【𝙵𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔】
Jennie L/N. And Vincent L/N, Parents of Y/n L/N.
Her mother who was pregnant and as the outcome came, the unexpected happened and turned her life upside down. Her parents weren't close yet they dreamt of having a son. An independent son, a strong one, brave, intelligent.
And of course Handsome, but then things took a turn. Her mother was an alcoholic. Her father was a gambler, none of them had time for each other ever since 9 months. One night, they had a fight and that moment Jennie's water broke. They rushed her to the hospital and did run up checks and brought her to the ER. They did an ultra-sound check up and injected some anesthesia.
Jennie and Vincent didnt really care about ultrasounding the child since they cared more about their title and ego's...
After hours and hours of surgery. She gave birth but her smile dropped when the nurse said it was a girl. Both Jennie and Vincent were disappointed. Frustration and anger filled Vincent while Jennie was filled with shame and madness.
"What?!? A girl?! We wanted a boy! Get her away from me! she's a mistake, a nuisance and an accident!" Jennie scowls at the nurse "Send her quickly to a boy orphan and make her learn that she was a disgrace to this family!".
"But Ma'am Sir! This is your child! You cant abandon her no matter what! She has your blood, atleast be grateful!" The nurse protested and handed me out. "No! She's ugly and a brat! We're not accepting her! Bring her to an orphanage right now this moment! Get her out of here! God would you stop crying!" Vincent shouted as Jennie slapped the nurses hand causing me to be slapped also, out of the nurses hand.
As I cried and cried, it was like a bomb ticking, every second, the closer it was to explode. Like my mom and dad...
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After the scene in the hospital I was shortly brought to an orphanage after a few months. A boy orphanage.
Let me tell you, life wasn't great there, at all. They all made fun of me. Grabbed my hair and threw food at me, almost drowning me inside the water of a toilet. They even forced me to eat a rat.
The boys there were just so immature it made me sick and a pain in the ass. By the time I got used to it, it didnt affect me anymore.
Now, I was in the library reading my favorite book ever since a kid. I was half way done with one page, but someone interrupted my alone time.
"Whats the brat doing here? Arent you supposed to play with barbies? haha" The bully I was afraid of came up me. He was 15 and I was 11.
I didnt talk back since I knew they were gonna beat me up, and besides he was taller so I wouldnt have any force on him too...
Nothing would budge me even more, today, I just wanted to read a book in silence. "Are you ignoring me?" He said "Answer!" He shouted once more.
Upon greeted with my silence, his smirk grew reaching ear to ear.
"Boys, get her." In less than a second, they pounced on me from behind one took out a lizard and tried to forced it into my mouth. Trying to wiggle out was no use.
"Let me go!"
"Haha! Look at you trying so much to get out of our grip. You dont belong here, you belong to the maids! You should act like one! You're my slave and you cant do anything about it." He said and stuck his tongue out mockingly.
I tried to get out but one took me by the neck and I opened my mouth out of pain and they slid the lizard in my mouth. "Eat it weirdo." I couldnt do anything I was no match for them, they were big, strong and a bully.
One shoved his hand in my mouth to make me swallow it. Eventually after a long hour they got me to swallow it. They left me there crying and coughing as I felt like throwing up. Almost all the insects here in this orphanage was fed to me. Lizards, Worms, Flies, Flees, Rats, Spiders, Roaches. Basically anything gross they see.
Even one caretaker at our orphanage wasnt caring at all well, not like I imagined him to be at all anyways. He forced me to act like one. My long hair was cut by him. He made me have a pixie cut.
He even forced me to change my body and have a boys private part, I, of course refused but then one night the orphan was set on fire everyone pointed out their finger on me... I was framed for doing it, basically I kept staying up late everytime.
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"Everyone! Leave! Scram! The place is on fire!" Caretakers kept shouting, eventually waking up everyone. We evacuated by the backyard as we stood there, slowly watching the place burn into ashes.
Everyone draped in damp blankets, people coughing here and there, others calling the fire enforcers. While I, did nothing but stare.
"Sh-She did it!"
Finally snapping out of my daze, I shift my eyes to see my bully, Alex, pointing at me. Eyes filled with hatred and a glam of success on his plan.
"She burnt this place down! She schemed all of this! Night and day she'd be in the library, planning all of this!" Alex kept shouting, gaslighting and manipulating everyone to believe it was me.
They all looked at me in disbelief, anger, and shock. "W-what? No! I would never!" I stood up and denied. "Why would I burn this place down! You're all going to believe Alex?!"
