jungkook : are you sure
Yn : I'm sure she is really not here
jungkook pov : i just stared at her with poker face and sigalled my secretary to leave with all employees, I didn't say anything after door got close and sat on my chair silently
Yn : jungkook
jungkook : hmm
Yn pov : he didn't look at me just looked at table down
Yn : are you doubting me
jungkook : what makes you think like that
Yn : i just feel it
jungkook : Woww you can feel my feelings, thank god you feel something related to me
Yn pov : the tone he use i didn't like but i decided to stay silent
Yn : I'm saying truth jungkook
jungkook : you're the most honest person, yn
yn pov : he said looking at me with his joking gaze and i felt so ashamed....... he was taunting me but still there was pain in his eyes
Yn : I'm really sorry but I'm not lying this time
jungkook pov : I again felt hurt looking at her...... is she really not lying
jungkook : come I'll drop you home
jungkook pov : I stood up and tried to hold her hand but she yanked my hand and stepped back yelling at me
Yn : you have To believe me!!! I'm not lying
jungkook : what are you trying to prove while shouting
Yn pov : I looked down and tears brimmed in my eyes......it was hurtful to bear that kind of treatment from person who used to show only love
jungkook pov : she raised her head and whispered last time while shedding tears
Yn : please believe me, i won't hide anything from you
jungkook pov : my heart got clenched terribly looking at her like that.........when will this get over
jungkook : there's nothing to hide anymore, love.........this could've solve by now but you chose jaehyun over me
Yn pov : I fisted my palms tightly because i was getting irritated......... why can't he believe me......
Yn : fine!! I'm liar........I know i did wrong by hiding from you but can't you see I'm regretting.......but it's fine if you don't want to believe me, no need to believe me
jungkook pov : she pushed me and ran away from there while crying
jungkook pov : I just looked at the place with numb state where she was standing.......i don't know what I'm doing, my mind is becoming mess day by day, I sighed and followed her behind because even if we had argument but still i was worried for her and couldn't take risk by letting her alone
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Lara : how did you know he found out about me
jaehyun : i have my eyes and ears on Jungkook
*he said looking at her who was all confuse looking at him sitting beside her*
Lara : what about your man whom you had sent in wedding
jaehyun pov : I sighed heavily and spoke
jaehyun : Jungkook caught him
Lara : why can't you just kill them
jaehyun : do you think it's that easy!!!
jaehyun pov : she went silent when i raised my voice, I calmed down myself because i was so stressed, i wanted to finish that as soon as possible
jaehyun : i will finish him soon just wait a little
jaehyun pov : Thank god! i got the news on right time that Yn revealed about lara
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cherry : how was the wedding jimin
jimin : amazing, taehyung was so happy
cherry : that's great
jimin : I wish you would've there
cherry pov : my face colour became dull when i remembered that i just lied to him on that day
jimin : hey you seems lost
cherry pov : I shook my head and smiled at him
cherry : I think it was not in my luck
jimin : it's okay, I'm happy that you came here to meet me
cherry : hmm
cherry pov : I looked at jimin and he was looking at lake with smile........ he was really so beautiful
cherry : jimin~
jimin : yes
cherry pov : he looked at me and i hung my head low slowly and asked him
cherry : you will never leave me right?
*he furrowned and asked*
jimin : why are you asking this of course i would never leave you, I love you
cherry : I love you too that's why I'm scared to lose you
jimin : you will never lose me
jimin pov : I said and ruffled her hairs making her smile a little which gave me light feeling....... I'm still not able to find about her and sometimes i think it's just my useless assumptions
cherry pov : I really want to tell him about myself but I'm coward
cherry pov : I hope you don't hate me after knowing me
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jungkook pov : i had sent Yn mansion but decided to visit my prey before going back to office
den : I d-don't know a-anything
jungkook pov : i slapped him hard making his head dozed badly
jungkook : did i say you to speak, speak when I'll ask you
jungkook pov : I stared at him for few second and punched his jaws and his teeth got broke off from his mouth
jungkook : i will show some mercy if you will answer me
*man gulped down with half closed eyes but nodded as at that time only he wanted was his life safe*
den : i-i w-will
jungkook pov : I smirked as it was not just start and he was already scared
jungkook : who is the girl living with jaehyun
den : i-i don't know anything about it.......i even don't know why he wants to kill your wife
jungkook pov : my eyes became blood shot when he mentioned Yn, he really doesn't know anything and was no use for me....... but he tried to hurt my wife and not at any cost i was going to spare him.........I'm crazy for her and i could cross every limit of insanity for her
jungkook pov : I looked at my man and he understood, he handed me cuticle nipper and the man with bloody mouth looked at me with horror.........i smirked at him and he shook his head with wide eyes
jungkook : let's make movie with you
jungkook pov : I walked towards him and held his hand tightly
den : p-please don't do t-this
jungkook : and why would i listen you, WHO ARE YOU THAT I SHOULD LISTEN YOU!!!!
