cheng wen didn't speak either, just looked at him quietly, silently shedding tears, and his pale lips trembled slightly, as if he was hiding some kind of great
pain.
jian qing thought that he had not seen his parents for too long, and for a moment he was overly sad, sighed, reached out to help him wipe his tears, and said softly, "don't be sad, if you don't want your parents, next time i will accompany you back." "it's
not too early, hurry up, and when you get back to the capital, it will be estimated that it will be eight or nine o'clock." he patted him in the face and turned to leave.
cheng wen stood still, looking at the straight back, and said in a dumb voice, "ah qing, i'm not leaving."
jian qing frowned and looked back at him, "what are you talking about?"
cheng wen lowered his head and said softly.
"this is my home where i should go."
"you and ran ran will get married at the end of the year, and i will not attend the wedding to wish you happiness."
at that time, his stomach should have been very large, even if he wanted to go, he couldn't go, so as not to make the scene too ugly.
jian qing's face gradually sank, and he went forward to take his hand with a cold face, "what are you talking nonsense again?" come back with me. the
strength of his hand was not small, cheng wen was dragged to a halt, his abdomen was slightly painful, he covered his stomach with a white face, shook his head and cried, "i don't go back
" "ah qing i don't go back"
"what the hell is wrong with you?!" jjian qing's patience had reached its limit, and he had traveled so far and wide to accompany this stupid man back to sacrifice himself, and as a result, he actually thought of leaving him, and he couldn't help but feel angry.
"brain cramps?" a good big house for you to live in, but to run back to this kind of bird does not place, on your family that broken house can live in people? "besides
, what does my marriage to cheng ran have to do with you?" wouldn't it be okay for you to be a babysitter at my house?
"don't forget that you still owe me money and are ready to settle the bill, aren't you?" i tell you, hugh wants to get rid of me so easily.
cheng wen only felt that his heart was like a knife, and his wrists were also pinched and painful, and he twisted his eyebrows in pain and trembled, "you will soon have your own
baby when you get married"
"if i continue to keep it, it will cause you trouble."
"there are many people outside who are better than me, there are many aqing who can find a new one"
"i will pay back the money tomorrow i will go out to find a job to work, i will definitely pay you back"
"i will pay you back"
jian qing saw his tearful look, a little soft-hearted, he let go of his hand slightly, but his tone became stronger, "can you afford it?" "just
by virtue of a fool like you, you can only earn fifteen thousand a month in the capital, and the wages in this broken place are even lower, and you are ready to return to the year of the monkey and the month of ma?"
"don't forget what you said when you borrowed money from me, you said you would pay off my debt as a nanny." <
"less nonsense, before i really get angry, hurry back with me."
cheng wen's face was miserable, his hands trembled and he grabbed jian qing's right hand, crying helplessly, "i will return the money to you for five years, ten years, i will save money and use it,
i will definitely return it to you"
"i beg you."
"ah qing, you let me go, i don't have anything, i only have a baby"
"are you okay with me letting me keep him?"
"i really can't go back, i can't go back"
it only took a moment to understand, and the mood was much better, "you're afraid that i'll let you beat up the child, so you want to leave me, don't you?" cheng wen's
thin body stiffened slightly, and the panic under his eyes became more and more intense, "i will not hinder you by living here with my baby"
"i will not tell others who the father of the child is"
"i beg you to let me keep him."
"i'll kowtow to you," he panicked as he knelt down.
jian qing's heart tightened, quickly grabbed him, and frowned, "don't move and kneel for me, i don't know how i think i am."
"if you really want to keep it, keep it, cheng ran, i'll say it."
"he is also for your own good, worried about your future life, and thinks it will be difficult for you to have a child alone, so he advises you to take the child away." <
"don't cry, always shed tears, it's not good for children, and it's a little crying bag when it's born later."
in fact, when cheng ran proposed to cheng wen to remove the child, he felt that it was not very appropriate, after all, he had seen the appearance of this idiot after the abortion, and he knew what the child meant to him.
just thinking about what can be persuaded is to persuade, and if it can't be persuaded, it is not forced.
he didn't want anything really to happen to him.
