"No mam. It will be possible after the baby's birth", the doctor said. Anika nodded
"Ok will tell you my decision soon. Give me your number ", Anika asked, doctor gave her a card and asked her to visit 2 times a month for checkups. Anika nodded, she closed her eyes and touched her heart to feel him beside her. She wants to see him now, she wants to hug him tightly and tell him that she wants to feel like a mother.
"Now we will meet your handsome father", Anika said in a baby voice and took an autorickshaw to reach there.
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Anika entered his cabin, she knocked trice but when he didn't answer she entered inside as her legs were falling weak. She was unable to stand properly, moreover mentally she is feeling broken. She prayed to God that Shivaay will accept the child. She sat on one chair and placed her head on the table.
"Excuse me? Who permitted you to enter", Shivaay said angrily, Anika sat straight hearing his voice and passed a smile towards him.
"My husband", Anika said and hugged him, he always told her to enter his cabin without knocking but she don't find this good, this is unprofessional as well as inappropriate for her.
"Why are you here today?", Shivaay asked
"To tell you something", Anika said while looking down in nervousness
"What?", Shivaay asked and was about to break the hug but Anika didn't let him instead, she made him sit on his chair and sat on his lap.
"You are worried from yesterday. Now fast tell me your problem", Shivaay said, Anika, hummed and stayed quiet for some time to feel his presence beside her, and to gain confidence
"I am pregnant Shivaay ", Anika said after taking a long breath and looking down which shocked him. They didn't decide this right now. They thought it will take time for Anika to conceive but it is unexpected now.
He remembered his mother's words that he was a mistake, but not for him. He is happy that he is going to be a father now
"I am but I don't know if you want it or not. Tell me what you want ", Anika asked
"I am so happy to know this Anika. Wow, this is the best news ever", Shivaay showed his happiness and twirled her. It was easy for him to pick her up as she was already in his lap. Anika felt relieved when she noticed his happiness. Her fear flew away and she giggled seeing his happiness. Shivaay put her down and stands in front of her
"My baby is here hana", he asked pointing toward her abdomen to which Anika nodded
"I can't describe my happiness Anika I'm so happy ", Shivaay said happily, he held her hands and kissed them. He sat on his knees and caressed her abdomen to feel thier child inside her abdomen.
"Then even I am happy ", Anika said
"You should be because even if you were not ready I will never let anyone harm my child. Hana baby?", Shivaay asked which scared Anika, she felt guilty that she was taking decisions so soon without talking with him who is more sensitive than her.
"M...Mine as well ", Anika said correcting his word "my child",
"Jealous woman. It is our baby", Shivaay said and pulled her in a hug again
"When you checked and Whom do you tell first?", Shivaay asked
"Checked yesterday and I told my husband first. I took time because I was not having the courage to tell you", Anika said and encircled her arms around his neck
"Don't be scared to share anything with me. I will understand Anika", Shivaay said and rubbed her back softly. Anika felt more guilty that she was thinking such low about him, how can she think this person for whom her comfort and happiness come first will kill thier child?
Anika remembered the past, she always hid everything from him and in the end, they end up fighting. She doesn't want to break his belief, so she decided to tell him. She don't think he will forgive her easily so she gathered the courage to tell truth, Her eyes started tears because of regret. She sat on the chair to save herself from looking into his eyes.
"Why are you crying Anika?", Shivaay asked
"I'm guilty Shivaay. I was about to abort my child. How can a mother think of this? ", Anika admitted
"You are lying hana? My child is here or not tell me?", Shivaay asked raising his voice a bit
"It's here. See you will feel our child", Anika said
"Then what the hell you are saying?", Shivaay shouted angrily
"I thought you will not accept it and will stop loving me if I got pregnant when we didn't decide. I don't want you to call our child a mistake and keep remembering your past because of baby ", Anika said while looking down
"How can you be this selfish?", Shivaay asked angrily and pulled her toward himself by holding her shoulder. His hold on her shoulder was tightening because of his anger.
"What was my fault? And where? Did I ever let you feel that I will not understand? Did I ever let you feel that I will not accept your decisions? Did you ever feel I disrespected your opinions? Which thought came to your mind and how? I am a person who would have agreed even if I was not ready, just because of your happiness. At least you could have talked ", Shivaay said angrily, his eyes filled with tears after knowing what his wife thought about him. Does he know how to manage then how she behaved like this with him?
"Please hear my side and it is hurting Shivaay ", Anika cried pointing towards his hands which were holding her shoulder tightly.
"You are not my Anika. She is very humble and caring but not a murderer", Shivaay said and stepped back after taking his hand back.
