the two actually bought fruits on the way they just came, mangosteen, cherry, peach, etc., there are five or six kinds, but there is no durian.
cheng ran opened his mouth, and jian qing had no reason not to go.
originally a brother who was connected by blood in the world, when he was alone, he was more like a stranger, cheng wen looked at the youth on the bed crampedly, and whispered, "ran ran, do you want to eat cherries, i... i'll go wash you..."
"you're proud." cheng ran suddenly made a sound, with a smile on his face that cheng wen couldn't understand.
cheng wen was stunned, "ran ran, what are you talking about..."
cheng ran lowered his legs, stood up, and walked towards cheng wen step by step, "he chose you and gave up on me, you are very proud."
cheng wen understood this and shook his head, "i didn't..."
what's so proud of this?
jian qing was deceiving him from the beginning, and later threatening him with people he cared about and forcibly leaving him around.
when he gets tired of it, he will kick him away.
he had no choice but to live according to the trajectory set by the other side.
is this love, isn't it?
so what's there to be proud of.
cheng ran smiled, his eyes paused on the scarf around cheng wen's neck, and twisted the tassel at the end, "this scarf is really beautiful, was it given to you by jian qing?"
when the two of them came in
just now, he noticed that the black and white plaid scarf also had one around jian qing's neck, exactly the same.
cheng wen became more and more uncomfortable, "no... no. it was
given to him by jane's mother.
before jian qing went out, he deliberately took it out to surround him, and learned zhang qi'er's words, so that others would know that the little fool was his alone, and even if he liked it, he didn't dare to move any crooked thoughts.
cheng ran slightly loosened the strength of the point, and the soft cloth slipped from between his fingers, "you think i will be envious?" "when
jian qing and i wore couple outfits with me, the number of times she was still small, and when we broke up, we were not very determined."
"you should know better than me what kind of person he is, and you have suffered much more pain than i do."
"he's always been harder on you than he's been toward me."
cheng wen nodded, "i, i know..."
he always knew this.
cheng ran reached out and probed the little fool's soft and tender cheeks, and his eyes were far-reaching, "man, sometimes i like not to measure my own strength, i know how much weight i have, but i am not dead hearted."
"since you're all gone, why do you want to come back?"
"why do you want to live in front of me to obstruct your eyes and take away everything that should belong to me..."
cheng wen only felt sad, many things he didn't want to ah, he once dreamed of having a happy family, god didn't want to give it to him, he hoped that the people around him would be happy, but in the end it backfired.
he lives alone in the world, weak forces can not change anything, and now that he has a baby, he just wants to live well.
"ran ran... ii didn't mean to. "it was
ah qing and ah qing who wouldn't let me go."
"he must still care about you in his heart, he may just think i'm fresh, etc... when one day he didn't want to see me, i left immediately and never came back. cheng ran's
eyes showed sarcasm, "wait? why should i wait? "the
most annoying thing in my life is waiting, what belongs to me, stored in someone else's place for every second and minute, i feel tormented, i feel intolerable." 」
cheng wen stood in the same place at a loss, not knowing what to say.
cheng ran turned around and sat down by the bed, suddenly saying that he wanted to eat chelizi.
cheng wen responded softly, took a box out of the bag and went into the bathroom, and also washed some grapes and peaches by the way, and put them one by one on the bedside table that the youth could reach.
cheng ran watched his brother busy, the whole time expressionless, he picked up a shiny cherry, did not put it in the mouth at the first time, as if he was recalling something.
"jian qing knows i love to eat this, and he remembers it."
in fact, these fruits were all picked by cheng wen, and when he came, jian qing did not even think of buying something for cheng ran.
people are like this, when they don't care about each other, they won't try to make him happy like before.
it was cheng wen who said he wanted to bring something to his brother, and jian qing accompanied him to the fruit shop.
the little fool was afraid that his brother would be sad and did not tell the truth, "yes... yyeah, ah qing has always remembered it.
cheng ran laughed and sent the red fruit in his hand into his mouth.
he ate a few, and said that he wanted to eat mangosteen, cheng wen said good, took out a few, and began to shell him.
the little fool's hands are white, the nails are also cut clean, it is difficult to peel up, usually do not eat such fruit, the strength is inevitably not well controlled, the soft and gentle mangosteen meat is easily deformed, it does not look so good, and the juice flows out.
when the flesh was handed to cheng ran with a small half-cut shell, the latter frowned in disgust, "stupid, even this little thing can't be done well, it's all made like this, how can i eat."
cheng wen was stunned and silently withdrew his hand, "then, then i will peel one more, i will definitely be very careful." the
peeled one was put aside, he picked up a new one, with great care, cheng ran finally accepted it satisfactorily.
his appetite is indeed not very good, these sweet and sour fruits can eat a lot, xu is too lazy to take care of cheng wen, the next time did not talk to him much, halfway let cheng wen cut the peach once.
the little fool was stupid, his hand was cut, blood quickly gushed from the wound on the inside of his thumb, he did not make a sound, and he pulled a tissue in pain and wiped it.
after cheng ran ate most of the cheri in the box, he suddenly said, "how long has jian qing been gone?"
