I haven't been motivated to write atm and SO SORRY FOR A SUPER LATE UPDATE but I tried hard to make this chapter good, btw my apologies if some scenes are cringey it's cuz my mind is blank and my writing powers are none existent rn
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Another day another stupid ass note
Sunoo sighed heavily snatching the note from his locker door. 'I can't believe they're still going, it's been a week'
"Who in the name of Jesus keeps doing this" He tore the paper and crumpled it in anger then tossed it in one of the trash cans
"I've been seeing them often whenever I pass by your locker, it was cute at first but now it's getting creepy." Yuna crunched on her chips while walking down the hallways with Sunoo at her side. He had to admit, that the cheeky lines he put made him giggle and smile but now it's pretty weird and getting on his nerves.
Sunoo had many letters from admirers male and female, but this person was on a whole other level like he was obsessed with him.
" You know you should call the number that called you last time and tell them to stop and maybe they will " Sunoo's sleepy eyes slightly widened at Yuna's idea 'Why didn't I think of that?' so he took out his phone and searched for the unknown number in his blocklist
The phone vibrated and they waited calmly for the person to answer
'Noona please don't call me right now I'm busy' They spoke in a fierce tone
"Noona what? Who are you calling noona? You whale carcass smelling light-brained son of a bitch get away from my friend- " Yuna brought the phone's speaker towards her mouth "Yuna! He might be older than you! Have some respect! I apologize for my best friend's attitude, sir" said Sunoo in a respectful tone
'H-Huh? I'm sorry, may I ask who this is?" The voice changed its tone to a scared voice stuttering a little bit
"My name is Sunoo, Kim Sunoo. May I know yours?" Both of us listened carefully on speaker mode to hear better but a long pause was the only thing they heard
"Uhm...Sunghoon" The tension in the boy's voice was obvious. He was afraid for Sunoo to find out who he was.
"Well Sunghoon-ssi, can you please stop placing sticky notes on my locker, it's creeping the hell out of me"
'Oh shit, Sunghoon you idiot. I knew this was a bad idea
"A-Ah...I-I apologize. I- um just want to get close. With. You?" Sunghoon stammered on his words as he was on the verge of screaming out of humiliation
"Is that so? If you want to be friends with me you can just approach me you know? No need for this letter stuff" Sunoo turned his back facing the other way, smiling a bit getting slightly awed at Sunghoon's cuteness
"I'm sorry...I was too shy to talk to you" Sunghoon said in a soft voice with a mixture of nervousness and embarrassment
While Sunoo was talking with the older, Yuna slowly left the scene leaving him with his new friend as she continues her journey to the nearest vending machine.
They talked for a while until the school below went off signaling that class is going to start.
"I see, by the way, the next period is starting in 5 minutes and I don't wanna be late"
"Yeah, we'll talk through chat" Sunghoon spoke with confidence unlike his voice like a while ago
"So, talk to you later then! Don't forget to save my number Hyung~" Sunoo sang the second sentence laughing shortly
'He isn't so creepy as I thought he would be
"Will do, see you later Sunoo" Sunghoon's voice was low and calm and it made Sunoo's heart pounce.
"Ah..-" He was about to say something but Sunghoon already dismissed the call.
Sunoo pondered what he would sound like in real life without the bad phone quality hovering over his words. Sunoo wanted to know what he looked like, he wanted to get close to him. He had never been so interested in someone he hasn't seen yet at the same time he was sure if they would go well together. Yes, he has found a couple of people cute and attractive but this man who he hasn't seen in person makes his heart flutter in a way that he just couldn't put a finger on it. But oh well, at least he's got a new friend, right?
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Sunghoon was dead silent.
No word was uttered since Sunoo's call. The howling wind, the loud ass crickets, and the busy streets were the only sounds that he heard while wrapped inside his blanket like a burrito.
It felt like a dream. As if nothing that happened was true, He couldn't believe the boy who everyone loves and adores, the boy who snatches everyone's hearts, the boy who he had been crushing for 2 whole years had finally noticed him. His mind was engrossed with countless thoughts till his phone lit up with a notification on display.
Sunoo. He hastily unlocked his phone to see what the cute fox had sent him
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sunoo
Good evening Hyung! This is Sunoo, the guy
that called you a while ago
sunghoon
Good evening to you too Sunoo
sunoo
Have you eaten dinner Hyung? I had
Braised pork and my sister brought me
my favorite tteokbokki along with a ton
of snacks, she got it from her friend's bakery
sunoo
Speaking of her friend, did you know she had severe diarrhea for 7 years and that they had to wear adult diapers so that they won't randomly shit in the streets? I feel so bad for her
sunoo
Speaking of friends, me and my BFF went on
Omegle last week and we found a fat guy fingering his belly button with mayo. He also ate it, It was so disgusting I almost puked
Plus the sounds were nauseating. I'll never forget that day
sunoo
So have you eaten yet Hyung?
sunghoon
I already ate, thanks for asking sunoo-ya.
sunghoon
I never had a friend before, so I'm new to this
stuff I'm sorry if I seem boring
sunoo
It's fine Hyung!
sunoo
I have a dead relative who barely had friends and everyone
Though he died of depression it was actually because of some giant tumor in his left testicle
sunghoon
ah...I see
sunghoon
By the way, Sunoo are you in a relationship?
