Loving you...Isn't always eas...

By jimininiiiii

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A story about hate, love and mistakes. One story with seven different people. How can you just forget what's... More

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A lilac in a field full of roses.
"Make him smile, just one more time".
I don't know what to do hyung
"I'm gonna kill you Kim Seokjin".
It's probably a mistake.
I'm never gonna let you feel pain again
his brother's soulmate's brother
You can't put him into a lions den and expect him to come out alive.
How do you kill the beast when it lives inside of you?
his eyes refused to believe it
My love for him FELT real
I feel like a bad army!!!!!!
The MAIN and ROOT cause of it all
It can only get worse before it can get better
His body rejected jin's
Drowning in his own misery
It's not your fault, it never was
EOMMA!
You can't give up without putting up a fight
That's your ex mate
Almost...the faultless soulmate
Take a picture it will last longer
6th wheel ๐ŸŽก
"Omega...you will do as I say..."
He can never truly escape me
Kiss the pain away
That should have been me
We need to find him
Hyungs please save me....
He's gone...
I was worried...
Please be okay...
I won't let you go alone...
That's what I was waiting to hear
You aren't him
What is wrong will always be wrong
We don't hurt the people we love
I always have
It's bubs not Taehyung
Their light in a dark alleyway
Maybe we aren't meant to last
I'm sorry it had to be this way
Just let us be one again
My life's incomplete without you two
I have a plan!
Do I still deserve this much hate?
We are only complete as three
I miss destiny
I missed them plain and simple
Fighting for their love
A dream that cannot come true
Crazy in love
Wandering in a frolic of its own
PTD ~ Day 2 concert pictures!!!
Let me live our dream?
Ironic because he was mine
Life goes on...
And he did
I wish he doesn't leave me
Hyung just stop it already
His hyung was safe with him
Finally set free
Loving me isn't always easy
Oh I'd do that all over again
It was our little family
Yoongi loves holding hands
A rose in a field full of lilacs.
Thank you!!! Plus shameless self promotion

Their little omega

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By jimininiiiii

Have you ever wondered what Eomma Min looks like? Well this is my idea of her. I think she's an actress but I'm not sure. Eomma Min is meant to look warm and inviting and this is how I perceive her.

Namjoon POV:
I'm so glad I can spend some time with Yoongi hyung. I feel like I need this. I need Namgi before I can get NamTaeGi back.

I want to feel like how I did before Taehyung came. I love Taehyung so much but I wanted to be with Yoongi hyung and just embrace him. I wanted to be the submissive one for the time being.

Then I wanted to spoil Tae with all my love.

I took a deep breath as me and Yoongi hyung came to my room. He looked at me and pulled his arms out.

I walked up to him and just let him embrace me. He sniffed me and said "You smell like Tae with a mixture of yourself and ugh it's driving me crazy".

I chuckled in his embrace and said "What shall we do hyung? I want to spend as much time as I can with you".

He hummed and said "Whatever we do it doesn't matter as long as I am with you".

I blushed at that...it was such a nice feeling having my hyung back.

I pulled away and pulled him to the bed. "Let's just watch a movie and cuddle, I just want to be in your arms hyung."

He laughed and for gosh sake I loved that laugh...it may sound cheesy but it was music to my ears. His laugh was low and soft it made me feel so alive and like I was in some dream.

Then that smile he always did, that gummy one. You could see all his perfect teeth the beautiful white shade of them plus the pink off his gums.

I was melting away with this man's beauty and a part of me didn't believe that I was the lucky one that stole this man's heart.

He spoke in a soft voice "I thought you too were an alpha Joon". I smiled at his words and said "When I'm with you hyung I am the most submissive and I don't care if I act like an omega...that concept shouldn't even exist but I like it. I love the way you pamper me, hold me and kiss me. It makes me realise how much life is worth living because I get to wake up to you...the freaking love of my life."

Yoongi hyung looked taken aback by that but nonetheless he gently pulled me to him and held my face. "May I kiss my sweet not so little mate?" I smiled at his words and nodded.

I leaned in and closed my eyes, the kiss was a sweet soft one. Where our lips felt like they were barley touching yet I still felt the sparks, the euphoria.

We just kept them together like they were meant to be that way. There was no tongue and no aggressive sucking it was just us completing each other.

I felt like a school girl at prom who FINALLY got a kiss from her crush. I was internally screaming because damn I missed those lips.

We pulled away and he took the controller from besides me and said "What we watching my love?"

The 'my love' had me on cloud nine and I didn't know what to say. "Just scroll through Netflix hyung and we can decide".

