who is this girl? but then I heard his voice from behind " babe am sorry but am driving and she just picked the phone up" "why are you calling her babe?" the girl said , " I will call you back later , just after some minutes" he said and the phone hang up, why was she asking him why he called me babe, and why is he driving this late with a girl whom obviously doesn't know that he have a girlfriend? , I really wanna go to his home but I still don't have much energy to handle any more bad things I am just so worried about what Lola said , that is the thing I should be thinking of now, that it the most hard thing now I just went back home but I didn't know what to do, I wanted to talk to my mom but that was going to be so hard how was I going to tell her that I might have STD this is just so crazy, I really wanted to call Lucas but I know that I shouldn't he said he's going to call so I better wait for him but what if he's cheating well I barely met him even though we are in a relationship but I know him only for 3 days so it's so hard to tell that he's not cheating or that he is I just went to my bedroom and sat on my bed
"Lucas"
I'm so worried about Creda she might be thinking that I'm cheating on her it was so late and a girl picked up my phone and I say that I was going to call but I didn't so she might get worried or even think that I'm cheating on her well she passed through a breakup and the boy that she thought was a good one turned out to be a bad jerk so how was she going to trust me she barely knew me, I actually didn't have the time to call her too me and Tyler were preparing Linda's bedroom and Linda was actually acting so weird she was asking a lot about who the girl was and I told her that she was my girlfriend but she didn't believe me she told I was saying like that just to avoid her so I wanted to let them meet tomorrow at school and on the other hand Tyler was being so awkward I know he loved girls but this is too much he was just acting like a jerk thinking that this was so hot then we finished preparing the bedroom then I told her to get in and to prepare her stuff and then walked out but she hold my hand and Tyler was so confused , "Tyler can you give us a minute?" I told him and he walked out "what do you want now?" "you, I want you , and what girlfriend are you talking about , we broke up a day ago, well I admit that I wasn't a nice girlfriend , but I have changed now, and every person deserves other chance, so you need to give me other chance please, and stop acting like you have a girlfriend and just let's get back together " ugh she really was annoying so I just pulled my hand back and left her , I really have to call Creda this Linda girl is really driving me crazy , then I called her and she picked up " hello" her voice was tired but I was still angry cause of Linda, "Linda how you" "wait who is Linda " she said , shit I really wasn't thinking straight and I called her Linda, am so fucked up now
"am sorry babe I was so busy, a friend moved in our house from my state cause she got a scholarship to our school, and we were making her bed and he room to be nice ,me Tyler and Linda we three were doing it and not only me and her okay", am just making it look so weird , "how can a friend stay with you , whose idea was it, I mean doesn't she have any other place to stay in? " Creda's voice was really calm which was scaring me more, "it was my uncle's idea babe I knew nothing about it" , "ok why was she asking you why you called me babe, haven't you told her you have a girlfriend ?" "bae chill, we started relation today, she came today , so please chill, and don't put any bad ideas in your mind, she's just a friend and now she knows that I have a girlfriend too, and I will let you two meet tomorrow okay" I really was scared and am lying to her by saying she's just a friend but if I said that she is my ex, then it will all just be over with me and Creda obviously, and I haven't even told her about Leila , if she found out before I tell her then am fucked up for real, "why haven't you told me about Leila?" wait what, she knows? "what about Leila?" I was trying to act normal " I know that she is your ex, and you lied to me" oh shit she knows but I didn't lied , I just didn't know that she goes to this school and that she is Lola's sister " but I haven't lied to you , I have told you that I have been with some girls to forget my ex " but then Linda came behind me " ow you was so in love with me that you have been with a lotta girls, just to get me out of your mind?" "yeah " I said but I didn't knew that Creda was saying something for me too and by her reply after my "yeah" it was like I just answered a question she was asking me "then why did you lie to me saying am your first and how could you ruin my life like this, why haven't you at least used protection?, ugh don't talk to me again, I hate you" she cried and hang up, wait what was she even talking about, I gave her pill for birth control, what else is she afraid of ,I just can't understand what makes her worry , it's not like I have a disease or something , I haven't lied to her or have had any weird kind of past with her , I never even have kissed Leila , we just were dating for a while but one day went to a party then she was so drank and was acting so weird and I didn't like those kind of things , things after getting drank , so I just left her alone and went home, may be that was my biggest mistake cause after that night she was texting me some weird things like how I did this to her and how I just left her after I get into her pants, I never even have slept with her in the same bed nor even had kissed her, but that made me think like she was so drank that she ended up having sex with some other dude but he left her their that when she wakes up she just thought that she slept with me, I fell so bad for that now , I never thought of it this deep but it's like she have been raped at that night and she thinks that it was me who did it, and by the things Lola was saying earlier it was like Leila have passed through some rough time, oh what have I done, "are you even listening to me?" I woke up from my thoughts by Linda's screaming , she was talking so loud like she said a lot but I wasn't paying attention at all "just fuck off girl leave me alone and go to your bed, I wanna go to my girlfriend now" "are you for real