fingers to slowly trace the marks I gave him. 'There are so many of them. And I thought my body was a masterpiece....'
"Not at all. I love your marks, Wei Ying. I will cherish them until they vanish. I hope once they are gone you redo them. You can do whatever you want with my body, Wei Ying. It belongs to you, I belong to you."
He turned around again and I immediately pulled him in for a kiss. I couldn't help it.
"Is that a promise?" He asked breathlessly after I pulled back.
"You are mine?" I asked him.
"Mhn. All of me is yours."
"I can do what I want? Whenever I want?" I wanted to know. "Wherever I want?"
"Mhn. Everything you want. Every time, everywhere. I am ready for you. I love you, Wei Ying."
"Wang Ji...." I teared up. "I love you too. I am sorry, it took so long." I confessed. He used the bathwater to wash my tears away.
"Shhh...." He pecked my forehead, my eyes, my nose, and then my lips.
"Wang Ji, I belong to you as much as you belong to me. I don't want to be apart from you anymore. Promise me to never leave me."
"I promise, Wei Ying. I will always be there for you. I will always love you." He kissed me and I reciprocate it and for the next minutes, we did nothing else. I fight for dominance and once again, Wang Ji let me win. Soon we let go of each other and took in deep breaths, trying to slow down our pulse and heartbeat.
"We should clean ourselves..." Wang Ji stated and it made me remember the reason why we were in the bathtub in the first place.
"Help me, then ..."
"Mhn?" He looked at me questioningly and I blushed.
"Help me clean myself. I think what's leaving at my behind belongs to you anyway." My cheeks felt so hot after finishing my sentence. I wasn't good at flirting and therefore I thought what I said sounded quite.... quite naughty. I chuckled seeing his eyes darken with lust.
'Being naughty is fun.'
"I will take responsibility then. Let me help you." He smiled and pushed me gently against the bathtub wall. He then reached out for the liquid soap while my eyes followed his every movement.
After he spread the soap onto his hand, he came closer and started to wash my chest. With slowly circling movements he spread the soap onto me, his fingers slowly swirling around my two buds. I bit my lips harshly as he pinched them.
His hands then moved slowly to my stomach, to my hips. I leaned my head back and closed my eyes, feeling the palm of his hands going back and forth, up and down. The closer he got to my private region the more my breath hitched. Slowly, very slowly his hands sank lower until...
I moaned in dissatisfaction when he skipped it and his hands moved directly to my legs.
"Is something wrong?" He asked me innocently and I shook my head. I kept my eyes closed the whole time.
His hands first took my left foot into his hands, taking more soap and started to wash it. His fingers went to my toes, cleaned them, and played with them. He then massaged my foot before his hands moved up my leg. Higher and higher until he arrived at my thigh. The tips of his fingers scratched me very slightly while washing me and it made me suppress another moan.
Once my left foot and leg were done, it was the right one's turn. Like before, he started at my foot and worked his way up to my thigh. Until he was done there too. I was waiting in anticipation for what would happen next.
His hands moved towards my left arm where he repeated his actions. He started with my hand, and my fingers and worked his way up to my shoulder. His fingers then wrapped around my neck as he washes the front as well as the back of it, giving me goosebumps. He then moved to my right shoulder and worked his way down to my hand.
Once done, his fingers disappeared. I didn't dare to open my eyes. I just waited.
"Wei Ying..." He whispered next to my ear, sending a shiver down my back.
"Y-yes?"
"Would you please turn around? I need to reach your back."
I nodded and kept doing it as I turned my back to him. Soon I felt his soap-covered fingers on my upper back. I thought his movements earlier were slow but what he was doing now was torture and because I had the feeling he was doing it on purpose, I suppressed any sound coming from my mouth.
I heard him chuckling and bit my lips as his hands moved to the middle of my back. I felt how he spread the soap onto it, working it into my skin. His hands moved now lower to the lower part of my back, right above my behind. He took his time and slowly massaged me.
After what felt like hours his hands vanished for a moment, only to land on my buttocks with a new load of soap. He palmed them before kneading them gently, once again taking his time to wash them. I bit my lips so hard that I drew blood.
My heart was skipping multiple beats when his hand disappeared again, leaving me clueless and anticipated.
"Wang Ji!" I moaned out his name harshly when out of nowhere two of his fingers entered my behind. My front reacted almost immediately.
"Don't worry, Wei Ying. I will clean you thoroughly." He promised me. His fingers started moving in and out at a rather fast pace so I grabbed the edge of the bathtub to keep my body from moving along.
"Wang Ji... this is... ah!" Another finger entered and I threw back my head. His fingers fastened his pace and when he started to use the tips of his fingers to scratch at my inner wall I started to tremble. I was leaking again, this time from the front it all belonged to me.