He nodded and we scrolled for a while until we found a series. Initially we said we would go for a movie but this one series 'All Of Us Are Dead' seemed really interesting so we began watching that.

At the beginning I can't lie we actually watched the show and I'm guessing Taehyung knew we would watch movies or something because he got a maid to send us food and honestly I don't think we deserve Tae, he's so considerate.

We ate and cuddled as we watched. However, when we got to the third episode we forgot about the series instead I was just looking at hyung.

"Has Eomma not told you that staring is rude?" He spoke in a mocking tone. I rolled my eyes as I continued to look at him. "Has Eomma not told YOU that looking this hot is illegal? Like who even looks nice in sweatpants and a shirt?"

He looked at me and said "Clearly I do since you won't stop gawking after me".

I hid myself in his chest suddenly losing all my bravery. He laughed and held me close. "Where did my baby's bravery go? I was starting to enjoy that".

I just buried myself more into him and just hugged him. "I want to stay like this forever...does that make me sound too clingy?"

Hyung didn't reply for a second and I suddenly felt anxious waiting for his reply. Until it came and I wasn't expecting that at all. "Now why would you be clingy if you want to hold onto your mate all the time? You just finished your rut I expect that from you and even if you hadn't there's no reason to be embarrassed. Of course you're gonna be clingy I mean after all I'm your mate. THE Min Yoongi".

I pulled away and lightly hit him "How did you manage to calmly justify my behaviour AND compliment yourself at the same time?"

He pretended to think for a second before saying "Talent baby boy TALENT. Something you lack". I scoffed and said "They don't call me 148 IQ for nothing".

He sighed and said "For the nth time NO ONE calls you that."

I laughed at him and said "Jokes on you I have many professors who called me that". A/N: (And army!)

Hyung just pulled me closer to him again and said "Had".

I could only giggle at our little behaviour. We had spent so much time away from each other and instead of it being awkward it was comforting and it felt like we had never had that drift between us. It felt like we were always together never apart.

They do after all say "we only fight with the ones we love".

"Hyung do you remember that one time when we were both newly together in Seoul after you had got back from your studies? And I had that one nightmare? Do you remember how you consoled me?"

Hyung thought for a second and hummed. "I can't believe I did that and I can't believe it worked for you too."

We both laughed and thought of that memory.

~ Flashback ~

Authors POV:
Namjoon and Yoongi were finally in their new apartment that they had brought together in Seoul.

They slept comfortably in their king sized bed and they were together right in the middle, in each other's arms.

During the night however, the two love birds moved away and Namjoon started having nightmares.

As a child Namjoon didn't have it easy. His father and mother weren't always around as they were always on business Namjoon had to take care of his younger brother Jimin.

Jimin was thankfully living at University right now. Once he graduates which won't be long he's gonna live with Yoongi and Joon because he doesn't want to go back to Busan.

There was no one there for him. Since their parents were always away.

Besides that Namjoon had a tough childhood he was always bullied for being 'too smart' and apparently the 'teachers pet'.

All of that had carried onto his early 20's and he was still a bit traumatised. This particular night due to extra stress he experienced a lot of nightmares about how he was bullied.

He woke up with a start and panicked silently to himself since he didn't want to disturb his hyung.

Yoongi however, was hardwired to act like a father. He had these instincts...these amazing genes that he used to understand everyone around him.

He quickly got up knowing something didn't feel right. The author as in myself will tell you it's because of their bond. Yoongi can after all feel what his Namjoon was feeling.

He quickly gathered up Namjoon in his arms and whispered "What happened Joon? Why are you crying?"

Namjoon didn't say anything he just held his hyung and weeped. His body was visibly shaking and he felt like any minute he would collapse due to the immense amount of pain he was feeling both physically and mentally.

In the end Yoongi waited for Joon to calm down enough to tell him what happened. "Hyung I had a dream about my past, the way I was always hurt and the things they did to me".

Yoongi just held on and listened to his mate telling him all the stories of how he was hurt. The way they made fun of his baby's eyes how they were ugly and that he should always cover them. Yet Yoongi always thought otherwise. The way he would describe gazing into Namjoon's eyes is like looking into a pool of honey. You will always feel safe because you see nothing but love in his brown orbs.

He listened to the cruel words about his hair apparently about how rough it was, how it made him look scruffy. That was never true Yoongi had literally seen all his childhood pictures.

Joon had amazing hair. It fell perfectly on his warm honey skin, it looked soft and like you would just run your hands in it and it would just calm you down.

Yoongi sighed and stopped Namjoon from talking "Baby I can't hear anymore insults about you especially not when you're so perfect".

Namjoon didn't agree though and he just cried harder. "Hyung just because you think I'm beautiful it doesn't mean I am. Everyone else hates me. They thought I was ugly. How can I take on my father's business with just brains? People like attractive young CEO's - that's the reality".

Yoongi got up from frustration and left Namjoon in the room Namjoon thinking he made Yoongi even more mad cried harder.

That's when Yoongi walked back in with some puppets they had found from the ex apartment holder and began putting on a show.

"Hi my name is Namjoon, and I'm going to show you how to defend yourself from bullies". Then Yoongi made the puppet hold it's waist and huff cutely.

Namjoon smiled lightly at that. Yoongi then used his other hand to bring another puppet and this time the puppet was looking all aggressive. "Hey listen here you're good for nothing and all you are is a nerd".

Yoongi made the little puppet that represented Namjoon laugh and reply in a sarcastic tone. "Calling me a nerd is a compliment thank you for that. Looks like someone has a little crush on me".

The other puppet looked away shyly and Yoongi popped his head up. "Joon those people were just jealous of you, they don't hate you they envied you. They wanted to be just like you. Heck some of them probably even had a crush on you. You need to learn to forget those who hurt you baby. Don't ever be ashamed thinking I still have night mares about some bullies. That's nothing to be embarrassed about. Our child hood plays a huge roll in our lives. Maybe that's why you did everything you could to make sure Jimin never went through what you did. I'm so proud of you for that Joon".

That had namjoon crying happy tears as he ran to Yoongi. Once their little hug and cheeky make out session was complete Namjoon grabbed the puppet that was his bully and threw it across the room.

"Serves you right! From now on I think about my present and my future with my alpha not about some bully who was just degrading and rude."

Yoongi laughed at his mate but kissed him nonetheless because damn how did he get so lucky to end up with such a cute and amazing mate he will never know.

They cuddled in each other's arms that night not even aware about how there's a special someone who's more than excited to meet them one day.

A person they will forever want to spoil and love. A person that was there to change their life.

In a good way of course.

That person was their bundle of joy aka our Taehyung. Their little omega.

~ End of flashback ~

Yoongi POV:
Me and Namjoon continued to reminisce the past. It was fun. I loved the casual little talks that we were doing. I missed this. I missed him.

We lay there on the bed, munching on snacks and just overall being there for each other. Namjoon told me about some songs he wrote, how he was managing the company and how his apa was still away with his Eomma.

I listened, letting it all sink in. Realising how much I truly missed from his life when we all fought.

I told him about me, how I was at the hospital how Yeonjun kept making fun of me and how he was there when I was losing all hope.

Like that our conversation continued and we just lay there talking and having fun.

I want this to continue forever.

Jungkook POV:
Eomma wanted facials then facials she would get.

We all sat down in the living space all of us in the massage chairs we got our bodyguards to bring out.

When I say bodyguards I mean the ones who keep us safe and guarded the house.

We all lay on the chair and turned it on as Jin hyung applied some of the masks Eomma had on me.

Jimin hyung applied it on Hoseok hyung and Eomma applied it on TaeTae hyung

Then me and Hoseok hyung applied it to our mates as TaeTae hyung applied it to Eomma.

We then had to wait some time so we got the maids to get us some snacks as we lay there comfortably with our eyes closed talking about all sorts of things.

I was excited for the sky diving trip so I initiated conversation on it. "Hyungs I'm so excited for the trip. I can't wait to go. When are we going?"

Hoseok hyung chuckled and said "The day after tomorrow kookie. We can go for the weekend."

I giggled excitedly and Jin hyung smiled at me before extending his arm for me to take. I ignored it on purpose and then he just aggressively grabbed it and brought it to his lips, kissing my hand softly.

If I didn't have my mask on then I guarantee he would have been able to see how red I became.

"Guys I'm gonna go and grab some more drinks from the kitchen I'll be back". Jimin hyung said and immediately once he had left Hoseok hyung sprang up from his seat and faced us and with the mask still on I had to admit he looked funny.

"Okay now that he's gone, I have to tell you all something. Iv planned a surprise for him and I need you all to help me. Also we are going to prank him and scare him to the absolute core".

We all nodded and TaeTae hyung excitedly spoke up. "Hyung spill!!!"

He told us the plan and we all had to silently agree it was mean...but definitely worth it. So we all nodded and said we would help.

"Who's gonna tell Yoongi hyung and Namjoon hyung?" TaeTae hyung spoke up.