about her, is she even real? a girl who can make you get over me and go to her in the middle of the night just cause you guys had a fight" , "well yeah I loved her in those few days more than I ever loved you after all the times we spent together, well not actually together cause you were for a lot of boys " "it's not my fault every one wanted me" "well every one wants cheap things you know.. easy to get" I said and left her with a dropped jaw , I wasn't feeling bad at all cause I really were telling the truth I just then walked out of the house and was about to knock the door but then I remembered the time it really was late so I needed to climb a throw her window, I struggled to climb but I finally made it and luckily her window wasn't locked , as I was to get it I saw her with a towel and her hair was still wet but she was talking alone and was walking around her bed , "how can he do this to me, and I think that my future is all just ruined now, I can't be sick" wait why will she even be sick, was their any problem "am young to have STD ugh am just gonna be like Leila, well not being rude am just telling the truth, but that doesn't matter he fucked me and now am infected , ugh my generation is just so fucked up that we fear pregnancy more than a life time disease " "are you saying that I have STD? what the fuck?" I said and she screamed , "what are you doing here?" she was so shocked and while she was coming to make me go back her towels untied but she hold it up, uh I can't stop staring at her body and her wet hair "why are you looking at me like that? stop!" she was funny but even cute and uh so hot "it's nothing I haven't seen before" I said "ugh just stop it please and just go away from me can you? " "just listen to me first , I don't have any sickness like why would you even think like that? and who said I fucked Leila , I never did" "ugh stop lying she told me you fucked her but then left her the next day, and you give her this stupid sickness too" "O God January 7, I went with a party with her, she got drunk and was acting so weird that made me leave her , I left her their and went back home , then I got those weird texts from her on the morning , she surely slept with another man and thought it was me " "what are you saying" "yeah I know I did the wrong thing but trust me I wasn't the one who fucked her , wait I think I have a little proof" then I pulled my phone and scrolled my snapchats to January 7 while we were on the part and how drank she was, well she was the one taking those videos too, but then I left after midnight and I have some shots of the way back home, well I don't usually take videos of the road but that was like my first time going out that late and I liked the aesthetic look so I was capturing everything till I reached home "o come on this won't be a proof what if you have gone back to the party ?" ugh "ok I didn't wanted to do this but look" I said and scrolled my messages way back to January and found a chat of the same night, I was sexting other girl after getting back home, o she's gonna hate me for this "are you kidding me, you left her their and you, I just can't believe this " she was right but still, I really was fucked up cause of Linda that I literally hated every girl "I know this is fucked up, but my ex fucked me up and I messed up you know" then for more proofs I showed her the texts Leila sent me the morning later, and she seemed to believe me but she still was so mad "well you are not infected" I laughed she calms down a little "why is she even obsessed with you this much" she said "ow well am so hot darling" "ow are you ?" she asked "well not more than you I said and pulled her by her waist then kissed her neck, God she smells so good "stop please " she said but I really can't leave her and go she was just looking so hot to be left , "make me" I said and hold her by her thighs and sat her on the corner of the bed then I kneeled down and started kissing her under thighs "L..u..c..a.sss" her voice starts to break "you want me to stop?" I said but she said nothing "I wasn't gonna stop even if you told me to I said then started going up
she hold my hair and hold the bed by her other hand ,I went to her middle thighs and kissed her and I started playing with my tongue she didn't wanna moan so she covered her mouse , then I looked at her then hold and putted her on the middle of the bed , then started kissing her, then went to her ears and whispered "how do you think you taste , good right?" I can see her getting so shy then I untied the towel and throw it, uh her body is just so perfect , I started kissing her and my hand went down on her , then I started kissing her neck as my hands were still going in and out of her, and I started doing it so fast "uhh Luca..." I stopped her by kissing her lips and she pulled my shit of and she really started scratching my back , I started wanting her so bad but I didn't really wanna do it after what she have been told, I don't want her to do it fearing she might get sick , then she finished and moaned in my mouth, I looked at her and smiled "you horny girl, what were you saying about me earlier and look at you now" I said and she blushed and looked away, "you might wanna get into the shower again I said and hold her up and took her to the shower , then I put her in the sink and started putting off my cloth then opened the water and went it with her I putted soap on her body and started washing her , then I turned her to face the water then started going down and started rubbing her neck , I hold her throats by my hand and then started rubbing her titties by my other hands, then I slowly went down and started rubbing her middle thighs "uhh, just fuck me please " she said , "no I won't , you don't mean it do you?" "we already have fucked before, and I chose to trust you so just do it " she said and I tuned her to me, and pulled her up and putted her on the wall, she tied her legs around my waist then I started kissing her, then I gently putted it in her then started going slow, "ahhh g..oo h...a...r...d.." she started moaning then I started going fast , the water was on so didn't stopped her from moaning, her mom won't hear us for sure, God she was so hot that I can't get enough of her , we fucked and it really was fire "I love you Creda" I whispered "I love you Lucas" she said and it really felt so great .
