after song juhan fell asleep, he gently walked into the bathroom and faced the washstand. = a pale, dazed face with dried tear marks hanging from the corners of its eyes is reflected in the mirror.
that face gradually overlapped with his youthful self, and he seemed to be able to see through the mirror his past confusion and uneasiness, seven years, originally he thought he had gone a long, very far, and finally found that he was just drawing a circle around a person.
it is ironic that he, a man who cannot even say a word of love, has been trapped by love all his life.
he even felt like he had died once.
he washed his face, tried to adjust his mood, and walked out.
song he and vanessa were waiting for him downstairs, the two of them sat at opposite ends of the sofa, obviously stretching their arms to touch each other, but the distance seemed very far.
married, but that's it.
the weakest and most unsurpassed thing in this world is feelings, but there are thousands of white bones, and there are still people who are not afraid of death and yearn for it.
hearing the footsteps, the two of them raised their heads at the same time and watched why they walked down the stairs step by step.
ssa asked softly, "did he eat?" he shook
his head: "fall asleep, and when he wakes up, he will eat." ssa
breathed a sigh of relief, clasped her hands to her lips, and said a string of prayers in german. <
song he's nose flapped and he stared coldly at why.
why sat across from song he and calmly looked directly at him: "i came back this time, not because you threatened two sentences, but for song juhan, you don't need to stare at me, if you didn't lie to him that i went to singapore and didn't come back, he wouldn't have made such a fuss, your own son's psychological age is a few years old, he doesn't have a spectrum." song juhan's
kind of treatment of outsiders and unreasonable teasing of his own people are the two extremes of the watershed in his personality, song juhan is always like a precocious child, looking mature, the inside has not grown well, always like to do enough drama outside to earn enough face, and then leave the naughty nature to the closest people.
song he narrowed his eyes: "do you dare to educate me?" why sneered
, "i didn't teach you compulsorily." in front of vanessa's face, it was more inconvenient for him to say something even more unpleasant, "from now on, i try not to appear in front of you, and you try not to appear in front of me, i will never forgive you for what you use me to do. song he's
expression was sinister, and he still had to say something ssa whispered, "song he, we just discussed."
song he gritted his teeth, stood up, straightened his tie, and pointed to why: "my song family is such a son, you are good for yourself." he finished, slammed the door and left.
ssa sighed, "why, how are you talking?" he was
silent for a moment and said as plainly as possible: "vanessa, i decided to try again with him." sssa's
eyes flashed with surprise and joy: "really, really? immediately, a worry appeared on her face, "you are because he tortured himself like this..."
why nodded and shook his head: "not only that, i really can't watch him go on like this, especially if he is not well." but i also thought a lot during this time, between the two of us, say bad luck, probably there is something that has been involved, i want to break it and can't be clean, so i toss each other, it's better to..."
ssa couldn't help but laugh a little, and qiushui's eyes flashed: "great, he has learned a lot of lessons, i believe he will cherish it this time." why
laugh bitterly and did not speak. song juhan will not cherish it well, until the last moment, there will be no answer, just think about the short life, even when to die is not sure, and why bother to think about when a person will change his heart.
if you like it, go and take it, and then do your best and obey your destiny.
ssa gently covered her heart, and even such a dramatic action, she did it so gracefully, she seemed so happy that she didn't know how to be good: "if you are not busy these days, just live here, okay?" he nodded
, "you've worked hard these days."
ssa smiled: "there is no way, i did not teach him well, i should bear the consequences." why
hesitated for a moment: "that song he..."
"you don't have to pay attention to him, i will talk to him well, no matter what, he cares about ju han." <
he thought to himself, song he really cared about song juhan, but the selfishness of this father and son was almost the same.
why sat on the edge of the bed, quietly looking at song ju's face in his sleep, his already thin cheeks were slightly sunken at this time, looking very haggard, lying on the bed, his body sunk into the bed, almost like a seriously ill person.
why did he feel that song juhan made such a fuss again, and his heart would not be able to stand it.
suddenly, song juhan's eyelashes trembled.
shocked, he grabbed the book in his hand and casually turned the page, his eyes fixed on the book, but the afterglow was aiming at the bed.
song juhan slowly opened his eyes, from misty to awake, it took only a short period of two seconds, and then he instinctively shouted: "why..."
why put down the book: "you are awake." song juhan
turned his head to look at him, reached out and grabbed his arm, and his eyes lit up: "you are really here." "of
course i am." why did he say, "hungry?" song juhan
stared straight at he gu, with a longing that seemed to swallow him into his stomach, and trembled and said, "i thought i was dreaming."