"He's manipulating you to believe him! I never did anything! I swear!" Using the last air left in my lungs, I shout in denial.
I waited and waited for people to snap out and take my side but no... Silence... Just silence filling up the place. Shifting my eyes to anyone, everyone, I waited for them but nothing...
Finally, I looked at the owner of our orphanage. He hung his head low as he slowly dragged me away from the scene.
"Y/n."
"Yes sir...!..?"
I hesitatntly answered, 'Is this it! Is he finally gonna believe me?! Please-'
"Leave."
What...
"Y/n, leave this orphanage now! Never ever! Shoe your face ever again.!" He grabbbed my arm forcefully and throwed me out the gate, earning a few scratches from the impact.
Stunned.
That was all I was jn, stunned. Tears pooling in my eyes az I mindlessly kept running and running away in the streets. Lowly enough to keept waiting and waiting for my death. A car to hit me. A stranger who could sell of the market. Anything.
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Once I reached my limit. I wounded up at a dark alley, away from the lively streets. Their lives were what I envy. How they can laugh of things like it was nothing. Having delicious food served on their plate. A decent place to stay...
Now, for years and years, I stayed by the streets. Going up to any restaurant that had a pile of garbage at the back and eating it, raw, expired, infested. Whatever I could eat.
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Here and now, I was standing infront of a starbucks coffee cafe near a gas station. Clothes ripped, hair in a messy ponytail, dirt staining my body. Sneaking up behind starbucks was no sweat for me, I've been doing it for years.
As I rummage through the bin, I saw pastries, dirty or what, I still took it. Mission complete. Easy mode haha!
Making my way out, I saw a group of friends my age, there were five of them. One with bright neon yellow hair, a brown haired one, a mixed shades of blue on, a silver grey one and a ourple haired on. They all looked so happy.
They looked so happy. Laughing and eating, telling stories. I've always wondered, how would it feel like to have that life?... Getting all chitty and chatty with friends, feeling warmth ans happiness, but mine was the exact opposite.
Without thinking, I stood there and admired their friendship. As time flew, one of them noticed. The brunette. Breaking off my attention, I quickly ran away. Coming back to the same alley that saved me when I ran away.
Minding my business and peacefully eating, I heard footsteps coming my way as I hitched my breath and hid beside a big trash bin. For what I thought was minutes, the footsteps grew louder to the point where I closed my eyes shut tightly.
After a few minutes, the footsteps went quiet, no prescence nesr me anymore. Slowly calming down, I stepped out my spot.
Only to be greeted with...
!
"Uhm.. Hey, Are you okay? What're you doing here?" A soft voice called out infront of me. All I could see was their shadows. I slowly looked back and.. They were.. Taller and scarier. To top it off, they looked... Rich. I couldnt answer them.
Instead I carefully analyzed them, the one who asked me had yellow hair. Among the rest, shadows were all I saw, except his, instead, I saw his astonishing hair.
Feeling helpless, I couldnt do anything, but crouch down again and held myself in a ball. Nkt wanting to communicate.
"Miss?" The yellow haired asked me again. I hesitantly answered for myself to only hear "I- I was kicked out..." I whispered. I havent talked in a while so my voice was shaky and raspy. Only myself could hear it, but fortunately the blondie heard it. "Huh? Do you have anyone with you...?" He said.
"They... disposed me. They left me, they didnt want me..." I quietly said. "Y'know maybe we could spare her a room. Maybe you guys would like to give her somewhere to eat and sleep." The silver haired guy with a red tattoo near his eye beamed his idea.
"Yeah yeah we should. If its fine with you miss. Hey... Uhm. Whats your name?..." The yellow haired boy asked. "Y/n..." I replied, I felt an aura of them being nice, I easily trusted them since I was naive. Was is the best decision?
He helped me stood up. The brownie draped his jacket over me. Half the way we left the alleyway, they introduced themselves one by one.
They go by name of...
"We're Noctyx!"
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status ;revisioned.
"𝐼𝑓 𝑎 𝑏𝑜𝑦 𝑎𝑠𝑘𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑒 , 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝐻𝑖𝑚. 𝐻𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑖𝑡 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑡𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑖𝑛 𝑎 𝑣𝑜𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑔𝑟𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑙 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐻𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑦, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑐𝑟𝑎𝑣𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑡. 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑏𝑢𝑖𝑙𝑑𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑘𝑠; 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑎 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠, 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑏𝑏𝑜𝑟𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑔. 𝐷𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑘𝑒𝑦𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑑𝑜𝑚 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑎 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔."
-𝐿𝑎𝑛𝑔 𝐿𝑒𝑎𝑣