Cheng Wen squeezed the photo's hand tighter, almost pinching out the folds, "I haven't seen Ran Ran since I came back from France, and I haven't heard my father mention it..."
In fact, it can be guessed.
Kidnapping, violence, other than imprisonment, Cheng Wen could not think of any other possibility.
Jian Qing looked strange, bent down and grabbed Cheng Wen's wrist, and said softly, "You get up first, I will tell you slowly."
The two sat down face to face at a leisure table on the balcony, and Jian Qing forked the red heart dragon fruit from the fruit plate for a while and fed it to Cheng Wen's mouth, "Eat some fruit, supplement vitamins, good for the baby." "Ah Qing..." Cheng Wen looked at him with red eyes, did not open his mouth, and the other party's
hesitant attitude made him feel inexplicably uneasy.
Jian Qing silently withdrew his hand, and only then did he say with difficulty.
"Xiao Wen, Cheng Ran is dead."
"He was arrested by the police and committed suicide in prison."
These two sentences were like a hammer smashed on his head, which made Cheng Wen feel pain and a little confused at the same time, his hands on his legs were slightly tightened, and tears rolled down silently, "For... Why..."
Even if you go to jail, you won't commit suicide.
"Xiao Wen..." Jian Qing looked at him worriedly, his eyebrows furrowed.
"Yes... It's because of me, if it weren't for my existence, things wouldn't have turned out like this..." Cheng Wen's expression gradually became hollow, and the way he murmured looked a little abnormal.
Jian Qing's whole heart tensed up. <
Cheng Wen's unfocused gaze fell on Jian Qing's face, and he said blankly, "If I hadn't met Ah Qing, the person I am with Ah Qing now is Ran Ran, he won't die, right?"
Jian Qing couldn't resist getting up and bending down to the opposite side to hug Cheng Wen tightly.
"No, no, you listen to me, whether you show up or not, in the end I will not be with Cheng Ran, it is not your fault."
"The person I love is you."
"This is predestined, no matter what, I will meet you, will fall in love with you, all this has nothing to do with others, you are not wrong, the wrong person is Cheng Ran." 」
"He made a mistake and couldn't escape the condemnation of his conscience, so he committed suicide, Xiao Wen, you listen to me, you have done a good job, you are the best brother in the world, and Cheng Ran does not know how to cherish."
Jian Qing felt the thin body in his arms tremble slightly, and Cheng Wen cried uncontrollably, this warm embrace made him absorb a little strength, so that he would not be alone.
Stretching out his hands to climb on Jian Qing's back, his finger bones tightly grasped his clothes, forced to white, and collapsed and murmured, "It's because of me..."
"I, I hurt Ran Ran..."
Jian Qing's heart was pulled together, I don't know when it started, Cheng Wen's pain he was able to feel empathy, If Cheng Wen cries, his heart will also rain.
The big palm stroked back and forth on his back, over and over again.
"It's not your fault, it's not your fault."
"It's all over." <
"I will always accompany you in the future, you have a father, you have a Qing, you have a baby."
"It's all over."
In the evening, the sunset was setting on the western mountains, the sunset stained half of the sky red, and the balcony was windy.
Cheng Wen was carried back to the house by Jian Qing and placed on the bed, Jian Qing held his face with pity, bowed his head and patiently kissed the tear marks on his cheeks and the corners of his eyes, "Little Wen Is good, don't cry."
"It's all over."
"It's all over."
From the day he learned that Cheng Wen had recovered his memory, Jian Qing had expected such a day.
Even if Cheng Ran hurt Cheng Wen deeply, with such a kind and soft heart as a little fool, he would definitely feel sorry for his brother.
Crying so sadly, Jian Qing was really distressed.
Fortunately, after a while, Cheng Wen cried tired, and went out again in the afternoon with the baby, easy to get tired, and he gradually slept in the simple kiss.
When he woke up, there was no one in the room, the feeling of darkness and emptiness made Cheng Wen very flustered, he sat up and began to call people, his voice was dumb, "A Qing..."
"A Qing..."
In less than a minute, the door was pushed open, and Jian Qing quickly ran to him, "I'm here, here." <
Just sat down on the edge of the bed, Cheng Wen put his arms around Jian Qing's neck and hugged him, and his voice was muffled, "Where have you been..."
Jian Qing's long arms wrapped around the thin body in his arms, "You slept for so long, it was already past dinner, afraid that you would be hungry when you woke up, I went downstairs to stew a shrimp slippery egg, thinking that I could eat it when you woke up." I was a little hungry indeed.
Cheng Wen's face rested on Jian Qing's shoulder, "What about eggs?"
Jian Qing kissed the side of his ear and explained, "It hasn't been steamed yet, it's just been in the pot, I heard you calling me from my phone and I quickly came up." "Hmm
... What a mobile phone. Cheng Wen was lazy, not very eager to let go of Jian Qing, the two just hugged, making him feel very safe.
"I logged into your WeChat id with my iPad and made a video call with my phone, and as long as you call me, I can hear it." Jane turned on the lamp at the head of the bed and fished out the flat plate on the bedside table.
"I can still see what you're doing, do you think I have to cry my nose?"
"Only... Not really. Cheng Wen's heart was warm, and the roots of his ears were red.
Jian Qing let go of him and looked at his reddened eye circles, distressed and funny, "I also said no, my eyes are red."