"Creda"
we went out of the shower, and he dried my hair and he dressed up but I wore his shirt, I really love his scent oh God, we really having a really cute time until mom came knocking my room, "Creda, why are you playing a music at this time, are you crazy , why are you even up this late open then door" she said and we froze, but then I told him to hide, but he was so shocked that he went out of the window and hide on the roof then I went and opened the door "hey mom" I said giving her a weird smile , "umm what are you wearing?" she said shit I forgot I was wearing his shirt, "um it's nothing mom, I wanted an oversized shirt and I bought it, she then looked in to my bed room and said "and you bought an oversized shoe too?" she said and laughed, " well don't forget to use protection, I don't wanna be a grandma now" she said and left laughing, that was embarrassing but I really love my mom, she's just so cool, oh shit Lucas I said and went to check on him but he was really tired that he went down and was waiting for me, and he was shirtless, "just throw me my shoe, I liked the shirt on you " he said and laughed, and I throw him his shoe , he said I love you silently, and I said it back and then he rushed back to his home.
"Lucas"
I was going fast to home cause I wasn't wearing anything from above ,but as soon as I opened the door and got into my house I saw Linda, she wasn't asleep and looked like she was waiting for me, "what were you doing till now, I was calling you a lot but you didn't answer ,and where's your shirt" it was so done with this girl but I just ignored her and started walking to my room but then she noticed the marks on my back that Creda left them "are you fucking kidding me, you went and had sex with her? Is that how you guys make up after fights, and wow Lucas ain't virgin anymore" "why are you asking too much, it's all none of your business, and yeah we Satisfy each other to make up after fights, are you jealous? " I said then have her a fake smile, "but Lucas" "can you stop please, I am so tired and I really need to rest and I wanna call her ,I really missed her even though I was with her minutes ago, goodnight", i can feel her eyes on me as i walked to my room, then I went to my room then locked it, it was a really great time with Creda, but now i really should worry about Leila I guess, it looks like she thought it was me and she slept with someone and that's how she got this sickness I don't even know how to make it up to her, I think 6 really messed up her life, if i was with her the whole night or even if i just took her home, this wouldn't have happened , i can't change the past but I really should make it up to her , but how?, I don't even know
"Creda"
i really had a freaky time with him, and I just really am so into him, and shit, i know mom isn't strict but still its awkward to look at her the next day,
the next morning i woke up with a fresh vibe I really wanted to sleep more though, but then i just got ready for school and checked my phone, it was the first thing I do but I don't know how i forgot today, i really was in other mood i guess, but then I saw a lotta texts and missed calls from Lucas.
it was morning texts and the last text was that he was gonna pick me up for school, and he mentioned that his new friend and his cousin will be coming with us, I started being fast then said bye to mom as i ate some bites of my breakfast, then gave her a hug and went out, as I was leaving my house i saw the girl he mentioned leaving his home too, but then she went to the car and tried to open the front door, but he locked it and told her to sit on the back sit, this really was awkward, "what are you doing I never sat on the back sit" she said "sorry but this sit is for my girlfriend , friends aren't allowed to sit here" he said then come towards me then hold me by my waist and kissed my forehead , shit she was gonna hate me before knowing me, it's obvious that girl bestfriend and girlfriend don't like each other most of the time , and now he started the meeting by this, then he hold my hands and we went to the car, he opened the door and let me in, "then he went to the drive sit "okay love birds don't do dramas let's just go" Tyler said and laughed, "are you jealous?" Lucas smiled "ow by the way, Linda, this is my girlfriend Creda, isn't she the cutest and even the hottest" I really blushed but then smiled and turned around to Linda and she really was hot ,"hi welcome, am glad I met you" I said " but she just smiled, "awkward" Tyler said and Lucas played a song and started driving, I don't know why but it's like she ain't happy to meet me, it's like I have stolen something from her... or have I?