"I am almost done....."He whispered in my ear.
"No....don't...." I moaned and arched my back when his fingers now moved in all directions, penetrating me, scratching me, cleaning me. I started to move along to his fingers.
"Clean there too..." I begged him.
"Where?" He wanted to know and I gulped.
"That spot... clean it.... please.... thoroughly..." I begged him, hoping he would finally reach out for my sweet spot before I would go insane.
"You mean... here?"
"Y-yes!" I moaned and smiled to myself when he finally hit it. Once I gave my answer he fastened his pace, hitting my spot over and over again. I felt the pleasure in my body flooding towards one specific part. I felt a tingle in my stomach, knowing well what was about to happen. Soon I arched my back and let the white fluid hit the wall of the bathtub.
While I still tried to catch my breath, Wang Ji took out his fingers and turned me around gently.
"It's a good thing I did not clean you there yet or else I would have to start all over." Wang Ji said in amusement before taking more soap into his hand. He then reached out for my tail, grabbed and stroked it recklessly.
"What!? Wang Ji!" I moaned and grabbed his shoulders.
"Almost done, Wei Ying. This is the last spot I have to clean." He whispered into my ears and his breath suddenly became heavier as he moved faster. He pressed the tip of my tail, squeezed it, pinched it, and then moved back to stroke me up and down, getting faster by the minute.
As goosebumps were spreading all over my body, a whimper left my throat. "Wang ... Wang Ji... wait, I-"
Before I could even finish what I was about to say, the pleasure exploded within me, and a moment of white flashed through my mind as I released straight into Wang Ji's hand.
That was it. I slumped down, not being able to move my body in any way. Wang Ji held me tightly while washing his hands. Once done, he slowly carried me out of the tub, wrapped me in a bathrobe, and sat me down on his lap after he took a seat on a nearby chair. He gently dried my hair with a towel and carefully combed it afterward.
While he did so I thought about what had happened. I was embarrassed that I came twice in a row just because of his fingers alone. I was tired, yes. But feeling him right behind me, so close, was making me so happy that I thought my heart would explode.
Wang Ji just now was different than usual. But positively. His way of talking, the way he teased me, his naughtiness... It was different but I loved it.
When Wang Ji was done and put the comb away, I managed to somehow turn in his lap to face him. He met my gaze confidently. He looked at me with so much love. I touched his cheeks and let him see my feelings for him through my eyes as well. I thought that a simple I love you alone wasn't able to make him understand my feelings for him.
He widened his eyes and a tear left his left eye. I immediately washed it away and kissed him passionately. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he returned the kiss. Wang Ji hugged me tightly and didn't let go even when the kiss was over.
"Wang Ji, I know that immortals have all certain skills. Is it possible for you to stop the time? I don't want this to be over. I want to live in the here and now forever." I asked him after I caught my breath.
"If I could, I would, Wei Ying." He answered and held my cheeks. "But even without stopping time, this will not be over. I won't let you go, Wei Ying. You are mine. Now and forever."
I smiled and nodded. "Now and forever," I repeated tiredly.
Wang Ji chuckled." You need sleep, Wei Ying."
"Whose fault is it that I barely got it?" I asked teasingly as my eyes became heavier.
"Let's talk about who the culprit is once you got your sleep."
"Will you stay...?" I asked him as he carried me to bed.
"I would love to but I can't." He put me down and covered me with the blanket. "I am sure my brother will show up sooner or later. But I will come again. Our relationship just started, Wei Ying, and it won't end. I won't let you go. If you miss me too much... you know where I live. I will wait for you."
He gave me a last long and passionate kiss before getting dressed in his garments and leaving. He didn't use the front door but one of the windows.
I already started to miss him. I snuggled into the sheet hoping to smell him there and frowned when I couldn't. I opened my eyes and looked at the bed. The reason I couldn't smell Wang Ji was that these were new sheets. Someone did my bed while Wang Ji and I were in the bathroom!
No one would dare to enter my chamber except for Wen Ning. And if he changed the sheets, doesn't that mean he knew!?
"Wen Ning!" I called him immediately and he entered my bedroom with no delay. As if he stood in front of it the whole time. I stared at him in shock.
"Wen Ning, did you change my sheets!?"
to be continued....
Where to start, where to start?^^
Our couple has finally found each other! It was about damn time! I mean, I am not saying that I love writing their love scenes but.... that is exactly what I am trying to say.
I like both being naughty, by the way. Hope for more. *giggle*
I really hope it was Wen Ning who changed the sheets. I mean.... except for him, or Wang Ji, it couldn't possibly be someone else, right?
I hope you liked this new update. I would appreciate lots of comments and a few votes as well. Don't be shy, I won't bite <3 <3 <3