"don't make a fuss, go home." seeing that the day will be completely dark after spending more time, there are no street lights in this area, the ground is also potholed, it is not easy to walk, jian qing simply picked up the man, stepped on his legs and walked back, "don't mention this kind of thing in the future, this time forget it, if there is another time, i will be really angry."
cheng wen nestled quietly in his arms, and the pain in his heart was not reduced by one point because of his words.
jian qing was right, he was really afraid that if he went back with him, he would be forced to beat the baby in his stomach.
at the same time, he was also afraid to face cheng ran's hateful and disgusted eyes, because of his father's affair, he felt guilty about him.
the little fool had already secretly decided in his heart that he wanted to stay away from their lives, as long as ran ran and ah qing were happy, it didn't matter how he was, he just wanted the baby in his belly. <
but why did ah qingming not like him, and had to leave him behind?
the black bmw stopped at the entrance of his house's alley, and when he returned, he walked slower, taking nearly fifteen minutes.
no one spoke along the way, until they reached the car, the driver opened the back seat door, and when jian qing was ready to tuck the man in his arms into it, cheng wen slightly grabbed his shirt, grabbed the door frame with one hand, and said with red eyes, "ah qing, i really don't want to go back."
jian qing moved a moment, and the expression on his face turned into cold ice, "you say it again." this time he was
really angry.
"i'm not going back," cheng wen lowered his head and said in a dumb voice.
"okay." jian qing nodded, put the person down, looked at the thin man in front of him, and smiled, "i ask again, are you sure?"
cheng wen nodded invisibly, his eyes swollen.
"cheng ran is an artist under my company, do you know about this?" jian qing's voice had always been good, low and magnetic, and it seemed inexplicably dangerous in the dark of night.
cheng wen looked up sheepishly, not understanding why he suddenly mentioned this, "i know." "as
long as i ordered the company to hide him, he would no longer be able to take over the drama, receive the notice, and there was no way to terminate the contract with the company, he had just debuted not long ago, and he could not afford to pay a huge liquidated damages, so he could only spend it like this."
"do you know what time means for an artist?" <
"it means life."
"if you can't take advantage of the fire when you are young, it will be difficult to compete for a place in the entertainment industry when you are older."
"ran ran mentioned his dream to you, right?" he said that he wanted to be a movie emperor, to be a singer, and to let this generation of people always remember him.
"but if one day he finds that his dream has been destroyed by his brother's own hands, guess what will happen to him?"
there was a faint smile hanging from the corner of jian qing's mouth, and the danger hidden under that smile made cheng wen's hands and feet chill, and he was so confused that he couldn't say half a word for a while.
"he's going to hate you." jian qing gently spat out the words. "so, have you thought about it?"
''stay, or obediently follow me home.'' he didn't
really understand most of what the other person said, but he probably understood the general meaning, that is, if he didn't go home with him, he would let ran ran's career fail.
cheng wen took a step back in a daze, there was no trace of blood on his small face, and he said blankly, "why? "
yeah, i love him, but that doesn't stop me from punishing you."
"even if he doesn't work, i can raise him for the rest of his life." <
"but without the career he loves, cheng ran will certainly not be happy, he will become a useless waste like you, become an appendage of men, and the culprit who causes all this is you" jian qing, like brainwashing, instilled these cruel words into the inflexible brain of the little fool.
"don't" cheng wen broke down and cried, he already owed his brother, if he lost his career again, he would never be able to forgive himself. "ah
qing, don't do this to him"
jian qing suddenly turned cold and yelled at him, "then obediently get into the car!" talking
to this idiot is a waste of words.
cheng wen was frightened and trembled, xu was frightened, the baby was restlessly churning in his stomach, some pain, he did not dare to cry again, and obediently got into the car with a small white face.
then jian qing sat down next to him and closed the car door with a loud noise.
the black bmw soon drove out of the remote village and into the road.
dim street lamps spilled into the carriage, reflecting the man's clear eyes full of sadness.
if he stays, ran ran will hate him, and if he leaves, ran ran will hate him even more.
the road to the future had already had some direction, but it was shrouded in a fog and there was no hope.
cheng wen put his hand on his bulging stomach with some uneasiness, tightening it slightly.
who can tell him what he should do
along the way there is no traffic jam, at eight o'clock to the jane family villa, cheng wen silently followed jian qing into the door, he turned around and was just ready to close the door, the other party suddenly turned him back and pressed on the door, reaching out to probe under his clothes.
jian qing's rough movements made cheng wen feel a little painful, and the fierce look in his eyes made him instinctively feel frightened, and he called out uneasily, "a qing"
, "don't make it seem as if you want to go home like you want your life."
"don't even think about it until i don't allow you to leave."