DAY 63
JISOO
It's my first time going on a romantic date, and I don't know how I should act or do to impress my date tonight.
Damn, I already rummaged through my wardrobe and I don't know if my outfit will impress Roseanne.
It's difficult to date a K-pop idol because I have to look presentable and stunning, especially when there's a chance that a paparazzi will catch us in the middle of our date.
If our date was on the news the next day, I should look cool so people would think that Roseanne's date was not a fucking potato but instead a fucking gorgeous woman.
I will add insoles to my shoes so I will grow taller. Rosé height makes me insecure because I believe that I'm the top and she will be my bottom if we date each other.
Why does she have to be so tall?
I never miss drinking milk. I sometimes finish five cartons in one sitting, so why am I still small?
It sucks to be small...
MINGLES RESTAURANT SEOUL
I have arrived at the restaurant five minutes before eight (8) pm. I don't want to be late and make Roseanne wait for me. It's such a turn off.
Therefore, I decided to come here early so I could have time to practice what I was supposed to say when she arrived.
"[cleared throat] Hello, Rosé. " I said in a husky voice, which made me cringe. I shook my head and tried once more. "Good evening, Rosé. Thanks for coming."
"No, I sounded like I'm her business partner." I sighed and tapped my fingers on the table, frustrated and nervous at the same time.
"I'm so stupid. It's just a date with Rosé and I'm so nervous to the point where I feel like I will die from a heart attack." I held my heart and took a deep breath, calming myself.
"Well, it's normal to get nervous, especially since I'll be having a date with Rosé." My feet keep tapping the floor, thinking it would help me.
All of a sudden, I felt a warm breath against my right ear, which made my body shiver.
"There is nothing to be nervous about, my date." Rosé whispered into my ear, chuckled sweetly, and sat in front of me. "You look amazingly different tonight."
I felt my cheeks heat up.
"Y-you too." I mentally cursed myself when I stuttered.
"No need to be nervous, Unnie, or should I call you Jisoo?" She asked, looking at me directly in my eyes, which made me feel very weak.
"You decide." I responded, internally sighing in relief that I hadn't stuttered.
"Okay, babe." She winked at me and covered her face with the menu, pretending she was choosing what to order. I catch a glimpse of her blushing before she even covers her face.
If anyone can see us right now, they will see smoke coming out of our heads because we are both blushing madly.
The waiter approached us and got our order. I noticed Rosé ordered a few dishes, which made me frown, but instead of asking her, I ordered a lot of food for her.
"Why did you order a lot? Can you finish all of it?" She asked, looking at me curiously.
"Who said that I'm going to finish it alone?" She just shrugged her shoulders and I continued speaking. "We are having dinner together, so it means we will eat everything I order together."
She smiled at me.
"Okay." She said shyly.
When the food arrived, we started eating, and I couldn't help but look at Rosé, who was slowly eating, and she was not devouring it like how she usually eats, but instead she was like, anxious.
"Is there something wrong?" I asked worriedly, and she shook her head.
I continue eating as I secretly observe her.
Then I realized what she was doing.
"Yes, we are on a romantic date, but that doesn't mean that you will eat less and eat like you are too shy to open your mouth widely, so I will not be turned off. Just be yourself, Chaeyoung-ah. I like you not because of what I see on TV or who you are in everyone's eyes. For me, you are Park Chaeyoung, a good friend of mine and I wishes to be my love partner. "
"I'm sorry." She apologized, making me shake my head.
"No need to be sorry. Thank you for considering my preference, but my real preference is a woman who is true to herself, and that is Park Chaeyoung." I said, making her cheeks turn red and smile widely.
"Aren't you being too honest about your feelings?" She cutely giggles and continues eating, but this time like how she really eats.
"I just want you to know that I'm sincere and my feelings for you are nothing but sincerity and real." I grab the steak beside her and cut it into pieces. When she finishes her pasta, I put the steak in front of her. "Enjoy your food."
"I will."
EVERLAND THEME PARK
After our dinner, I drove us to the Everland since Jennie told me to bring Rosé, and I knew that it would make Rosé happy.
Rosè was wearing a disguise, so no one would notice her and might interrupt our date.
At first, she was relucant about going into the everland since a lot of people would see her, but I assured her that it's fine and no one would notice, especially when it's already night.
