Thursday, 12:56 A.M.
Ryuk
Ryuk:
Hey. Are you up?
Me:
Wow you msging me
Ryuk:
I do text you...
Me:
Oh. What happened?
Ryuk:
Nothing.
Me:
Liar
Ryuk:
Why do you suppose? 🤨
Me:
Because the anticipated
reply was,
"Because I don't feel
the need to talk to a pervert"
Lmao 🤣🤣🤣
Ryuk:
Yeah that should have
been 😂😂
Me:
Tell me now
Ryuk:
It's honestly nothing.
Me:
Ryuk:
It's honestly, really
truly nothing. I am
sad for no reason...
I mean I am just sad and
I cannot find out why?
And it makes me guilty.
I should be happy... But
I am not. Idk why?
Me:
If you look at the fact
that you have a roof over
your head, food to eat,
that you are young and beautiful
and live in a peaceful land,
then no, you have nothing
to be sad about.
But the fact is, we are not
only a physical body,
we have souls too, and
sometimes our souls get sick.
If you break a leg you don't
just say 'I have no reason to
have a broken leg' and
ignore it; you seek help.
It's the same when your soul
gets hurt.
Don't apologize for being sad.
Ryuk:
But I am really finding a
reason. Maybe after Jee left,
there was this longing
for her and idk when I
would get over it.
Usually I am consumed
by stuff and I don't really
get time but when I am
alone like today, it strikes
me so hard.
And I cannot talk about
this to my friends and fam.
They don't know that Jee
cheated on me... I never
told them.
Me:
You're not alone.
You can say all that to me.
And this is not me flirting
I am being genuine.
Ryuk:
Thanks but you don't
flirt, you goddam harass
people 😂😂
Me:
Ryuk:
😂😂
Me:
Do you wanna talk
about something else?
Ryuk:
... like?
Me:
Like our one month
friendship anniversary?
💜💜
Ryuk:
That's so cringe.
I won't do stuff like
that.
Especially with you
Me:
Ryuk:
😑😑
What do you wanna
do?
Me:
We are doing this? Really?
*Boy^
Ryuk:
🙄🙄
Me:
🥳🥳
I want to suck
Ryuk:
What? Girl calm down
your hormones.
Me:
Hey, I was saying a popsicle.
I wanna suck my popsicle.
Wtf? You are so double
minded.
Ryuk:
I know what you
meant as clear as
that holy water 😒
Me:
Yeah I have. Man 😑😑
Well forget it. I want
to play a game.
Ryuk:
I am playing no such
perverted game with
you. Fuck off 🖕
Me:
It's not perverted.
It's really cool. And I
always wanted to
play it with someone.
Ryuk:
What kind of game?
Me:
It's like "get to know
each other" but a lil
diff. More on the emotional
side.
Ryuk:
Are you sure the game
is not like you?
Me:
What do you mean like me?
Ryuk:
Horny and perverted
Me:
Yes it's not.
Ryuk:
I don't believe you.
Me:
Come on. I swear on
Jerry Jarvis that I
would not "harass" you.
Ryuk:
Poor man doesn't even
know he is about to die.
Me:
He wouldn't care. 😂😂
Ryuk:
Huh?
Me:
I mean he would not
know cause I am saying the
truth. Come on.
Ryuk:
I am believing you
this time...
Me:
Okayyyy. Cent percent
Ryuk:
Any shit. And I'll be out.
Me:
🤐
Ryuk:
Fine
Me:
Okay. Like we just have
to tell where we feel
emotions.
Ryuk:
Like?
Me:
Like I feel anger in my
chest
Ryuk:
I feel anger in my throat
Me:
You must be spitting
fire then 😂
Ryuk:
Yours must be caged.😂
Me:
Continue...
Ryuk:
I haven't this kind of
game ever tbh...
Me:
Even I haven't. I created
it and I want to.
I feel happiness in my
brain.
Ryuk:
That really means that
you are calculating your
happiness.
I feel happiness in my
entire body.
Well this game tells a
lot about people. It's
so fun.
Me:
I am a fun person
and creative too 😎
Ryuk:
🖕🖕
I feel sadness in my eyes
Me:
That means you are
a pellucid person. Honestly,
that kind of characters are
pure and short tempered.
I feel sadness in my veins.
Ryuk:
You're depressed...
Me:
😂😂 No.
I feel fear in my bones.
Ryuk:
I guess that means that
you are feeling that to
the core. Or you know what
you fear?
I feel fear in my ears.
Me:
Ears? What does that mean?
You fear what people would
think and say of you?
Ryuk:
Idc what they say.
Me:
Then why...
Well let's move on.
Ryuk:
I feel love in my hands.
No shit.
Me:
Seriously no. You feel
love in your hands, it's
basically an indication
of your efforts. You believe
in the effort more than
the feelings.
Idk where I feel love,
never fell for anyone.
I feel embarrassment
in my eyes.
Ryuk:
I know what that means.
That means you are judging
yourself. 😌😌
Me:
Man you are so proud.😂😂
Ryuk:
I feel embarrassment in
my nose.
Me:
Oh! That means you let that
effect your pride because
generally pride sits on the nose.
Ryuk:
What idiotic logic is that? 😂😂
Me:
Ryuk:
😂😂
I feel emptiness in
my heart. Idk what that
means. Lmao.
Me:
That's longing. Longing
for someone who would
complete you...
I feel emptiness in myself.
Ryuk:
Doesn't that mean longing?
Me:
It's different. Your emptiness
has purpose, you are finding
someone. I am finding myself.
Ryuk:
🤯
You know, sometimes, you
really write good.
Me:
I am a journalist.
I have done my masters in
literature and journalism.
Ryuk:
I see. I am impressed.
Me:
That's an honor. Thanks.
Ryuk:
Wtf. When did we ended
up talking like that? 😂😂
Me:
Haha yeah 😂😂😂😂😂
I gtg sleep. Bye
Ryuk:
I wanted to play more tho...
Me:
Someone has started to
like me I see 😎😎
Ryuk:
I like you that's why
I talk to you.
Message deleted
Wrong way miss. I hate you.
Me:
Sad. Now we cannot have
Hate sex
Ryuk:
Why? I hate you.
Me:
Oh... Wait... You
hate me for hate sex???
Ryuk:
😒😒
Me:
😂😂😂
You got trapped bitch.
Ryuk:
Bye hoe
Me: