⚠️Cussing, all caps text, rant/vent, talk of crying⚠️
OH MY FUCKING GOD ITS 2:34 IN THE FUCKING MORNING AND I CANT SLEEP
IM SO FUCKING UPSET AT HOW THEY KILLED EDDIE, LIKE WHY THE FUCK DID YALL HAVE HIM DIE A HERO??? LIKE FUCK THE FUCKING TOWN, LET EDDIE LIVE YOU EVIL BITCHES!!!
I SAW HIM DIE & I STARTED FUCKING BALLING AND I DONT FUCKING CRY BITCH
I WAS UGLY CRYING AND I HAVENT DONE THAT IN 8 YEARS, HELL I HAVENT CRIED FOR LONGER THEN 5 MINS IN 8 YEARS AND THIS BITCH HAD ME SOBBING?????
MOTHERFUCKING "I didn't run away this time" AND "Tell me you'll take care of them" ARE MAKING ME WANT TO SOB ALL OVER AGAIN AT THE FUCKING THOUGHT OF THEM
THEN THE WAY DUSTIN REACTED TO EDDIE DYING IS FUCKING KILLING ME AS WELL, HOW TF ARE YOU GONNA GIVE THE BOY BOTH A MOM AND A DAD (STEVE & EDDIE) AND THEN KILL ONE OF THEM IN HIS OWN FUCKING ARMS?!?!?!?!? LIKE MOTHERFUCKER WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK????????
THEN MAX DIED TOO IN LUCAS'S ARMS & EVEN AFTER EL TRIED TO SAVE HER ALL SHE WAS ABLE TO DO WAS KEEP THE BODY ALIVE
MAX IS FUCKING BRAINDEAD AND ISNT THERE, LIKE A BITCHES BODY IS THERE BUT SHE ISNT AND THATS WHY SHE WASNT THERE WHEN EL WENT TO TALK TO HER IN HER FUCKING MIND
AND BACK TO EDDIE, THE WAY THAT ONLY DUSTIN WAS THE ONLY ONE TO PROCEED TO OPENLY MOURN OVER HIM FUCKED ME OVER
AND THE MOTHERFUCKING TOWN STILL TRYING TO MAKE EDDIE A FUCKING MURDER AFTED HIS DEATH PISSES ME OFF TOO LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK BITCH????
OVERALL IM FUCKING DEPRESSED, TIRED & DONT KNOW HOW TF TO DEAL WITH EMOTIONS
I'll try and update something tomorrow & in my book EDDIE & MAX AREN'T FUCKING DEAD!!! EVERYONE IS STILL ALIVE AND FUCKING HAPPY AND GAY
I have a Steddie oneshot in my drafts that I'm working on & then I'll do other ships as well... maybe... idk I really like Steddie & I'm REALLY FUCKING PISSED that the killed off Eddie so idk yet
Anyway, that's all; thank you for coming to my Ted talk♡
I hope you all have an amazing day/night! Love you all!! Stay safe!!! And make sure that you rember that these are just fictional characters and that the actors are still alive & happy (I have to keep reminding myself that😭😭😭)
Love you all so much!!!💖💖💖💖💖💖