Cheng Wen was so ashamed that he buried his face in his shoulder, hugged his waist without making a sound, and simply made an ostrich. <
Jian Qing knew that the little fool was timid and insecure, and he must be very afraid when he couldn't find himself, although he could accompany him most of the time, but there was always a time when he couldn't accompany him, and it was not a way to do this all the time.
"If you can't find me in the future, don't worry, take the phone to call me, I will definitely answer, in case I don't receive it, when I see it, I will return to you at the first time, don't find me and cry in a hurry, it always makes me feel sad."
"You must know that I have relied on you all my life, and I can't run away if you want to." This is our home, no matter how late I will come back, as long as you are at home and wait, you will definitely see me, don't be stupid to think that your A Qing is gone.
"Where can I go?"
"Remember, remember." Cheng Wen's body seemed to be clustered in a ball of soft cotton, and every cell of his body was soaked with happiness.
"Nice." Jian Qing smiled and kissed the top of his head.
It was already ten o'clock in the evening, the aunt was asleep, and the villa was quiet.
When Jian Qing hugged Cheng Wen downstairs for dinner, the little fool in his arms suddenly asked him, "That... What about the next life? "Huh?" Jian Qing looked down at him.
Cheng Wen lowered his head, revealing only a section of snow-white back of his neck in Jian Qing's line of sight, obviously still grumpy about the conversation just now, "The next life..."
This life is together, then the next life.
Jian Qing understood, and his eyes were full of smiles, "In the next life, I will also rely on you, and the next life, the next life, I have booked." "
"Cheng Wen can only be with Jian Qing."
It's a bit overbearing.
Wen Wen liked that he was overbearing with himself, and couldn't help but laugh, "Well..."
The next life, the next life, the next life, will be together.
When I got downstairs, the steamed eggs in the pot were just cooked, and the induction cooker that had been timed was automatically turned off.
Jian Qing brought the nutritious and healthy shrimp steamed egg to Cheng Wen, stared at him and ate it one bite at a time, and Jian Qing rubbed two bites in the middle.
It is not that he does not want to face Cheng Wen and the baby who is still in the stomach to grab food, it is Cheng Wen who takes the initiative to send it to his mouth, a pair of shining eyes look at Jian Qing, not eating but making him sad.
The sweetness and warmth between the two made Cheng Wen temporarily forget about his brother, and after the meal, Jian Qing accompanied Cheng Wen back to the room to watch cartoons.
Jian Qing saw the fact that the pregnant man was snoozing again, and within an hour, Cheng Wen actually fell asleep in his arms, looking quiet and well-behaved.
Jian Qing turned off the TV, gently removed the person from himself, pressed the lamp at the head of the bed and hugged Cheng Wen to sleep.
It was just that this sleep was not stable, and in the middle of the night, Jian Qing suddenly heard the person in his arms crying, as if he had some terrible nightmare, Cheng Wen's whole body was trembling, his fingers were clutching Jian Qing's pajamas, and a painful, suppressed sob was emitted from his throat.
Jian Qing suddenly got up and turned on the light.
"Little Wen! Little Wen! WWake up!! Cheng Wen's
eyes were tightly closed, his pale little face was covered with tear marks, Jian Qingxin's hair was tight, and he shook Cheng Wen several times hard, before Cheng Wen broke free from the nightmare and opened his eyes blankly to look at him.
"What's wrong?" Jian Qing frowned lightly to help him wipe away his tears.
"Having nightmares?"
"Don't be afraid, I'm here."
Cheng Wen seemed to recognize him at this time, the tears flowed more and more violently, and he uneasily got up and threw himself into Jian Qing's arms, wrapped his arms around his neck, felt Jian Qing's temperature calm down a little, and choked up.
"I dreamed of Ran Ran..."
"He, he said he didn't want me to be his brother..."
"They all blamed me for being too stupid, that's why Ran Ran didn't like me and didn't want me to be his brother."
"I always humiliate the people around me, everyone doesn't like me, the children hate me..."
Xu is thinking a lot about the day, dreaming at night, Cheng Wen dreamed for no reason that when he was a child, he was rarely in school, and he was disliked by his classmates, and even his own brothers joined forces to bully him.
As soon as the picture turned, he dreamed of being kidnapped by Cheng Ran, and the other party reached out and grabbed his neck with a vicious face, saying that he wanted him to die.
How could the brothers be like this, Cheng Wen's clumsy brain, he still couldn't understand it.
Jian Qing was extremely distressed and said comfortingly.
"No, no, Xiao Wen is the cutest."
"There is no shame for everyone, you see, I like you, my mother likes you, my father likes you, and Dai Shengding, Yin Jingnan, Su Langsheng, Lu Ge, these people like you, Xiao Wen has so many people like, Xiao Wen is not ashamed at all."
Cheng Wen no longer spoke, hugging Jian Qing and crying more and more sadly, Jian Qing was not impatient at all, and coaxed in a warm voice, waiting until the dawn of the day when Cheng Wen slept again.
My eyes were swollen from crying.
Jian Qing twisted the quilt horn for him and made a decision in his heart.
He did not allow Cheng Ran to die and made Cheng Wen sad.
Absolutely not.
The best way is to let Cheng Ran disappear into Cheng Wen's memory forever.