[ - sooyoung kim - ]
Starting from that day onwards, I began to behave myself by the way I was taught before. I became close with Joshua and I've been hanging out with his friends too. I've completely left my previous circle and I'm now focusing more on what I want to do
But still... No progress whatsoever between my family and I. Still ignored and neglected. I looked happy on the surface but deep down, nothing had changed. I feel like I am still stuck in a dungeon or something
They don't care about me. Not even an inch of it for sure. Whatever I do does not matter. It has always been my brother and my sister. I felt so left out... It's as if I'm just a mistake that nobody wants in life...
Maybe I really am.