"Do.... you think it was easy for me to take this.... decision when I was dreaming about being a mother for so long? I... thought I will give someone my baby by surrogacy but it was not possible as I am already 2 months pregnant", Anika chocked with tears and held his hand but he jerked her hand angrily
"I didn't get that... That courage to kill my baby. I love him/ her because he/she is the symbol of our love", Anika said and placed her hand over his shoulder but he jerked her
"Then why does this thought come to your mind? How can you think like that? If anything happened to my baby in these 9 months then that would be the last day of us together ", Shivaay said angrily and Pinned her to a nearby wall. His action didn't hurt her but his word did. She felt like land slipped from her feet, his words sacred to her now more than his actions.
"What do you mean?", Anika asked, she don't know if he mean it or not but for her his words meant a lot. His words stabbed her heart. She realised her mistake but she don't know how to rectify it
"I will not repeat it", Shivaay said and was about to move away when Anika came in front of him
"How can you say this when you can't live without me ", Anika said
"Mean you are going for an abortion?", Shivaay asked with tears
"No, never. I am sorry Shivaay", Anika apologized
"Sorry, my foot. Your act was about to kill my child. Do you realise that? That innocent soul which just took a place inside... Your abdomen. ", Shivaay chocked with tears. He sat on the ground hiding his face with his hands, he felt weak, even to stand as his love was about to kill an innocent soul. Anika caressed his hair softly but Shivaay jerked her hand.
"How easily you blamed me", Shivaay said
"No... I didn't. I know you are innocent Shivaay. Don't think like this", Anika said
"Then why thought about killing my child? How can a mother be cruel? And what was my mistake? Where I lacked tell me? Didn't I always tell you to tell me everything before taking any decision? I always inform you about everything, even if it is not important. You know every piece of information about me but what about me?
Why did you disappoint me? You broke my heart today Anika, I understood there are still a few things where I lacked that you were not sharing your problem with me. I am not that cruel to kill our baby and call.....Call our baby a mistake ", Shivaay said with tears.
"You never lacked anywhere. Please forgive me. You love me right", Anika pleaded with tears. Shivaay felt weak, very weak after noticing her tears but now her tears are also not enough to melt his heart. Because her words broke his heart. How can she think about abortion?
"Don't bring our love here Anika... Why I am arguing with you when I know in the end I will lose? Today I am very hurt, not because our child is unplanned but because you thought about abortion and didn't give me any right to decide about my child", Shivaay said
"I think people were right. The one whom we love the most hurt you the most. You proved it today", Shivaay said In a low voice. He was about to open the door but Anika came in between.
"Yes I am wrong, I am the worst but please don't stop talking with me. Slap me but don't leave me", Anika said with tears
"Impressive. You think like this then keep thinking because I think your brain is empty", Shivaay said and left his office angrily after hearing her words. Anika felt helpless now and sat on the chair with tears falling from her eyes.
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He stood near the poolside of thier room, this is the place which is very special to him as he was happy, sad, and excited, he experienced the best moments of his life here. They had many fights but he never felt broken, but today he left helpless and broken. He tried controlling his tears but even those didn't stop when he thought about thier fight and her abortion decision.
Yes, the baby is alive but that thought is enough to make him crazy. He dipped his feet in the water and looked at his reflection. Was he that difficult to understand? He always changed his decision for others then how can she think he will not change this?
"Shivaay what happened? Why do you come back early", Om asked when he noticed Shivaay. He noticed someone entering thier room so thought to check it and saw him.
"Nothing. Leave me alone", Shivaay said
"How can I? Now tell me what happened?", Om asked. Shivaay kept quiet as he don't want to answer. The fight is between him and Anika, he knows they will sort it out soon as he can't sleep without her. Especially when he has to go out.
"Did you face the loss? You and bhabhi fought? Or something else?", Om ask
"Om leave me alone ", Shivaay said
"No, tell me something else if not this ", Om said and started to think of a joke but was not getting anything.
"Anika is pregnant ", Shivaay said
"And you are telling it without showing happiness and excitement. How? Aren't you happy?", asked Om
"Of course I am Om. I can't wait to hold my child in my arms. I will take care of our baby and Anika", Shivaay said and smiled thinking about his child but not for long as by mention of her name he remembered what happened a while ago
"Om leave me alone for some time please ", Shivaay pleaded
"Jo dard dilo ka pyara ho
Vo dard dilo mai hi rehta hai
Keemat hai uss aansu ki
Jo aankhon Mai he rehta hai ", Om said pointing towards Shivaay's eyes. Shivaay hugged him and told him he is fine
"Where is bhabhi?", Om asked
"She is also fine and must be coming soon", Shivaay said
"Is everything fine between you both? Do you want a child or not?", Om asked angering Shivaay
"Yes, everything is fine. Why does everyone take me wrong? Can't I expect a child? ", Shivaay asked angrily
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