these words are like a basin of cold water poured down from jian qing's head, so that all his surprise and excitement dissolve in an instant, "a month..."
"yes." zhang yi'er gently responded to him.
jian qing looked at her sheepishly and squeezed out the words with difficulty, "so what if i don't do it?"
"you have to disappear in front of xiao wen forever." zhang er hesitated to open his mouth.
if cheng wen really got married, jian qing would not bother his position anymore.
the ward was silent, and after a long silence, jian qing replied.
"...... i know. "
o son... are you sure? zhang er'er twisted her eyebrows slightly, and held jian qing's hand on her leg.
"yes." jian qing smiled, and junrong was pale by the light, "xiao wen likes me so much... he would definitely be willing to be with me again. "that's
fine." zhang fu'er breathed a sigh of relief and tightened his hand, "you come on, no matter what happens, there is a mother, and the mother supports you." "
hmm." jane smiled back at her.
today is april 20th, and there are no more than 30 days before the 18th of next month.
i say i am sure in my mouth, but in fact, i don't have any bottom in my heart. <
it took less than a month to trick the little fool into bed.
jian qingtian went to the noodle restaurant where cheng wen worked every day to eat noodles, waited for him to leave work, took him to play, took him to a high-end restaurant at dinner time, drank red wine, drunk and took people home, said a few words of like him, was willing to be good to him for a lifetime, and half coaxed and half tough to eat people clean.
but with such a clumsy means, jian qing was already reluctant to make a fool of himself.
he hoped that cheng wen really liked him in his gentle and delicate care and getting along, and was willing to live with him for a lifetime, rather than being deceived by an uneasy and kind big-tailed wolf.
however, when you fall in love with a person, you will naturally become afraid of your hands and feet, afraid that the other party will be angry, afraid that the other party will hate him, and afraid that you will not attract the other party enough to make the other party like your own advantages.
this is what is now jianqing.
it was clear that he was just going to meet with the pillow person, and he began to be nervous the day before the date came, and even failed to sleep well all night.
the figure in the floor mirror is tall and tall, because of the injury during this time, he has not been able to cultivate well, he has lost a lot of weight, and he still has a faint dark circle under his eyes, how to look at it does not feel as good as before.
jian qing has always been confident in his appearance conditions, he has never cared about his appearance as much as he does now, he stayed in the cloakroom, tried several sets of custom suits that assistant chen just got back yesterday, and finally chose a khaki british plaid, the coffee-colored bow tie worn on the shirt was neat and tidy, and it took more than two hours to take care of himself. <
in fact, at this time, he should have been in the hospital, and the doctor ordered him to stay at least for a full week, but jian qing couldn't stay, and only stayed for three days before going through the discharge procedures and returning home.
he was running out of time.
when jian qing arrived home last night, he happened to encounter dai shengding sending cheng wen back, and dai shengding seemed to have something in his body, so he sent cheng wen to the door and drove away.
one day did not see, such as every three autumns, jian qing did not see cheng wen for two days, and his thoughts became addictive.
he thought that he was lucky, as soon as he came back, he would be able to see the little fool, and since god did not treat him thinly, let him successfully buy the manor next door to the cheng family, he thought he should have a chance.
jian qing asked cheng wen if he had a good time in the past two days and where he had gone to play, and cheng wen said to him that he and dai had gone to several famous french places and eaten many kinds of french snacks, which was quite interesting.
it can be seen that he is very happy, and jian qing is also happy because he is happy, but he does not leave dai shengding every word, which inevitably makes jian qing feel sad.
fortunately, he was still willing to care about him, asked him if his health was better, jian qing naturally said that it was much better, and when he came, he plucked up the courage to ask him for a phone number.
originally thought that cheng wen would not give, privately dai shengding and cheng wei must have let him stay away from himself, but he did not expect that cheng wen was defenseless, and immediately nodded his head in agreement.
however, he was stupid, did not remember his number, or jian qing asked cheng wen to take out the mobile phone, deposit his own number for him, carefully fill in the remarks column 'a qing', and then pull a phone to his mobile phone, the two have contact information with each other. <
jian qing suddenly remembered one thing, cheng wen could have written down the number before, but he might only remember him.
he took cheng wen to yongchang alley to eat wontons that night, because he received the news of cheng ran's suicide, he hurriedly threw down the little fool and left, before leaving, he told him to go home after eating the wontons, but he did not expect that he did not have money or mobile phones.
later, he received a strange phone call in the hospital, and when he returned to the past, he learned that cheng wen had borrowed the mobile phone of the lady owner of the wonton shop to call him.
looking back now, when he first approached cheng wen, he asked the little fool to ask for the number, and he was the same as now, stupidly unable to say it.
therefore, he did not remember his phone number, only the simple one.
