Hello Lovely's I hope you enjoy this one. INCLUDES: paci and stuffie PRONOUNS: she/her MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ YANDERE THEMES, DEATH, SWEARING, MENTION OF ABUSE AND LOSS OF SANITY. This is probably the darkest thing I've ever written. You have been warned.
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Y/n's pov
It was a nice day, I hadn't had to see him yet. It was peaceful without him, every night i dreamed of a day where he's gone and none of this happened. But as I said a dream. This is real...and I'll never be able to escape a powerful man like katsuki bakugou. I don't know exactly how long I've been her but I know it's been over 6 months.
I cup the water in my hands and pour it over my face as I rub it in "remember to clean your face every night and day. I can't have my little baby dirty" I hear his voice say in my head. Once I'm done washing my face I go and sit at my desk where I start to read a book. It was a kids book, because after all I'm "only a little girl" as he put it...
"Good morning baby, how was your sleep" I could hear him say as he walked into me room, i tense up "it's was good...daddy, how was yours?" I asked "lonely without you. I told you to sleep in my bed so you could be there when I get back from work" he Said. I could hear a bit of anger in his voice. That put me on edge. "I'm sorry daddy, I just got so sleepy and I fell asleep on my bed, by accident" I said.
"Hmm okay, let's get you into some little clothes" he said. He then picked me up by my waist from where I was sitting and placed me on the bed "now do you want this dress, or this one?" He asked holding up two different dresses "can I have that one...please" I asked "of course sweetie"
After he changed me he brought me to the lounge room and sat me in my high chair "okay now daddy's going to make breakfast, you can play with your stuffie while I do that" he said. He left me with my stuffie and headed to the kitchen to make us breakfast "damn!" I heard him yell "what's wrong daddy?" I asked "we don't have any eggs! I'll have to go down to the shops, I'll be back in ten minutes baby" he said as he ran to the door to leave
Wait...did he just leave me unsupervised...and not tied up?! I couldn't believe it! This is my chance. I think of a plan for a little bit before I make my escape. I wriggle out of the high chair, it falls over and run over to the window. It's unlocked! I can't believe my luck (it's a trap, don't do it y/n!) I hear a voice say "what?" I look around and no one's there (don't do it! He'll hurt you) it says again. I know I should probably listen, but I don't.
I jump out of the window and land on the soft grass, grass I haven't felt in 6 months. I run, and run and run and run. I can't afford to be found. Who knows what he'll do to me... I've been running for over ten minutes, katsuki must be home now...
Katsuki's pov
I run up to the front door with the bag in my hand. I unlock the door and open it, but I'm met with the feeling of something not being right...she's not going to be here. I walk into the kitchen and my gut feeling was right. Stuffie and high chair on the floor. Window open... "FUCK!" I yell. I drop the bag and run towards the window. I can't see her.
I jump out the window and use my explosions to propel me into the sky so I can see what's below me. {I can't believe I let this happen! I can't believe she would do this to me! After all I've done for her...I guess I still have a lot of training to do with her} I think to myself.
I can see her running. I lower myself until I am on the ground as well.
Y/n's pov
I hear I loud thud on the ground behind me, I look behind me and it's katsuki. My eyes widen as fear fills my whole body "why did you run? Do you not like your room? Do you not like me?" He asked I'm stuck in place fear pulling me back "I-I" I can't say anything "is that all you have to say princess? Big girls use their words" he says. I don't say anything, he's playing his mind games again.
"It's okay, I know you can't use your words, your only a little girl. My baby. But it's okay daddy can speak for you" he says, he walks towards me slowly. "If you come back with me willingly now y/n I won't punish you. Instead you and daddy can have cuddle time" I done know what to do...I fell helpless, the only thing I've know for the past 6 months is doing what he says and letting him decide what I do.
I crumble. I fall to the ground and start crying "I'm-I sowwy daddy! I no wants punishment! Pwease don't make me go back to the room!" I cry into my hands. I would rather do anything else in the world then go back in that room only for one night.