I felt like it was the best opportunity to tease him so I said "Someone's missing their alphas a lot. Also you can tell them whilst you sit on their lap and cuddle them right hyung?" I ended slightly nudging Jin hyung.

TaeTae hyung went all red and we all laughed as Jimin hyung got back.

"Hey tell me the joke too!" He whined and we couldn't help but laugh more and NOT tell him so he gets frustrated.

He pouted and went to hug Hoseok hyung who was rolling on the floor laughing. "They're so mean hyung, you tell me". Hoseok hyung took one look at Jimin hyung and his laughter just increased.

This was a lot of fun.

Eomma then defended her Jiminie as she always does and said "Don't tease him, he's only small".

Jimin hyung pouted and agreed with her as he went to her for comfort. I rolled my eyes and said "No he isn't small, I'm the small one. In fact from all us omegas he's the oldest".

TaeTae hyung took this opportunity to tease me and said "Eomma look our kook is jealous, it's fine to be jealous jk after all after Jimin and me you're loved the most. Third best isn't too bad".

He knew how I hated losing and I was very competitive regardless of what it was so he obviously said those words and I couldn't help but pout like Jimin hyung did earlier.

They all laughed at me once again as my other two hyungs came down.

I ran to Yoongi hyung and hugged him still with my face mask on and said "Hyung they're bullying your kookie...tell them to stop".

Yoongi hyung chuckled and said who's bullying you? I replied with "All of them, especially TaeTae hyung".

We all went silent at that and even TaeTae hyung didn't know what to say. That was until Yoongi hyung broke the silence and said "Its fine kook, we all know that Eomma likes Jimin, then Tae then you. There's no need to be upset about it. Is there?" Then he tapped my cheek and moved towards the rest of them leaving me dumbfounded as they all laughed around me.

I crossed my arms and huffed as I went back to them. "You're all mean and I'm gonna leave the house one day watch me!" Jin hyung laughed as he held me by my waist and pulled me to his lap. "Okay let me know when you leave the house so I can count five minutes until you get back".

Again he teased and they all laughed so I just pulled my mask off my face and threw it in the bin besides me before hiding myself in my alphas embrace.

I mumbled a tiny "You're lucky I love you guys". Before completely wrapping myself away.

Authors POV:
Once the family had eaten and they had spent time together and individually they all got ready for bed.

Jinkook were in their shared room with Jin hugging the life out of Jungkook who wasn't complaining by the way.

They shared soft intimate touches and kisses loving the way the other felt around him. They parted slowly only to push themselves back into each other's arms and sleep comfortably.

Jin and Jungkook have a special bond. They're like cats and dogs...Tom and Jerry. They argue and fight but they can't live without each other. It's cute honestly.

Then we have Jihope who were in their room. They were talking about the sky diving trip because jimin was that excited. Hoseok smiled also excited to give Jimin his gift.

They both couldn't wait and it was for different reasons too.

Once Jimin walked into the bathroom to do his skin care Hoseok went over to his side of the bed and opened the door of his cupboard.

He pulled out something that sparkled under the light. He was so happy with it and couldn't wait to see Jimin's reaction. You could say Hoseok was a tad bit nervous too.

He quickly put it away and joined Jimin in the bathroom. As Jimin did his skin care Hoseok held him by the waist and buried his face into Jimin's neck.

The two held onto each other content in each other's arms. Jihope were the epitome of perfect soulmates and it honestly showed with the way they were.

Now our precious NamTaeGi, well they dropped Eomma off to her room and then stood outside of Taehyung's room. They all went inside and prepared for bed.

Once Namjoon and Taehyung settled down though Yoongi slowly got up and kissed their foreheads before trying to leave.

His mates however stopped him by questioning his actions. "Hyung why are you leaving? We are all sleeping together again right? Like this is our room. Our old room before everything. Why are you going?" Taehyung asked clearly upset with it all.

Namjoon also interfered and said "Yeah hyung we are all gonna sleep and cuddle together why are you going?"

Yoongi sighed and said "Maybe a little distance is needed. You guys just sleep I'll go to my room. I'm not far anyways".

Before his mates could protest further Yoongi ran out of the room to his own.

Okay so obviously Yoongi wanted to sleep and cuddle with his mates he missed them but he also missed teasing them. So instead he decided to take a shower in his room then go back to them so at first they think he's keeping his distance.

It was a cute plan and Yoongi just needed to execute it well.

Meanwhile, with Vmon they were dumbfounded. "He thinks a little distance is needed whilst I was throwing myself at him and we were kissing all so shamelessly?" Taehyung asks his alpha - Namjoon.

Namjoon wants to laugh at Taehyung because of his choice of words and because he's currently pouting whilst trying to think of reasons why.

