pull out his heart and show it to him, can it be proven?
if he could, he would now stab himself in the heart with a dagger.
"that... show me okay. seeing that he had been staring at himself, cheng wen was a little nervous.
"okay." jian qing nodded, looked down and took out the phone from his pocket, unlocked it and handed it to him on the screen, his physical weakness made his movements a little slow, his voice sounded like a cello that had not been tuned, deep and hoarse, "this is the photo that my mother took for us during our wedding rehearsal." "it was
captured."
"you felt very embarrassed at the time, so i let her go, saying that when the wedding officially started, i didn't expect that the wedding could not be done in the end..."
looking at the photo on the screen where he was held by jian qing in his arms and kissed, cheng wen's cheeks turned red, "i... did i kiss you? jian qing was
amused by his cute reaction, "hmm. "if you don't
kiss, how can you have a baby?"
we've been together for more than two years, and what we should and shouldn't do has been done.
"no... no way. "cheng wen was so ashamed that his ears were so red that he seemed to be dripping blood, and he didn't dare to look at the screen again, and panickedly stuffed the phone back into the other party's hand." i'm not going to kiss the bad guys.
"..."jian qing looked at the sweet look of the two people on the mobile phone screen between his hands, and bowed his head without speaking.
how happy it was then, how painful it is now.
he knew that the little fools did not mean not to remember, but he still felt sad that he had so bluntly denied their past.
"my dad said... the photos may also be fake, let me not believe anything you say. ccheng wen whispered.
jian qing suddenly coughed, covered his lips and coughed for a long time in front of him, his bloodshot eyes made him look tired and weak, and the corners of his mouth smirked bitterly, "it doesn't matter." "it doesn't
matter if you don't believe it."
"i've gone too far before... i deserve it.
"how did you bully me before?" cheng wen suddenly asked.
he wondered what the man had done to make his father hate him so much.
jian qing froze, and the bottom of his eyes showed pain, "i was very bad to you before... it is very fierce to you, always makes you sad, does not know to care about you, and forces you to do things you don't want to do.
"then why did you treat me well again?" cheng wen said sheepishly.
when he woke up from the ward, the man was clearly concerned about him.
"because i found myself in love with you." jian qing looked up at him and said dumbly, "i want to marry you."
cheng wen felt that this person was really annoying, and always said such things, making him shy, but at the same time very distressed, "but i will not marry you..."
just if his father did not agree with this, he would not.
his father was his only relative, and he didn't want to make his father sad.
he's not going to be with a big bad guy either.
"you used to do." jane the way. "...... marry me, you're happy. tthe
latter sentence was so light that cheng wen could not hear it.
he intently groped for something from his coat pocket, and a few seconds later he felt an exquisitely crafted ring, the one he had worn on his hand when he woke up, and his father had said he was going to throw it for him, but he didn't want to.
looks quite expensive.
"is this what you sent me?" cheng wen asked in a low voice.
jian qing nodded, "hmm... this is our wedding ring. the
one that belonged to him was now on the ring finger of his left hand, and he would only take it off in the shower.
in fact, it is okay not to pick it, platinum will not change color, that is, he is more precious.
the meaning of the ring is 'love is endless', and when you put it on, the other party will never leave.
even if you leave for a short time, you should come back.
"give it back to you." cheng wendao.
jian qing was suddenly a little stiff, his eyes were sour, staring at the ring that the little fool pinched on his fingertips, and his trembling voice changed tone, "what was sent out... there is no reason to take it back.
cheng wen paused, "but we won't get married again, and it's useless to let it go." "i'll
give it back to you."
seeing that the other party seemed very sad, he explained again, "dad said... things given by others cannot be collected indiscriminately.
jian qing was silent for a long time, and finally squeezed out a word, "good." spreading
out his palms, the small ring landed on his hand.
his heart hurt a little. <
it was windy and it was getting colder outside.
calmly slipping the ring into his pocket, he smiled at the little fool, "i'm a little tired... i'm going back today. "
"...... so fast? cheng wen was stunned.
"hmm." jian qing really wanted to touch the man's cheek, it looked much rosier than when he first woke up, and he was afraid of scaring him, so he broke off such a thought.
it seems to have started a fever again, the body is very heavy, and it must be returned quickly.
"it's been a long time since it came out."
"oh." cheng wen nodded, and did not hold back.
in fact, i still want to talk to him, but it is always too boring to be bored at home.
jian qing did not leave immediately, but looked at him and whispered, "take good care of yourself and eat well." "if
you have some meat on your body, you will be healthier."
"..."cheng wen nodded obediently.
soon i felt inexplicable again.
why should he listen to him?
jian qing didn't say anything more, turned and left.
even if he had a thousand words to say, he had now lost his position.
it is useless to say too much.
he pulled out the ring in his pocket and looked down, his vision blurred. <
the ring was brought back, would his little fool come back?
the tall figure looked so lonely that cheng wen couldn't help but stop him, "... a qing.
jian qing paused and waited for the heat in his eyes to disappear before looking back at him.
"where do you live?" cheng wen asked softly.
after a moment of silence, jian qingdao said, "... i stayed near the hotel. in fact, i
lived in the hospital, and i came out today after taking a leave of absence from the hospital.
even if the doctor does not agree, it is not enough to resist the patient's own stubbornness.
cheng wen grabbed the railing with both hands and hesitated, "then will you come later?"
jian qing's throat moved slightly, and a little light lit up in his eyes, and he suddenly felt less cold, "do you want me to come?"
"well..." cheng wen nodded, looking a little pitiful, "i don't have any friends, and it's boring to stay at home."
