Iris - noah schnapp

By embyler

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can you teach me what it feels like to be loved like an actual person? More

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By embyler

tw maybe?

my friends and i were getting ready at sadies house in her bedroom.
we were going as the powerpuff girls. even if it was kind of basic, it fit us perfectly. sadie has the red hair and millie has the blonde.
sadie was going as blossom, millie was going as bubbles and i was going as buttercup. i loved this idea because we used to watch this show all the time as kids.
sadie wore a red strapless top with fur around the top, a hot pink skirt and black high heeled boots. her hair was curled and her hair color looked more vibrant with the colors she was wearing.
millie was wearing a similar top, except it was a pastel blue and the fur was white. she wore the same color blue skirt with white tights, and black heels.
her hair was curled also, but in low pigtails that hung around her shoulders and dropped on her chest.
i wore a neon green top with the same fur around my chest with a black, leather skirt and black heeled boots. my hair was straightened and a bright green clip was in the front of my hair.
it was 9:56 by the time we left, it took 8 minutes until we finally reached noahs house. i was honestly surprised by how big his house was compared to mine, there was a water fountain in front of his house, and cars were surrounding his house.
he had no neighbors for at least half a mile, it was the perfect place for a party.
i get out of the car and we all walk inside the wide opened door, meeting up with chloe and her best friend, julia. they were both dressed up as angels.
-"hey, y/n!" chloe smiled at me, as i waved at her.
chloe was always sweet, she was also a cheerleader like every other girl though. she was extremely popular, like her brother.
as the three of us walked in, we noticed half of the people here were in his backyard, so we followed after everyone else.
his yard was beautiful too, it had a huge led pool that lit different colors.
his hot tub was in the corner near the edge of the fence and he had a huge space behind his pool of grassy area, with a table in the corner with drinks and such.
we both noticed finn and caleb, wrestling with another guy who i assumed to be noah but couldnt tell by his.. what i assumed to be his costume.
finn was wearing a black polo shirt that was buttoned down, with white jeans and a superman cape around his shoulders.
Caleb was wearing a spiderman suit without the mask, because noah was wearing his mask over his head with a silky, navy blue button up that was buttoned down enough to where you could see half his chest with light brown jeans.
they were wrestling around and throwing each other around on the ground, laughing and yelling.
I followed after millie and sadie as they walked towards them.
-"get off, asshole!" noah laughed, slapping their arms away as he laid on his back as Caleb was trying to pick him up and finn was kicking him.
-"nice costumes" sadie laughed, getting their attention.
caleb stood up, helping noah off the ground as noah playfully pushed him out of his way.
noah took the mask off of his face as soon as he stood up, making his hair mess up.
-"welcome." caleb bowed, as the rest of the two bowed down to us jokingly, making us laugh.
caleb and finn leave with my two friends, leaving me alone with noah.
i walk a few steps closer to him, seeing his face drop as my face was a few inches away from his to fixing his hair that was an absolute mess.
-"oh, thanks." he sighed, shaking the worried look off his face as i laughed.
-"you look great." he complimented me, smiling.
-"thanks! you look.."
-"oh, awesome right?" he asked, putting the mask back on.
i laughed at how funny he looked, before he wrapped his arm around my neck and we walked inside together with his mask off, thankfully.
we met up with his friends in the kitchen, my friends already had a drink in their hands.
-"what's your drink?" noah asked.
-"uhm, crown royal" i said, pointing at the bottle.
-"really?" he gave me a surprised look.
-"you heard the women, noah!" caleb pushed noah.
-"okay! okay!" he chuckled before giving me a soft smile and gave me a quarter full red cup.
we stood together in the kitchen, across from sadie and millie and caleb and finn.
the music in the house boomed through our ears that was playing in the living room.
we were all socializing and talking with each other when sadie and millie noticed something.
-"oh, god. look." a disgusted look on her face appeared as she looked behind noah and i.
we turned around and saw abbie and paige walking in. abbie was wearing a silk, red dress with red horns. paige was wearing a silk white dress with a golden ring over her head.
-"i thought you were supposed to dress up as something you're not for halloween." millie chuckled, looking at abbie.
-"yeah, shes already the devil incarnate. there was no need for her to dress up." i shrugged, sipping out of my cup.
chloe and addy walk in together to get a drink, taking me by surprise.
-"addy, youre here?" i ask, as she looks at me in fear.
-"yeah, just not with abbie and paige." she shook her head, trying not to make eye contact with me.
why was she looking at me like that?
am i really that scary?
sadie and millie gave me a weird and confusing look, but i just shrugged my shoulders.