we reached school and Tyler went off the car and opened the door for Linda, she just went off silently, then as I was going to open my door Lucas hold my hands and kissed me on the lips, then kissed my forehead "don't you want me to open the door for you babe?" he said and smiled "no, I can do that by myself" I said and we laughed then as he came and hold my hands Linda gave us a mad look, what was with her, she is acting weird , like so weird but then we just started walking in and we saw postures all over their was a homecoming party tomorrow , I forgot about it but me and Madeline have been planning since the first day of school, but now I don't have any girl bestie to help me choose a dress, or maybe I have, "umm Linda, I know we just met and that you are new here but can we go to pick some dresses for the homecoming tomorrow? then we will do our nails and do our hairs too" I said giving her a smile "Ow you are a loner just like Lucas then " she said and gave me an evil smile , what the actual fuck is wrong with her, specially with me "Why can't you just act normal, and don't ever try to disrespect my girl, bullying and being the Queen of the school won't work for you here" Lucas said, I thought they were close friends but it doesn't look like that, but they aren't friends then why does she have to stay with him? but then we reached our class and Tyler went to his class, then Lucas sat and she sat next to him "this sit is for Creda" she glared at me , this isn't going well, "ow no problem , I will just sit here ", I said pointing to other sit in front of Lucas and just sat down and then he hold my waist with the chair and pulled me to him opening his legs and placing the chair in the middle, he then kissed my neck, "do you think this is better?" he said and I felt all my nerves "umm Lucas you really need to stop "I wanna bite your and leave some marks just like you did last night" "guys this is so weird, you know what ..come and sit here" Linda said and got up from her sit "but we are comfortable like this" he said "babe, please , I can't focus in class if we are like this" I said "ok come back to your place darling" he said, God Linda's eyes turned red, as I stand and as she was about to sit he pushed the chair to where it was before then I sat next to him.
It was history period then our teacher came in and all the other students came too, Madeline looked at me and her eyes looked like she cried too much, I know those eyes while they water, it's gonna stay like this for some hours, but why was she crying, what happened to her, I know she betrayed me but she still have been my only bestfriend for a lot of years and I won't like to see her sad , but I can't ask her what was up too, my ego won't let me so I stayed silent but then Jake went in with his gangs and he was trying to act cool like always but he looks funny but then he spotted Linda and "ow wow , there is a pretty new girl in our class" he said and came to sit next to her and she smiled and even blushed, this was weird "we have a new student then, can you stand up and introduce yourself Mrs. " "then she stood , am Linda , me and Lucas used to learn together, and now am here, am friendly and even hot , so am like a friend everyone will die for' she said and sat back, what a pick me vibe was that, "then are you all hot in that school?" a girl said and everyone laughed "just me and maybe Lucas" she said , ugh am really hating this girl "you can be my friend" Jake said , and here starts the drama the teacher started teaching and Lucas hold my hands and I wasn't able to take notes, "i have to take notes let me go" ,"Trust me he's just talking bullshit , still haven't reached the important points" he said and kissed my hand "Creda" the teacher shouted and we let go of each other's hand ,"yes, Miss, um Mister" I said " just leave the romance for later please" he said and Jake and Linda glared , and it was funny ...
Then it was break time and Linda went with Jake, well okay this was weird, but then I saw Madeline and she just was alone and it really hurts to watch her like this so I told Lucas I was going to the toilet and followed her, she was going to the toilet too, she went and started washing her face "why have you cried?" I asked she didn't even looked at me, "why do you even care Creda" she said and started going out, "even though you have been a bad friend and betrayed me for some useless man, you still have been my friend and have had my back for a long while, so if you ever wanna talk about anything, am here" I said and walked out.... Linda was with Jake the whole day, then school was over and as we were about to go Linda came "uhh what a day, and Creda we will go shopping later for tomorrow" " umm ... Okay" I said but why is she agreeing now?