*den got flinched badly and his heart stopped beating...... not just him but his soul was also trembling in fear looking at devil infront him*
jungkook pov : I looked at him calmly and put his finger in nipper
jungkook : you will remember this even in hell
jungkook pov : I said and cut his finger and he screamed top of his lung and started moving frantically........he was moving badly while crying but i was so calm looking at him........looking at him for minutes i again cut his another finger and he started feeling difficulty in breathing between his loud crying, his hand was shivering
jungkook pov : his blood was on my hands too and he was trying to snatch his hand with little energy.......even i could do more but i decided to leave him in pain like that and stood up leaving him crying, my man poured water on my hands and after that i rubbed my hands with cloth to clean it, i looked at the crying figure on chair
jungkook : did you record it
man : yes sir
jungkook : hmm good, leave him in the middle of road tomorrow
man : okay sir
jungkook pov : i wiped my hands and took out mobile from my pocket still looking at den, I dialed jaehyun's number and he picked up after few rings
on call :
jungkook : I'm sure you've got the news already
jaehyun : don't think you can scare me
jungkook pov : I chuckled at him and spoke
jungkook : you will sure just wait and watch....... I'll send you gift
jungkook pov : I heard snicker from other line which worked as fuel in my inner fire
jungkook : NOT JUST YOU, I WILL KILL YOU BOTH TOGETHER!!!
jaehyun : you can't even touch her
jungkook pov : he said calmly which angered me more because i was shouting and he was calm like he was not taking me serious but something caught my attention.........He only mentioned her but i said about both
jungkook pov : i didn't know if i was right but i tried to test him
jungkook : i know she works under me
jaehyun : glad to hear that but shame on you that you couldn't find her........ I'm ahead you jeon
jungkook pov : i was boiling badly...... if it would've possible then i would've pulled him out from mobile and tortured him to death
jungkook pov : and there i realized...... Lara didn't come office, Yn was saying truth, i was feeling guilty for blaming my wife for no reason, I was engrossed in my sorrow and uttered with disappointment but i didn't realise that i actually spoke which was going to be useful for me
jungkook : if that's the case then I'll capture her first
jungkook pov : I said looking down with not so energy
jaehyun : don't you dare to!!!!
jungkook pov : I raised my head with knitted eyebrows and again spoke with raised brow
jungkook : you know me well, I can torture her to e-
jaehyun : i will kill you if you dare to touch her!!!!
jungkook pov : I got succeed, I got what i wanted to know...... it triggered him and the wicked smirk formed upon my lips
Jungkook pov : I got his weakness
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Yn pov : I was curled up on the floor while crying, no matter how hard i try but I can't take off this burden from my heart that i hurt him....... i broke his trust, he is right on his place not to trust me, i pulled my hairs while crying badly, why just why........my whole body is aching but the pain in my heart is unbearable
*she put her palm on her eyes and cried loudly while remembering his face*
Yn : i-I can't bear this p-pain.......he should've shot me in morning......I'm not worthy to be his wife....... I'm not worthy to be the mother of aeri, i-i don't deserve to live
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jungkook pov : i drank water given by worker and asked her
jungkook : where is yumi
maid : she is out with kids
jungkook pov : I nodded and asked about aeri
jungkook : what is Aeri doing
maid : she just finished her school work and now is sleeping
jungkook pov : I looked at my wrist watch and realised that it was afternoon, Yn must be sleeping too, i wanted to clear things with Yn, I needed to say sorry to her so i decided to talk to her before going back to office, I headed upstairs and in way i heard broken sound and it was coming from our room, I sped up and barged inside room
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jungkook pov : I entered inside and saw Yn on floor and there was glass peice in her hand, she felt my presence and raised her head and my eyes became wide, she looked at me for few second before bursting into tears and i took step but she yelled making me stop on my place
Yn : don't come near me!!!
jungkook : why are you crying and throw this glass
jungkook pov : I said in panic because i was afraid that she will hurt herself and i had idea that it was her intentions
Yn : I said stop there Otherwise I'll cut my wrist
jungkook pov : she said pressing the glass peice and i was so worried didn't know how to stop her
jungkook : please, Yn stop this you will get hurt
jungkook pov : I said while stretching my arm but she pressed glass deeper and i could see blood flowing down to her wrist making me even more panic, without thinking about anything i tried to run towards her but she threw lamp in my direction and it got hit with my arm
jungkook pov : I stumbled back and looked infront and my whole being quivered, she was crying and shouting non stop while throwing things at me and i was shielding myself with arms but still i was getting hit, she had never been this voilent even she never behaved aggressively and i wondered what happened to her
yn : i said don't come near me, leave me alone, jungkook
jungkook : yn please stop this
jungkook pov : i begged her if it worked but she was completely out of control and was crying badly
yn : you don't trust me!!!!
jungkook : I trust you, stop hurting yourself and me
jungkook pov : I said tried to look at her and saw she was trying to stand up
yn : give me your gun, I'll kill myself today
jungkook pov : glad that she stopped throwing things at me and i took it as chance and immediately held her tightly
jungkook : what happened to you why are you behaving like this!!!