sadie, millie and i were in the living room, dancing together as the music was playing.
i had a few drinks but i wasn't drunk, but i havent drank as much as i did tonight, so it was kicking in fast.
"calling all the monsters" by china anne mcclain was playing as my friends and i jumped around, laughing with each other.
after the song was over, we were bummed because the next song was boring.
we decided to go back outside to find the boys, when we saw abbie talking with noah, which triggered something in my brain to get angry.
caleb and finn were standing behind noah, sadie and millie followed as i walked up to them.
-"just give me another chance!" abbie whined.
-"whats going on?" I ask, breaking up their conversation.
-"nothing." noah said, getting embarrassed as more people were paying attention to us.
-"shes trying to get noah to forgive her for what happened at the dance." finn answered me.
-"what?" i chuckled.
-"noah doesn't deserve someone like you! hes noah schnapp! he should be embarrassed for liking someone that cant even afford to get a car or license or anything!" she slurred, clearly drunk.
wait, did she say what i think she just said.
noah likes me?
-"excuse me?" i laughed, starting to get red from embarrassment.
-"I mean, really? Im not surprised he likes you. youre a whore, just his type. right, noah?" she looked back at him.
-"bitch, you better be joking." I laugh, as sadie and millie looked like they wanted to laugh.
-"okay, that's enough." noah said, trying to push abbie out but she pushed him back.
-"no, really. nobody notices how much of a slut you are because of how quiet you are. i mean, remember your birthday? freshman year?" she asked, as my heart dropped.
the boys looked at each other, confused but millie and sadie knew exactly what she was talking about.
-"shut the hell up, abbie!" millie yelled.
i could feel my anger buildup as she continued to speak for everyone to hear, especially noah. i did not want noah to know. i almost forgot about that.
-"dont tell me you dont remember! remember conner white? im sure you do, because everyone remembers that horrific car crash he got into." i gulped, looking at noah. he looked confused.
-"everyone knows about how he died. but do they remember what happened the day before?" she started giggling.
-"shut the fuck up, abbie!" sadie yelled.
-"you guys kissed at your party, he told everyone but he told the story a different way. a way you didnt like. everyone thought you were a whore, you were the class slut for the entire day that next day, now everyone forgot because of his horrific death. how much of a coincidence is that?"
-"abbie, leave!" noah yelled, getting angrier.
i just stared at her, with a mix of sadness and anger in my eyes.
-"or was it a coincidence? did you do it? to cover up the fact that youre a huge fucking slut. did you sleep with him like he claimed?" she asked, stepping closer to me.
-"abbie!!" chloe yelled, standing next to noah.
-"did you kill conner white?" she asked, making me break.
i shoved her back before punching her in the side of the face, silencing everyone surrounding us.
she looked up, before swinging but i dodged her arm, ducking under and tripping her over with my foot, making her fall on her side.
everyone gasped, before sadie and millie started laughing making everyone else laugh as well.
chloe grabbed abbie and lead her out of the house, as everyone's laughter died down and i could feel everyone looking at me.
i was overwhelmed in embarrassment.
everyone thought i was a whore, now im a slutty murderer.
i rushed inside the house, with a tomato red face, and ran upstairs trying to avoid everyone.
i walked up to a bedroom, assuming it was noahs. i ran into his bathroom and locked myself inside, and hovered above the sink and started to cry.
how could she do that?
all because she wanted the guy im talking to?
was it worth it?
i sat on the cold, hard floor with my back against the wall and my feet pressing against the cabinet underneath the sink.
i was overwhelmed and stressed.
i didnt even want to know what noah must think of me now.

{NOAHS POV}

i watched as chloe practically dragged abbie out of the house.
was all of that true?
i mean, of course she didnt kill conner white.
the more i thought about it, the more the memories came back. i remembered everyone talking about that, but i didnt realize it was y/n. i wasnt paying close enough attention.
y/n turned around slightly to look at me, i felt so bad for her but i didn't know what to say.
i could see the tears in her eyes, but she left before i could say anything.
millie and sadie looked at me for a brief moment before we all rushed inside and looked around for her, but she was nowhere to be seen.
she could've left, but she couldnt have gone far. she lives on the other side of town.
we all rush outside to the front, but didn't see her outside anywhere.
where could she have gone?
abbie was wrong.
she didnt even know what she was talking about.
after what seemed like hours of looking, we couldnt find her upstairs. we eventually gave up, assuming she left behind the woods or something.
sadie and millie stayed with me and my friends until after everyone left, which wasn't until after 1 am. 1 and a half hours later.
we relooked one last time, the boys looking in my basement, the girls looking in the rooms downstairs, and i relooked upstairs.
as i checked the last room upstairs, which was my bedroom, i almost gave up until i noticed my bathroom door shut with the lights on.
i slowly walked over to the door and lightly knocked on the door.
-"what?" i heard y/ns voice, she sounded like she had lost her voice.
-"can i come in?" i ask, before slowly opening the door a few seconds later.
i saw her on the ground, crossing her arms and looking up at me. she had been crying.
i sat across from her crossing my arms after shutting the door behind me.
it was silent between us, for a while.
-"i didnt do it, in case you were wondering." she sniffled.
-"of course i know you didn't do it." i shook my head as she finally looked up at me.
-"abbie was completely wrong back there, youre not a whore. youre not embarrassing." I shook my head.
-"so youre not going to be embarrassed when people start talking about how youre hanging around with the school slut who everyone now thinks is a murderer?" she chuckle, sarcastically.
-"of course not!" i defended, not laughing.
she looked at me for a brief moment.
-"youre the exact opposite of embarrassing. okay, you're funny, youre genuine, and kind hearted. you're a beautiful girl." I said, feeling extremely overwhelmed in guilt.
-"you think im beautiful?" she scoffed, smiling slightly, not believing me.
i scooted over to sit next to her, looking her in the eye.
-"yes. i think youre one of the prettiest girls ive ever seen." i said, just a few inches away from her face.
i felt myself looking down at her lips, slowly leaning in. i almost wasnt thinking about my surroundings. not until the door opened, making us look towards millie and sadie.
i got up, helping y/n off of the floor.
her friends hugged her, before leading her outside to take her home.
as my friends and i watched sadies car drive away, finn and caleb looked at me.
my friends and i walked in after those three, left to clean up the huge mess everyone left.
what a horrible night.

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