Instead he decides to just nod holding onto his laughter and says "Same Tae I was also being very clingy and affectionate too".

Taehyung looked at Namjoon and said "So you too were throwing yourself at him hyung?" He asked so innocently and Namjoon bursted out laughing.

"Tae your choice of words has me wheezing". That's when Tae realised how funny it sounded and then both of their laughter's resonated in the big room that they called theirs.

Once the laughter died down though they both looked at each other and then at the door. Taehyung grabbed Namjoon by his wrist and said "Follow me!" And Namjoon did because damn Taehyung looked hot when he took control.

Taehyung marched them to Yoongi's room and he threw open the door. It was empty and they realised that their alpha was in the bathroom.

So then Tae dragged a very willing Namjoon to the bed and said "We will just lay here until he comes out. I want him to sleep with us. Why would he just leave and sleep alone? We are not leaving him alone anymore. I don't care".

Namjoon chuckled and laid down with Tae and said "Yes I agree. It's all three of us together sleeping. All three or non at all".

The both of them closed their eye lids and just rested on their bed. They weren't sleeping but neither were they awake. It was in between so they knew and were aware of their surroundings.

Yoongi came out of the shower, fresh after drying and wearing some comfortable pyjamas so he can go to his mates room and surprise them.

His hair was still a bit damp but he decided to just let it air dry now.

Once he walked out though he was met with a very endearing sight. His two mates were on his bed bang in the middle cuddling each other and the comforter was under them as they lay there shivering.

Yoongi wanted to laugh but the worry of them being colder than they already were stopped him and he quickly went to cover their bodies.

Once he was satisfied he smiled to himself. He missed them. The childlike behaviours they both had and all the messing around they did.

He wanted to go and surprise them but here they were surprising him. He silently switched off the light and went to lay in bed with his mates.

As soon as Namjoon and Tae felt the bed dip they turned around and literally strangled their hyung into their embrace.

Namjoon held both Yoongi and Tae as Tae buried himself into Yoongi.

"Joon, bubs what are you two doing? I thought you were asleep?" Taehyung smiled as he inhaled his mates scent and said "No way hyung I want to feel you next to me before I can sleep. I don't know about him though".

Namjoon pulled Taehyung's cheek and said "I'll have you know Tae I'm mad at him hence why I pretended to sleep. How dare you hyung just walk out away from us with the excuse of needing space? You weren't 'needing space' when we were throwing ourself at you and practically begging you to kiss us to which you happily complied to by the way".

Yoongi looked at his two mates and before he could even say anything they themselves started laughing. He raised a brow but couldn't understand what they meant when they kept whispering "Throwing" to each other.

Once they stopped laughing and tried to be serious Yoongi spoke "I was going to surprise you both and come back but looks like you guys surprised me."

The two mates smiled at that, smiled at the fact that their hyung too wanted this so badly. As badly as they themselves wanted it. It was a nice feeling.

It was a mutual one.

Taehyung huffed and said "I'm tired so good night my big babies." The two alphas smirked at that as Taehyung pecked both of their lips. Then he turned to sleep.

Yoongi and Namjoon weren't having it though. "Us and your babies? Taebear don't forget who makes you moan out their names".

Taehyung blushed at that but you couldn't see because of the dark.

Suddenly he felt a pair of warm lips on his neck and Tae could do nothing but invite them in as he arched his neck a bit for more access.

He even pulled the body closer to his by pulling them by their neck. He instantly figured the lips belonged to Namjoon because of the way he teased him. The kitten like licks and soft sucking.

If wasn't anything like Yoongi at all.

Then he felt a pair of lips on his own and he melted into the touch.

He loved having a pair of lips on his, it was always warm and inviting. It created butterflies and made Taehyung feel all giddy inside.

When Namjoon's lips trailed to a certain area on Tae's neck he pulled away from the kiss to moan out loud "Hyung".

That was when he was roughly pulled back into a kiss again. He didn't mind, it felt nice knowing someone craved him the way he craved them.

That night was filled with love, need and forgiveness.

Finally, it felt like NamTaeGi were complete.

They were only perfect as three.

~~~~~~~~~~~
Heyyyyyy guysss! Hope you're all well. I hope you enjoyed this chapter too.

What do you think the sky diving trip will unfold? What plan does Hoseok have for Jimin? Will it all go according to the plan?

Writing this chapter was low-key kind of cute, I think it explored the idea of a family very well and plus I got to talk a little about Namgis past.

Anyways as always eat healthy drink plenty and stay safe my lovelies 💜💜💜

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