*she tried to remove his arms but he held her arms tightly and she stopped struggling and cried looking down*
yn : you don't trust me, i broke your trust
jungkook pov : I loosened my grip on her arms and she started hitting my chest while crying
yn : I hate you, because i love you!!
jungkook pov : I looked at her with parted lips and with wide eyes........ she l-love m-me
jungkook : w-what
yn : you're the killer of your wife
jungkook : What are you saying you're my wife
yn : no! i don't know who are you!
jungkook pov : I didn't understand what she was saying but she was not in her sense, she held my coller tightly and pulled me closer and my heart got broken into million pieces watching extreme pain in her eyes which made my eyes teary
yn : kill me jungkook
jungkook pov : and finally i released tears from my eyes hearing her....... she wants to leave me, she wants to leave me alone
yn : i broke your trust, I want to di-
jungkook : don't say it, i trust you love, I'm sorry
jungkook pov : I said while cupping her face and she lossened her grip around my collar and cried on my chest
yn : no matter if you trust me or not, I'm giving upon myself jungkook
jungkook pov : i wiped my tears and caressed her back and asked her
jungkook : why are you saying this
yn : i-I don't think these medicines are working, I'm still feeling so much pain...... even more worse than before
jungkook pov : my heart fell pit of my stomach...... i knew what kind of disease she had and i didn't want to think worse even it was possible, she raised her head and looked at me with weak eyes
yn : I'm losing my hope, jungkook
jungkook pov : she was looking so weak and i was so ashamed of myself, she was suffering daily and looking at her i was suffering too
jungkook pov : I was in the state and situation where i just wanted to shoot her and myself too to get free from this pain
jungkook : I'm sorry, yn I couldn't protect you
jungkook pov : I got failed in protecting my wife, there was mess in my head and i was really on The edge to do something stupid but i was not coward who could let my child suffer
jungkook pov : I didn't want Aeri to blame her father for being coward who couldn't fight for her mother for her........but still i wasn't sure for how long i could be strong because now i was really losing my hopes like yn, I swallowed hard with shaked breath and picked up Yn to give her bath, after giving her bath i put her down on bed and now she was all silent, i changed her clothes and gave her medicines
jungkook pov : I cancelled to go back office because after witnessing what happened my heart didn't allow me to leave her, I was afraid that she will hurt herself again, I wrapped her wrist in bandaged and laid her down on bed, she was quiet like she was empty from inside.......her condition was really getting worse, I will take her to hospital tomorrow
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next day :
jungkook pov : i brought Yn to hospital for checkup....... i was so scared to listen something worse but still it was important to know what's happening with her and i couldn't let her in pain just because i didn't want to hear something negative, it was afternoon and doctor had checked yn
jungkook pov : she again felt pain during night and was crying, i was taking care her with full focus but there was no progress in her health even it was getting worse like she said, she slept night while hugging me tight like she was afraid to lose me.........does she think she will lose me?
jungkook : is there everything fine doctor
doctor : I had checked her reports and as you mentioned how she behaved yesterday, it's because of stress, she is already victim of this dangerous disease and stress caused her behave this way
jungkook pov : I could feel her tight grip on my hand...... she was nervous
doctor : i told you to not stress yourself then why?
yn : i-i I'm sorry
jungkook pov : I was blaming myself internally, i was also cause she stressed herself
jungkook : but doctor I'm giving her proper diet but still she is feeling worst pain, there should be little progress but she is showing negative response
jungkook pov : I saw doctor sighed and there was disappointed look on his face.......i wasn't ready to hear something negative
doctor : Mr jeon i know it will break you but i can't hide this from you
jungkook pov : Yn's grip on my hand became more tight and i rubbed my thumb on her to calm her even my heart was also trembling but i couldn't show my weak side to her, I had to handle her
jungkook : w-what is it doctor
doctor : The drug which i had said she had in her blood......it should be less and no sign but reports are showing opposite.......the amount of drug in her blood is more than before
jungkook : what!!! how?
doctor : calm down Mr jeon, there must be chance someone is giving her without your knowing
jungkook : now what?
jungkook pov : I could tell he had seen fear in my state, I was afraid..... so afraid but still i was hoping that there would be other way but doctor crushed my all hopes
doctor : I'm sorry to say but her life is in danger