"if you're hungry, you're going to hallucinate, so eat something."
song juhan nodded.
why did he get up to get his meal, but song juhan didn't let go: "don't you go." "i'll
go get you something to eat." <
song ju looked at him calmly, "when are you coming back?"
"ten seconds." he pointed to the table, "right on the table."
song juhan lifted his neck with all his strength and glanced at the insulation cover on the table, before releasing his hand.
why did he open the insulation cover, the food was indeed still hot, he brought the tray to the head of the bed, and helped song juhan up, "hurry up and eat something." song juhan
revealed a weak smile: "you feed me." the moment he grabbed just now consumed the last bit of strength in his body.
why stirred the porridge with a spoon, scooped up a spoonful, and brought it to his mouth.
song juhan was simply full of joy and opened his mouth to eat.
"you haven't eaten for so many days, you can only drink some porridge first, otherwise the stomach will react."
song juhan didn't care what to eat at all, he only had something in his eyes and mind now, chewing with his mouth open like a robot.
why was he a little unbearable to see, put down the spoon, helplessly said: "can you eat well?" "how
come i didn't eat well." song juhan opened his mouth "ah".
somehow scooped up a large spoonful and shoved it into his mouth. <
after eating a large bowl of porridge, song juhan obviously looked a little more energetic, he grabbed he gu's hand, stared at he gu intently, and would smile from time to time.
"you're enough, don't look at it, panic." he handed him the medicine and boiled water, "take the medicine, and call the doctor to give you the nutritional solution in a moment."
"don't bark, i don't want to see anyone right now." song juhan hugged he's arm, "you can accompany me."
"don't make a fuss, you're in a weak body right now, and the injuries on your arms need to be reviewed."
"i really don't want to see anyone." song juhan stared at he, "is it okay for you to accompany me?"
"no, you're going to see a doctor now." why did he take his hand back and said slightly seriously, "can you obey at this time?" song juhan
immediately sat up straight: "yes, not only this time, but also obedience in the future." why
cry and laugh.
he called the doctor over, the doctor and nurse examined song juhan, infused ssa to see that his son finally "lived" over, reprimanded him fiercely, song juhan, despite being weak, kept laughing and giggling.
song juhan had good physical fitness, and within a few days he recovered his spirits and was able to walk and jump. tthe wound on his head was removed, but his arm was still in a plaster cast, and his mobility was inconvenient, but at this time, he seemed to only need to open his legs, and he could follow him with his legs.
song he has not appeared since that day, and it has always been vanessa who stays behind to take care of them, and occasionally cooks a few colorful western dishes herself, but the taste is uneven.
why read books every day, feed the fish, accompany song juhan, and live a very idle life. he still seemed to be unable to get along with song juhan harmoniously, always feeling that there was something between the two of them, and song juhan also found that the more he wanted to be close, the more prosaic he behaved, which always made him feel very depressed.
in the evening, why did i receive a call from my mother, who said with mixed feelings that qin qing had been investigated, that the li family's father and son had paid bribes a few years ago had been turned over, and that the shares in her hands would shrink. but after experiencing some reasons of being kidnapped, she really wanted to open a lot, and it was ineffective to persuade so many times in the past, but it was the crazy act of the li family's father and son that made her really understand the weight of money.
he also advised: "this is a good thing, if they continue to get away with it, we will always be afraid."
"yeah." sun qing sighed, "i also figured it out, nothing compares to our family together." she paused, "when you say this, will it be song he who did it?" "it is
possible that a few years ago, everything that could be done, willing to make this effort, and have this ability, is probably only song he." <
sun qing said with some emotion, "i didn't expect to take the power of these two fathers and sons in the end, and i didn't know whether to be happy or bad."