Seen 2 min ago...
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Sunghoon waited for an answer but he was left on seen by Sunoo. " Did I do something? " Sunghoon frowned. Worried that he made Sunoo uneasy with his question.
"AHH! Why do I keep messing up!"
The long silence made Sunghoon anxious. He was scared of what Sunoo might reply with...like--
"What the hell kind of question is that?"
"It's really rude to ask about something personal especially when we just met"
"Excuse me, what?"
"Why are you asking me that? Do you like me-
"NO!!! I mean yes I do like you but..."
"Sunghoon?! Is everything okay up there?" His sister shouted from downstairs hearing Sunghoon's scream
"Y-Yes! I'm just playing U-hm...Candy crush!" Sunghoon scrunched his face at the bad choice of words knowing his older sister won't believe him.
"Oh okay! If you're watching porn just tell me there's no need to be ashamed!"
"WHAT THE HELL? I'M NOT! PLEASE JUST GO!"
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'Does he know?'
'Of course, he doesn't know. You kept your relationship a secret except to your family and friends '
'What if he does? What would he do if it was true?'
Sunoo was in deep thought, staring at the screen for more than a minute struggling to figure out how the hell does Sunghoon know about his relationship.
He didn't want people to know about his past relationship and up till today, he prays that no one finds out he was dating a boy. He was scared his schoolmates would find out and be talked behind his back with negative and bitter sayings or maybe bully him for being gay. Sunoo doesn't like being treated that way, differentiated, and outcasted for being LGBTQ+. He had always avoided being obvious in front of a lot of people in his school but that doesn't stop people from spreading false rumors about him being homosexual.
The mere thought of him made him want to cry for he hasn't moved on, he could never forget him.
All Sunoo could think about was this ex-boyfriend, his fists started to ball up and his eyes began to glint from the tears forming due to the thought of those days of him and his past toxic lover. He couldn't wait for him to die and rot in hell for the mistreatment he had been given to him, Sunoo's heart was hurt and wounded by the man who he adored and cared about, who always told him he loves him but turned his back and made their affection into hatred and resentment. Every shout that came out of his mouth always made Sunoo cry and feel unwanted, he was called a coward, a crybaby, and a pushback, whenever he shows frailties. He couldn't do anything he was weak, he always thought the things his ex said were true about him creating the present broken self he is inside. He was so young when he endured it. But the physical pain he felt couldn't compare to the pain in his heart that he once gave to the guy he trusted.
Sunoo was so close to shedding a tear before...
*knock knock*
Sunoo darted out of his chair in shock getting him off what was on his head a moment ago, fixing himself and faintly smiling to not look obvious.
"Yes? Noona is that you?" The door opened revealing his bestie, Chae-rin Noona.
Park Chae-rin and Sunoo have been friends for a long time now and both of them are like brothers and sisters to each other. Despite them being friends for a short time they've gotten used to each other that they tend to get too comfortable with one another, but let's not talk about that.
Chae-rin is the most supportive person you will ever meet in your lifetime. She's the kindest, most humane, and most accepting BFF you could ever ask for especially for a guy like Sunoo. Chae-rin has always loved giving rather than receiving, she's the type to sacrifice herself to the people she loves in any circumstance possible, making her a very reliable person to have.
"Sunoo? Aren't you supposed to be sleeping? You have class tomorrow" Chae-rin gently closed the door behind her and then walked towards him sitting at his study table.
"Sorry noona, I was just doing my homework" Sunoo made up an excuse while hiding his phone under his armpit while crossing his arms knowing damn well he was talking with his Sunghoon Hyung
"Homework my ass, I don't see anything on your desk you sneaky boy, I know you're talking to someone" She replied in sass slapping Sunoo's head making him react in pain
Sunoo pouted and rubbed his head acting hurt.
"Ugh, alright good night noona" Sunoo then tucked in his bed slowly dozing off to sleep after his lights were turned off
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sunghoon
Sunoo?
sunghoon
Hello?
sunghoon
I'm sorry I asked just forget I said that
sunghoon
U There?
sunoo
Sorry my mom told me to sleep, And no worries it's fine loll
sunoo
Goodnight
sunghoon
Thank you Sunoo-ya, Sleep well
sunghoon
Good night
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"He goes to our school right? And his name is Sunghoon, but which one? There are tons of guys named Sunghoon in our school " Yuna looked around the cafeteria
Sunoo had been talking about the Sunghoon guy since morning and Yuna is one of the victims of this. He was all over the man and in all honesty, she was tired of her BFF swooning over some random dude he hasn't met in real life it was like torture to her ears at how long he has been going on about what happened during their small chatter.