at that time, he often took the initiative to call him, and aqing aqing called him softly on the phone, asking him if he had eaten lunch, whether he would go home today, and said that it didn't matter if he didn't come back, he would sleep obediently alone.
jian qing always praised him for being good, and after listening to him for a long time, he was impatient, and for a while he even angrily blacklisted his number, and he couldn't call him no matter how he called.
cheng wen must have been in a hurry, and thought that something had happened to jian qing, so he ran to the company with a big belly to find him, and was scolded by jian qing, making him less embarrassed.
time passed, the people who once loved him deeply did not love him, and jian qing also lost his exclusive rights in front of cheng wen.
when he filled in the notes, he secretly thought to himself, when they get back together one day, he will exchange the word 'a qing' back to 'husband'.
dai shengding's number must be deleted, and the little fool is not allowed to interact with that person. <
but now jian qing only dared to think about it.
when the two said goodbye at the door, jian qing deeply felt the strong reluctance in his heart.
it was clear that he lived next door, and he wanted to see cheng wen but it was not easy, and he couldn't meet him as he did before.
it's been too long to be apart overnight.
cheng wen now has a fiancé, even if he wants to go out to play, it is not his turn to accompany him, jian qing used to boast of his own affair, and now he can't even find a legitimate reason to ask him out.
it is impossible to say that you are not depressed.
fortunately, jian qing's thief's heart was not dead, taking advantage of the gap in the number to add a wechat signal by the way, after taking a shower at night, he tried to send a voice to cheng wen and asked him what he was doing.
within two minutes, cheng wen replied to the message, soft and soft to say that he was watching cartoons, and at the same time surprised at how jian qing could have his wechat.
jian qing told the truth, cheng wen's nerves were very coarse, and he had never been sensitive to these aspects, so the two of them chatted like this, one after another, jian qing learned that dai shengding was going to the united states for business tonight, and it took half a month to come back, and after he returned, he would start to prepare for the marriage.
as soon as he asked, the little fool told him everything, saying that dad was very busy at work and didn't have time to accompany him, and that brother dai had not been in france for such a long time, and he might have to stay at home alone during this time, and the tone sounded very low.
jian qing asked him if he would be afraid. <
cheng wen said that there is a point, but there is a maid aunt at home, fortunately, when sleeping at night, i will occasionally hear strange sounds outside and will be afraid.
jian qing remembered the countless nights that the little fool had spent alone at home with him, and his heart was twisted and ached, and continued to ask him if he would be particularly afraid when he was alone.
after waiting for a long time, i received a voice reply, and the little fool's voice came out of the megaphone.
"actually... in fact, my courage is not so small. "just
a little bit of fear..."
a little bit of fear, that is very afraid.
cheng wen would never tell him that he was in pain, that his hand was burned when he cooked, and that he only said that it hurt a little, and in turn comforted jian qing not to worry.
so he really wasn't worried.
no one treated his wounds, and the little fool himself did not know how to go to the hospital, and after dragging on for a long time, he left a dark scar on the back of his hand.
it is not large, only the size of two thumb nail caps combined, but it looks out of place with the delicate skin around it, as if it is embedded in white jade.
that was the proof of the thing that jian qing had committed.
he wanted to tell cheng wen that he wouldn't leave you alone in the future, but jian qing had no position to say this, and now he was not cheng wen's lover, and he yu was just a friend who was not so familiar.
the words came to the lips and came back. <
jian qing adjusted his mood and pressed the microphone to open his mouth to the mobile phone, and his voice was inevitably a little hoarse.
"i can accompany you... before he comes back, i can accompany you and take you out to play. a
cautious reply came from over there, asking him ,...... are you sure?
jian qing smiled and said, of course it is true.
cheng wen did not know the private agreement between cheng wei and jian qing, and at first he happily agreed, but soon and hesitantly returned to him, saying that he could not go out with him, because his father would not allow it.
jian qing did not intend to tell him about it, only that your father would not restrict you from making friends anymore, and if you did not believe it, you could ask about it at breakfast tomorrow.
i think that since cheng wei promised to give him a month, he would not stop him too much.
cheng wen agreed expectantly and excitedly.
the first date between the two was thus settled.
jian qing was much more excited than cheng wen, and when he was about to go out, he was even more nervous, casually ate two bites of breakfast prepared by the maid, went out early, and foolishly went to the outside of the cheng wen family manor to wait.
waited for more than half an hour.
the little fool came out with cheng wei, who was tightly wrapped and looked like a cute little bear.
jian qing respectfully called out to uncle cheng, and cheng wei nodded solemnly, said something other than do something special, and got into the car waiting outside.
as soon as the car left, cheng wen gently pulled on jian qing's sleeve and whispered.
"a qing... where are we going today? "
go to the côte d'azur."
the place where they first traveled was by the sea in tahiti.
also looking at the sea, he hoped that after cheng wen went, he could think of something.
even a little bit.