"in any case, this matter is good for us, even if the investment company takes the opportunity to reduce the price, you should sell it."
"well, that's what i think, the same price, i just sell it to others, and it won't be cheaper for the li family."
"by the way, how are susu these days?"
"it's okay, she knows better than you think, she also doesn't like the li family, so many years, except for li chengxing, which li family has put her in the eyes, as for her father, i believe she can finally understand." 」
"that's fine." why is the most worrying thing about is vegetarianism, but some pain is difficult to avoid.
after hanging up the phone, why did he turn around and be shocked, song juhan was actually looking at him not far away, he calmed down, "didn't you take a shower?" song juhan shook the plaster cast on his hand, "the
nurse has something to do at home, go first, i can't wash it alone."
why frowned and unceremoniously debunked him: "do you want me to wash you?" song juhan
smiled and said, "then do you wash me?"
"you don't have to wash it today, and it's not dirty." why turn around and go. <
as soon as song juhan's long arm was extended, he grabbed his waist, pressed his lips to his ear and said, "but i just want you to wash me." why the
body stiffened and wanted to push him away.
although song juhan could only move his right hand, his strength was also frightening, and he was imprisoned like iron tongs, and he said with some grievances: "why do you always hide from me?"
why did he look up at him: "we meet 24 hours a day, how can i hide from you?" song juhan
stared at him for two seconds, then suddenly lowered his head and took his lips and sucked hard.
why's heart suddenly beat like a drum, and accepted the kiss stiffly and passively, surging with blood, but endured without responding.
the four warm lips slowly parted, and song juhan said softly, "you are hiding from me." why did he
frown: "i immediately stripped naked and slept with you now, so as not to avoid you?" song juhan let go of
his arm and said somewhat frustratedly, "i don't mean that, it's just... forget it, i know you have a heart knot, let's take it slowly, how long i am willing to wait for you, wait for you..." song juhan stared at he's eyes, his gaze firm and gentle, "truly accept me." hhis
eyes flickered, and he finally said nothing.
what can't be accepted, he is not a woman, sex is not shameful to him, if it is wishful thinking, it is even more unlikely that he is taken advantage of, he is just, just afraid that song juhan knows the desire in his heart, which makes him feel a little humiliated.
he has never thought how addicted he is, but like most men, he really likes to do - love, and the section of zhou heyi is of course beautiful, but he still feels that it is not tasteful enough, the person who is most familiar with his body in the world and can bring him the most pleasure - sense, right in front of him, leaving aside everything, the man's lower - half - body is very honest.
but song ju's cold wounds were not good, and he was not so hungry and thirsty. as for the little obstacle in his heart, since he had decided to start over with song juhan, it should not be a problem, at least, a problem he had to solve himself.
song juhan seemed to sense some thoughts about why, and gently kissed his hair: "i have a request, you must promise me."
"huh? what the? "what
are your thoughts in your heart, what are your demands on me, what you are dissatisfied with, what you are angry about, what you are happy about, what you want, what you don't want, you must tell me." song juhan said seriously, "how many communication errors there are between us, you should also know in your heart." you always like to stuff everything in your heart, i don't know if i'm wrong, i'm wrong you scold me, beat me, as long as you are not happy, i will change, is not to tell me, and then accumulate to a certain extent, with me to calculate the general ledger, i am really afraid of you.
why do he know that he has this problem, he is so born, disdainful of complaining, unwilling to argue, not good at explaining, he feels that what men can solve by themselves, they digest it internally. as a result, many, many things that he had endured for a while were buried in his heart layer by layer, accumulating deeper and deeper, accumulating heavier and heavier, and when it finally broke out, the power was unimaginable to even himself. he used temporary "generosity" to continuously lower his bottom line, and as a result, the bottom line did not lose its resilience, but rebounded at the bottom, hurting himself and hurting others.
he nodded: "you are right, we should communicate in time." song juhan breathed a sigh of
relief, smiled, and couldn't help but kiss him twice on the face, and then went back to the original topic: "then you help me take a bath, okay?" you see, whatever i think, i'll say it honestly.
"you don't have a face." why say coldly.
"i only don't want your face." song ju hugged he wei coldly and crookedly, and his eyes were full of gentle smiles.