"great... it's been about 20 minutes. cheng wen looked at the wall clock on the wall and whispered back.
"it's almost time." ccheng ran laughed, and what he said made people feel inexplicable.
he got out of bed and went to the bathroom, and cheng wen heard the sound of water coming from inside, he should have been washing his hands.
it took two or three minutes to wash before it came out.
cheng ran stood at the junction between the bedroom and the living room, and said to cheng wen, who was sitting on the nursing chair, "brother, you come here."
cheng wen didn't understand what he wanted to do, but he still obediently walked over, "what's wrong..."
"the baby in my belly has been more than three months, but he can't come to this world, do you know why?"
cheng ran's look was very calm.
rarely did he talk to cheng wen so calmly, often with a cold and bad attitude, or he was sneering and sarcastic, and he had to hurt people thoroughly before he was willing to give up.
cheng wen's brain was not bright, he did not feel that something was wrong, his first reaction was to worry, and subconsciously went to see cheng ran's stomach, "for... why?
cheng ran held his hand and slowly pressed it to his slightly bulging abdomen, looking as if he was going to cut a hole in cheng wen's face, "because of you." "because
of your existence, he is doomed not to live."
the little fool suddenly felt a little scared and wanted to pull his hand back, but cheng ran's hand was so strong that it hurt his wrist. <
"jian qing likes you, don't you like your silly look, looking innocent and kind, in fact stupid to the extreme?"
"if he finds out that you look like this, and finds that you are actually vicious and can't tolerate even his pregnant brother, do you think he will still like you?"
cheng wen was like a frightened deer at this moment, he vaguely felt that cheng ran wanted to do something crazy, the corners of his eyes were slightly red, "ran ran, you... don't you do that... i'm scared..."
"you don't want to see me... i'm just leaving..."
"let go of you?" cheng ran smiled.
"okay."
then he let go of his hand.
before cheng wen could react, cheng ran smiled and took a step back, and his body suddenly leaned back and fell heavily to the ground.
buttocks landed on the ground, a strong pain instantly came from the abdomen, cheng ran's face became pale at a speed visible to the naked eye, he curled up painfully covering his stomach, and the bright red liquid quickly penetrated the thin striped pants.
at the same time, there was a clicking sound of twisting the door lock outside, jian qing walked in with two boxes of durian flesh and fruit, and the bloody gas mixed in the air made him frown slightly, and he couldn't help but speed up his steps, and after seeing the scene in front of him, his pupils suddenly contracted, and the food bag in his hand landed on the ground. <
"cheng ran!!"
all this happened so fast, so fast that cheng wen's rusty brain had not been able to understand what was going on until now, he saw jian qing pick up cheng ran from the ground, put him on the bed, and then ring the emergency call bell at the head of the bed in a panic.
the blood under cheng ran's body was like a faucet that opened the floodgates, and soon the snow-white bedding was mostly wet, he weakly shouted at jian qing about the pain, jian qing had been patiently comforting him, pulled a piece of paper with his blood-stained hand, lightly wiped the cold sweat on his forehead, and told him not to be afraid, the doctor would come immediately.
cheng ran turned his head to look at cheng wen with difficulty, tears running through the corners of his eyes, and asked tremblingly, "brother... why are you doing this to me..."
"i'm already like this... can't you even leave me a child..."
cheng wen couldn't speak, most of the time, he couldn't even hear the voice, the two people were obviously very close to him, and it seemed to be very far away, he could tell what cheng ran said through the shape of his lips, tears fell, and he shook his head weakly.
the throat felt like it had been strangled by an invisible hand.
within a minute, a group of doctors and nurses rushed in, and cheng ran was carried to the bed until he was pushed out of the ward, and jian qing did not look at him squarely.
the noise just now was like a ridiculous dream, but there was still a big beach of blood on the ground and on the bed, which was extremely harsh.
cheng wen stood alone in the ward for a long time, for a long time, he couldn't remember what he should do, and when he was relieved and a little thought, he slowly went to the nurse's station.
it was learned that cheng ran was rescued on the 12th floor.
outside the operating room, jian qing sat on a bench, his tense side face drowning in the shadows, like a silent sculpture.
cheng wen stood two meters away from him and said in a very low voice, "ah qing... not me.
"i didn't push him."
it's more like talking to yourself.