"...... don't you hate me? jian qing's breathing trembled.
cheng wen was stopped by his question, and suddenly he was a little confused about what he was thinking, and half a day later he blushed and suppressed a sentence, "as long as... as long as you, you don't bully me in the future, i won't hate you.
"well, don't bully you." jian qing smiled and nodded.
cheng wen thought, this person is not as bad as his father said.
"that... so when are you coming next time? he said. <
"when do you want me to come?" jian qing's face was pale, but the smile under his eyes was almost spoiled.
"hmmm... is it okay tomorrow? cheng wen asked tentatively.
"yes." jane the way.
as long as it is cheng wen's thoughts, it can be.
"tomorrow my dad is on a business trip and won't be home for days... can you come and chat with me every day? "the spoiled little fool began to inch in.
after saying that, i wondered if i was too much, people must have something to be busy, and it was impossible to have time every day.
"yes." jian qing said without hesitation.
"really?" cheng wen's deer-like eyes lit up.
even the simple mood became pleasant, and the heart was soft enough to pinch into any shape.
"well, really."
cheng wen suddenly had the illusion that he was about to date someone, and couldn't help but be a little nervous and a little expectant, "that, then tomorrow at four o'clock in the evening, i am waiting for you here."
"good." jane the way.
"...... bye. cheng wen waved at him.
jian qing learned his look and waved at him, "bye-bye."
when cheng wen turned around and trotted into the house, jian qingcai foolishly put his hand down, and the corners of his mouth were still smiling. <
his little fool didn't really hate him.
jian qing was so happy that he was like a big fool, and did not go to the hospital at the first time, but went to the nearby chinatown to eat a bowl of small wontons before returning.
people's habits change.
he is also in love with wontons now.
it's just that foreign wontons don't taste as good as the century-old wonton shop in yongchang lane.
before going to bed at night, he even set the alarm clock at three o'clock the next afternoon, afraid that he would forget it when he was groggy.
it would take half an hour to get to cheng's house from the hospital, and half an hour more, and he would use it to wait for his little fool.
always can't let cheng wen wait.
it was dark outside, and the blonde nurse changed his medicine, hung up the fever drops, and lovingly helped him close the curtains.
jian qing was very tired, and quickly passed out in the pain of sometimes chills and sometimes fever in her body.
when i woke up, it was still dark outside, and my body was so weak that i felt like i had done a night of physical work.
he thought he had just slept for a few hours, touched the phone next to his pillow and wanted to see the wedding photos on the screen, but was stunned by the date.
9.50pm.
nothing wrong with that.
but the date has passed a day. <
he made an appointment with cheng wen and went to cheng's house at four o'clock this afternoon to chat with him.
i sat up hard, fumbled to press the switch of the bedside lamp, got out of bed, took my clothes and began to change.
the nurse who was checking the room came in after knocking three times on the door, and jane was putting her trench coat on, and she anxiously walked over and asked him in english what he was going to do.
the general content of the words was that his wound was infected, very dangerous, and he couldn't always go out.
jian qing kept moving, her pale face unmoved, and whispered to her if her own mobile phone had rang.
the nurse nodded, saying that his mobile phone alarm had been ringing for a long time, and for fear of disturbing his rest, she helped him turn it off.
the most important thing was that jian qing was burned so badly that even if he didn't care, he couldn't hear it.
without blaming the nurse, he said that he had something to go out of, and he hurried out of the room with his mobile phone.
it was already more than ten o'clock when i arrived at cheng's house.
just now i just thought of quickly explaining to him that i didn't deliberately break the contract, and then i remembered that cheng wen might have been asleep.
the villa was pitch black, and only the street lamp on the side of the street cast a dim light.
jane pursed her lips, annoyed at why she had overslept.
you should talk to the nurse in advance so that the nurse must wake him up.
will the little fool be angry? <
cheng wen was not angry, he just felt disappointed.
from four o'clock, i waited for more than two hours, and my face was red from freezing outside, and when it was time to eat, i was persuaded by the maid's aunt to enter the house to eat.
didn't ah qing actually want to be friends with him?
the next morning, when cheng wen woke up, he habitually climbed to the window to take a look, and was stunned when he saw the black figure under the pestle under the tree.
it was only six o'clock in the morning, and there was a thin frost floating on the window, which was not real, and i raised my hand to wipe it, and it immediately became clear.
it was indeed the man.
cheng wen stayed where he was, a little stunned.
standing outside for a night, his body was almost frozen, and when jian qing saw the familiar thin figure slowly coming out of the villa, the whole person instantly came alive and excitedly greeted him, "xiao wen..."
across the iron door, cheng wen looked at him silent for a while, and whispered, "why are you lying to me?"
jian qing was suddenly a little nervous, and his throat knot agitated, "i... yesterday something was delayed, so i didn't come, sorry.
"but you believe me... i really didn't mean it. "what's
the matter?" cheng wendao.
"it's a private matter, it's more important." jian qing didn't want cheng wen to know that he had been in a coma for a day and a night, and the little fool was so kind, he would definitely be worried.
"oh..." cheng wen nodded. so are you done? "
well taken care of." jian qing smiled.
in the winter morning, at seven o'clock, the sky was not particularly bright, plus jian qing's face was always very pale recently, and cheng wen did not find anything unusual.
he wasn't angry, just a little depressed and didn't really want to talk to him anymore.
"hmmm... i'm going back, and you're going.
"little wen..." jian clear's throat began to tighten.
cheng wen paused, turned and left, heard a more anxious call from behind him, and was about to push the door into the house when a muffled sound suddenly came from behind him.
looking back, the person who had just stood in front of him had fallen to the ground and did not move.