It looks like she have had some fun with Jake so she wanted to go to the homecoming and actually just by looking at her ,she really seems to be some kind of a brat , just saying but you can know those type of pick me girls just by looking at them and it might be so weird to go with her but got no other girlfriends that i can go with. we then went in to Lucas's car and he drove us home , she didn't seem to be happy bout me and Lucas , i can see her evil looks through the mirror , then we reached home and Tyler did the same stupid thing by getting off of the car just to open the door for her , so weird , then i gave Lucas a kiss then i went off the car too, "so catch you up later?" i asked her " yeah" she said and just walked to the house ,this girl was so ugh i don't know , "i will give you guys a ride " Lucas said, "oh babe don't worry it's not that far from here " "still it will be a reason to stay close to you " he said coming to me and pulling me by my waist then kissed my forehead , God he was so sweet , "ok deal " i said giving him a smile then we went our separate directions , i was home alone since mom was gonna be staying late at work so i just went straight to my room then played music loudly , I then walked to my bathroom , the day was so hot and i really needed to cool my body down, hours passed like this and i have rested too so now will be the time to go shopping "Baby, are you guys ready?" i texted him , "yep come out " he replied then i went out and we all went in the car and went straight to the mall and then to the dress store, all the dresses were so pretty "oh perfect ,this store have dresses that will be looking so hot on me, well i know i will be looking stunning in anything though" she said and walked to see some clothes , we didn't respond to her , but then i spotted a red dress it was perfect for home coming but as i was to take it she saw me and came "o God this is perfect , am gonna try it on " she giggled and left, was she serious, of all the dresses she wanted to pick the dress i picked? what was wrong with her , "babe" "yeah" i said " i know she's making you uncomfortable and we can leave her here and go to other malls if you want" he said "what? no, am good, i mean yeah she's acting weird but she's new here so we can't leave her alone , and bout the dress i might get other one which is more.." "sexier?" he said and we laughed then spotted a dress "wow" we both said it was dark blue and long and have some sparkles , it just looked so perfect " so this is the one" he said and he gave it to me to try it on " ugh can some one help me, why isn't it fitting", she said and came out , the zippers weren't zipping up "help me she said "okay" i said and really tried to zip it up but it wasn't moving , "you are fat to be in this hot dress" Lucas said and smirked , i laughed silently "what ? am not fat , the dress is just too small for perfect body like mine okay" she said then saw the dress on this hand "ow wow can I try that?" she asked "no you can't , go and chose other clothes that can fit you, and make sure they ain't small" he said handing me the dress and directing me to go dress by his eyes...
she really was so mad but I just left to change , the dress was a perfect fit but i wasn't able to zip it up so I asked for help like Linda , "see i wasn't fat the dresses are just tiny" she said "it's the perfect fit" I said and he zipped it up "i wasn't able to zip it up nothing else" "or you just wanted attention" she said "my baby doesn't seek for attention unlike some people" "I don't seek for attention" "did I even mentioned your name?" this was getting awkward , "just pick your dress and let's go home" I said to get out of this weird situation, if they aren't friends.. I mean they don't seem to be friends they don't vibe they fight much, not friends fight this is too much, then why is she staying with him, and what is there real relationship , "o look " Linda said and walked to a silver dress and it really was so cute, but it really was so short, then she went in and tried it on , God it really is shorter than it looked "are you really gonna be wearing that?" I asked "why are you jealous cause I found a pretty one? " "are you serious , you look like a hoocker " I said , shit what have I said "ehh" she said and walked in, ow it's like she have adopted being called like this , then as we were about to pay I took out my card to pay for my dress and Lucas pulled out his card too , he's gonna be paying for her since she's his friend and she's new hear I guessed but then he said "here, for the blue dress" "umm why did you do that , I was gonna pay for myself " "it's my right to pay for my girl isn't it" he said and I blushed as he kissed me on my forehead , "what about mine?" "what do you mean what about mine?" he said "hello ain't you gonna pay for me, and since when you pay for your girlfriend , you never payed for me, that was one of the reasons I hated dating you" "wait what, what are you talking about ? ain't you guys just friends?" I was shocked "friends? am his ex, and fyi am his first love and I think he's with you to make me jealous too" why would he hide this from me, I knew there was something wrong from the moment she was acting weird , but ugh fuck it , I just left and didn't even took my dress