Therefore, I decided to rent the whole Everland, but the owner initially disagreed, saying there were lots of people visiting and they couldn't make them all go home.
Since I know someone who can help me, and that is my nice but bitchy friend, I called her and asked for a favor, which she grumpily complied with.
Jennie sounded like I interrupted her with something, which I believe had something to do with Limario because I heard Jennie angrily tell Limario to stay.
As soon as we arrived at the entrance of Everland, Rosé immediately dragged me inside while squealing excitedly, which made me smile and feel happy.
Because of her excitement, she didn't notice that no one was here except for us and the staff.
She brought me on the T-express, which made me gulp in fear. I wanted to tell Rosé that I couldn't ride it because it looked too scary and I'm afraid of heights, but the happy and excited look on her face was telling me to shut up and face my goddamn fear.
"Let's go!" She shouted in excitement, then grabbed my right hand, dragging me.
We took a seat right in the front. The staff was checking the safety belt and I couldn't help but ask them again and again if this fucking ride was safe.
When the ride was about to take off, I heard the staff say, "No one ever falls from riding the T-express, but maybe it might change tonight."
I looked at him in fear and he just laughed evilly. I made a sign of a cross and called to all the saints and gods that I knew as I held tightly to the handle.
"Open your eyes, Jisoo. Look at the view." I heard an angelic voice, which made me open my eyes.
I saw how beautiful the moon is. It's shining brightly with the stars. I turned my head beside me to see Rosé smiling sweetly at me and she was holding my hand tightly.
Then we fell from the top of the peak of the railroad, which made me shout on top of my lungs, hitting the possible highest note ever.
"OH MOTHER OF GOD!!!!" I shouted, and I heard Rosé laughing as she raised our hands in the air. "SAVE ME!!!"
The whole ride consists of me shouting in fear while Rosé shouts in happiness. She loves riding this fucking goddamn scary ride.
After the ride, both of my legs are wobbly and I can't walk without Rosé supporting my body. I just keep my head hung low as we walk around.
She helped me sit in the seat and I heard something just close, which made me frown. I looked up to see that we were inside the ferris wheel cabin.
Before I could even talk, the ride started moving. I just stared at Rosé, watching her enjoying the view. I secretly took a photo of her and didn't bother to watch the beautiful view because I know Rosé is more beautiful than anything or anyone.
All of a sudden, I received a message from Jennie, which interrupted me from taking the Rosé stolen shots.
MY BITCHFRIEND😾
>Enjoy💋
I flinched when I heard something explode, and I looked outside to see there were fireworks.
It's so beautiful.
I dropped my phone and froze in my position when I felt something soft against my left cheek.
Rosé kissed me.
"Thank you for bringing me here. I enjoyed it." She said this with a wide smile plastered on her face, making me smile as well as a fool.
"You're welcome." I responded and Rosé took a seat beside me, then she rested her head on my shoulder as we watched the firework display.
•••
After my date with Rosé, I drove her to her family house. She invited me inside, but I refused, telling her it was already late and she should already take a rest.
But to be honest, I'm just not ready to meet her parents, especially when we just have one date and we are not official yet. Also, I don't have the confidence to talk to them and I might just embarrass myself because I know I will stutter as I talk to them out of nervousness.
Before she went down from the car, she gave me a tight hug and kissed me on my right cheek, thanking me, which I just reciprocated with a smile and a nod, because I didn't know what to say and the kiss didn't help me to think.
I watched her as she went inside of their house. She was skipping happily, which made me chuckle.
Once I didn't see her figure anymore, I drove to my penthouse with a wide grin plastered on my pretty face.
I dashed to my bedroom, slumped in my bed, and yelled at the top of my lungs against my pillow, flustered by what had happened.
Ting!
I heard my phone make a sound, indicating I had received a message.
Chaeyoung-ah❤
> Have a good night and a sweet dream. I'm looking forward to our next date.
That's it!
"AHHHHHH!!!" I shouted like a little girl that her crush finally noticed her while I was squirming like a worm in my bed.
I threw the pillow and jumped in my bed a couple of times before I finally calmed down. I sat down properly and stared at my phone, thinking about what I should reply to.
11:37PM
> Good night, Chaeyoung-ah. I hope your day was as lovely as you are, and you will wake up feeling just as beautiful as ever.