"Aw it's okay baby, daddy knows you don't like the room. Daddy doesn't like putting you in it either. My poor little baby, you even have a gash on your little hand" he says. He picks me up and wraps my legs around his waist. He kisses me forehead "don't worry daddy won't put you in the room. But do something like this again and it might be your permanent bedroom" he says.
Bakugou pov
I fly back to the house with her in my arms. She's clinging to my shirt, shaking and crying. I don't like to see her like this, but if it's keeps her good and under my control, then I'll keep reminding her about the room. When we arrive at the house I look down and she's sucking on her thumb "princess, don't suck on your thumb, here." I move her hand away from her mouth and put a pacifier in her mouth "much better" I say.
I walk to my bedroom and lay her down on her side of the bed. I then get in my side and pull her the my chest. She's still shaking from fear. (Calm her down. Your her daddy. Comfort your baby) I can hear a voice say. I start humming her favourite lullaby to try and calms her down "hey, shhh it's okay baby, daddy's got you. Your safe with daddy. After all daddy would never do anything to hurt you" I say.
I know it's a lie. I have hurt her before. "D-daddy! Pwease stop! I-It hurt! AAA" and I feel really bad about it... "Im sorry... I'm so sorry little one" maybe if I hadn't gone that far in the room then maybe she wouldn't flinch every time I touch her. "P-please stop.." Or get scared every time I walk in the room, "please leave m-me alone" or have a panic attack every time she makes the smallest mistake. "I-I didn't mean to! I'm sorry! IM SORRY" I'm her daddy I was meant to protect her. "I'll always protect you y/n I'll never let anyone hurt you" I was meant to be the one that comforts her. The one who she run's to when she's sad, "daddy...they were being mean to m-me..." but no.
I lost myself, I was so worried about protecting her from the monsters of this world, that I didn't realise that I'm the monster. *y/n crying* I'm the person she fears the most in this world. "your being scawy daddy" I never wanted this to happen, but my selfish desires ruined it all. "Katsuki! Please stop! I Can't take this anymore!" We dated in high school. "I love you katsuki! Your the best boyfriend ever!" we were happy, she was happy. "Every time I'm around you, you make my day better" She smiled, she laughed, and she loved me genuinely. "I love you" But I ruined it all that day. "Bakugou...what are y-you doing?!" I like to blame it all on the room but it's not only that. It's what she saw me as that day...the day when I became a criminal, when I threw away my future as a hero. A monster. "Y-YOUR A MONSTER! DONT TOUCH ME"
And now that's all I am, a monster. I want her back. "Please come back" The little girl in my arms isn't my y/n. "Y/n maybe if you would be a good girl then this wouldn't be happening" It's only a shell of the person she used to be. "Stop crying! It doesn't hurt that much!" She's gone now... and it's my fault..."stop being such a baby! You wimp!" all I every wanted to do was the bring her happiness "smile for me baby...*click* Aw look at that little smile" but in the end I gave her the opposite. I gave her trauma, sadness, grief, pain, anxiety and fear. "I-I'm scared...please stop I can't...brea..." And now it's my job to try and fix the broken doll in my arms, but I know that will never happen. "Y/N? BABY! PLEASE WAKE UP! IM SORRY! IM SO SORRY! I DIDNT MEAN TO"
After all, you can't bring back a dead person, it's basic knowledge. "I...I'm so sorry... baby! Please! Come back to me! I can't live without you!"
Explanation:
Okay so basically "the room" is where y/n died. She died because of bakugou punishing her, he went way to far to the point where he didn't even realised he killed her untill he noticed she stopped screaming. Y/n has been dead for months but bakugou is so insane and has lost all sanity, so he thinks that she's still alive. The scene with y/n in the morning is all imaginary, y/n running away? His imagination. But when he goes into the woods and finds her he digs up her dead body. And the quotes are flash backs of things he has said and she has said.
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Hello lovely's sorry this story was pretty scary and...yeah this made me cry, pretty badly. I think I honestly might delete this and rewrite it so it's more little space friendly and maybe I'll just put it on my yandere book. hope you have a good night/day!
Love - moon 🌙