"I don't know, I'm planning to ask Ye-won if she has any clue who he is" He was getting desperate to find him. He doesn't know what has come over him that made him feel like this. It felt like he had his first crush in his life, though he had liked many people, the way Sunghoon makes him blush with no effort at all just felt so different from the others like he had never experienced it.
(I was too tired to write here)
"You're scaring me Sun" Yuna opened her drink without looking at it and instead looked at Sunoo
"Why?" Sunoo questioned
"I mean, ever since you guys called you've been acting weird lately"
"Weird? How?" Suno took a bite out of his meal being confused by his BFF's sayings
"*sigh* You know what, never mind I'm going somewhere" Yuna stood up and walked out of Sunoo's sight.
"Alright, Take care"
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"No surname?" Choi Ye-won the school's gossip queen pulled out a notebook from her bag
"He didn't give me his surname"
Sunoo and Ye-won had been friends for a couple of months now when Sunoo became one of her victims, and it was about him pleasuring teachers after school but when Sunoo begged her to tell everyone that it wasn't true till he was crying slum on the field grass, Ye-won agreed out of pity and also fell for Sunoo's amazing acting skills, and since then both of them have become okay and talk now and then. Ye-won has a good yet bad reputation amongst the students and they're the ones who love her and the ones who don't like what she's doing, to be honest, Sunoo doesn't agree with what she does because of how many students can get hurt by her actions. Well, he's only using her so that he won't get into any issues relating to him and his life.
"Hm, Sunghoon....H...I...J....K.......S! There it is" Sunoo watched amused as Ye-won flips her gigantic notebook rapidly scanning through the names
"Do you see anything?" Sunoo groaned starting to get tired from waiting
"We have a Lee, Kim, Hwang and a Park" Ye-won faced the notebook towards Sunoo for him to look and see but what caught his attention was Park Sunghoon. He had nothing in his information only his name, and age, with no picture.
"Why doesn't Park Sunghoon have any information on him?" Sunoo concerns Ye-won
"I've never seen him nor heard about him, I even asked other students if they know a Park Sunghoon their answers were always no, " Sunoo nodded at her answer at the same time wondering why.
"I looked into every yearbook, school archive in the whole school but still not even a single picture of him. I feel like he doesn't like being exposed to others that's why he isn't seen anywhere." She further explained about the mysterious Park Sunghoon
Sunoo had a gut feeling it has to be him, the guy he's been longing to meet. He wasn't sure, maybe he was wrong and it was one of the other Sunghoons in Ye-won's notebook. He was very busy brainstorming and trying to filter what she said that he didn't notice Ye-won bidding goodbye and then shutting her notebook with a loud clap and a sharp gust of wind from the speed of the book being closed made Sunoo get back into reality.
"A-ah, Thank you Ye-won. I hope I didn't waste your time" Sunoo apologized because he might have bothered her for the person he was looking for had 0 data.
"It's fine Sunoo, I mean who would decline from the School's Sweetheart? See ya soon Sun, I got a couple to spy on" She waved at him goodbye so did Sunoo.
Both of them went their ways to pack up before they go back home.
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Sunghoon has ditched his old schedule of stalking Sunoo everywhere he went since he doesn't want to make the younger more uncomfortable with his past mistakes. He wanted to get Sunoo's attention in a friendlier way and by that, he has no clue what in the mother fuck to do due to the fact he doesn't know shit about making friends, he can't even look straight in someone's eyes because it made him anxious. He has tried but failed cuz of his lack of the capability of social aptitudes.
It's been a long time since Sunghoon has been trying to figure out how to approach the short fox without being a hodgepodge in front of him. So he gave up and chose to sleep instead of wasting his precious time. But he has noticed an improvement in his confidence ever since he started to take some online speech classes, his speech is now clear and more apparent to hear making him more confident in himself aside from his astonishing beauty and tower-like height. God truly has favorites huh? But that couldn't get his bad thought away from him.
"I'm such a wimp, I can't even stand in front of someone without being a stuttering mess" Sunghoon sighed and turned to the left side of his bed to try to get to sleep faster to avoid any poor feelings. And soon he fell asleep tangled in his sheets dreaming throughout the night
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I didn't know how to end this chapter so yea, I hope this chapter was good cuz some parts are rushed and it feels likes going too fast cuz my brain is empty and filled with unfinished school requirements.
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