Athella pov
When I come back to the tower I run immediately into my room whose can be founded in the highest place in the tower ,it was an attic ,Kylan gave this to me because he doesn’t have many space in the tower but i’m still grateful to him if Kylan didn’t saved me that day i would die from cold or by wild animals
When I ran through my door I immediately fell into my bed which can be found beside the door.
'AGHH… Athella you dumbass. Kylan said don’t go out but what did you do, you broke first and only rule what Kylan gave you, if nothing would happen, but what the boy fell on the ground… the most likely….. dead additionaly it's Ijekiel Alpheus son of Roger Alpheus the heir of Alpheus Dukedom also he's male lead of wmmap. AGH … Kylan will have problems because of me.'
I started to scratch my head violently when I remembered Kylan's words which he told me one year ago.
~Flashback~
Kylan: "control your emotions because when you're angry and scared your mana flows out even more."
~end of flashback~
‘Now i think about it when we add my mana count and Athy it's a lot of mana amount. Then it's not weird that my mom died practically after childbirth.’
Athella:”Diana is seriously amazing.”
I said out loud when I heard knocking to the dior and the male voice, it was Kylan.
Kylan:” Ella i can go in?”
Athella” Sure”
I said when i get up from bed and i sat on his corner. Kylan went into my room and sat on the armchair which is placed around my bed.
Kylan:”Ella if it's about this boy ….Ijekiel everything is okay with him you don't use any spell that could hurt him or kill but…”
‘Ufff…I didn't kill him, the stone fell from my heart.’
Athella” but what? Kylan? ”
I felt like my heart wanted to go out of my chest. Luckily he's okay ,but even if I didn't kill him I could do something else like I could paralyzed him or something else could happen.
Kylan:” You sealed his memories about yourself Ella.”
When he told me this i was so shocked i looked at his face he was also as shocked as me ,after what i blinked and said
Athella:” what...”
Kylan: "You wanted to kill him or what. Because you're so shocked that you sealed his memories."
Athella :"Nooo…. It's becawguse i didn't knoyuw that i can do somegfthing like this. It must be very hald to learn."
Kylan:"Yeah it is very hard and complicated that's why this spell on him is weak."
Kylan said with his serious expression.
Athella:"how much this spell will last if you know."
Kylan:" this spell will last more or less till you end 15 or…"
'Till my 15... It's a long time ,but I must learn this spell as soon as possible in order to use this again on Ijekiel… I have no intention to reveal my identity to male lead.'
Athella:"...or?"
Kylan:"or this spell will be broken at last when he meets you or princess athanasia 3 times. There is a possibility that he will meet the princess pretty quickly so the spell will not last too long."
I blinked again in his direction.
'I'm screwed… in wmmap ijekiel before Athy debutante he met her 3 times and this time IT will not be different.'
Athella:" Haaa…. i'm screwed."
I said out loud with a broken voice.
Kylan:"hmm... Why do you think so."
He answered me when he patted my head gently and smiled towards me.
Athella:"You know Kylan what I mean… Ijekiel will meet with my sister 3 times before her debutante and you know about it very well Kylan!!!"
My emotions got out of Control and I started screaming at Kylan. At the very same moment we could hear the sound of shattering glass. It was a barrier which was around my room but also the whole tower. It was a very strong barrier but even this couldn't stop my leaking mana when I was angry.
Kylan : " Clam down Ella. I know I heard when you were thinking about it, but don't be so pessimistic we do something about it so… don't worry. "
Kylan looked at me refreshingly after he placed his hand on my shoulder. Kylan has looked after me for two year ,he reads in my mind, that's why he knows more or less about what i can think , that's why he knows how to calm me down. I can tell that I see Kylan somewhat as my father. He's so much better than Claude who three me away after I was born . Even if I stayed in a palace I was a person who didn't exist in the original so I could die at any moment. I'm happy even if I was thrown away I still have a person who cares about me.
Athella:" *inhale**exhale* I'm fine now, sorry that I got mad."
I said, I was a little embarrassed.
Athella:"I should react differently. I don't know why but since I'm in child body I'm behave like a child."
Kylan:"I don't know how people who get reincarnated and remember their previous life behave but I will tell you it's normal."
Athella:" okay moving aside with that, did you get it?"
I asked excitedly with my shining crystal eyes. Kylan closed his eyes like something smitten his eyes.
Kylan:"you mean about this mask and ring that you asked me to get?"
Kylan answered when he rubbed his eyes.
Athella :"yeah it's this, you found it?"
Kylan: "yeah… here"
Kylan snapped his fingers and from nowhere a Fox mask and ring to change my eye color appeared.
Athella:" Kylan you know i'm still growing isn't it. After all, I'm a child you will not buy everytime new mask and ring?"
I said when I took those things from him. Meanwhile wondering about that.
Kylan:"luckily i thought about it,when I found those things i enchanted them spell which would adapt size to user."
Athella:" that's good, at least it won't be necessary to buy new all the time."
I said when I put the ring on the table and I took the fox mask in my hands and I put the mask on my face. Mask was with a rubber band so when I put it on my face I hid this band under my hair.
Athella:" I look weird?"
Kylan:"not in the slightest ,but knowing life nobles will judge everything."
Athella:"And I will not look at them in the slightest aspect. "
I smiled ominously towards him ,after Kylan started to laugh and I with him.
Kylan :"pftt… hahaha."
Kylan:" Generally I don't understand why you want to wear a mask. I don't think that Claude would discover your identity."
Kylan said when he wiped invisible tears from eye.
Athella:" Kylan no matter if we change my hair and eye color. Claude will spend a lot of time with Athanasia that’s why he would recognize me with one glance. "
I calmly answered the question. When I slowly took off my mask and I put her on my lap stroking her gently.
Kylan:"you’re right but you really think that you two are so similar to each other."
Athella:"First i saw her when we were a newborn ,second i see this in the mirror and Third we are twins ,even if we’re different to each other it’s just slightly."
Kylan:"Well… you’re right but I'm still against wearing a mask."
Athella:"even if you know why you are against this."
At this moment Kylan put his hand on my head and he started ruffle my hair. My body bowed slightly under sudden touch.
Athella:"K...Kylan Stop"
He still didn’t stop… Luckily after a minute he stopped and he took his hand from my head and he spoke with a serious voice.
Kylan:"Ella…. Even if i know it’s for your safety i don’t want you to hide yourself more. You live now in this tower. We don't know how much time your study will take. Besides, you can’t meet no one except me because even if you use spells randomly and don’t know how to control that, I can protect myself.
So when you start wearing the mask you will want isolate myself from the rest. I seriously want you to be happy and see smile on your face. That's why I hope that even if you wear it you will find a person to whom you decide to show your face."
The last part of his sentence Kylan talked with warm smile on his face towards me. Meanwhile Kylan took the mask that was on my lap and put it on the table beside my bed.
Athella:"…thank you Kylan for everything you have done for me till today. I'm very grateful to you for that. *sniff*"
I said holding back my tears about what went wrong and now I was sitting on my bed crying in my sleeve. When Kylan noticed that I was trying to hide my tears ,he immediately hugged me.
Kylan:"you don't need thank me in my opinion if you see child lying in the forest no matter the identify you must help them. You don't need to take everything on your shoulders, Athella."
When he ended talking he released me from his arms and he snapped his fingers and from nowhere a handkerchief appeared and he gave it to me.
Athella :"After all, thank you."
I said with smile painting on my face despite the fact that from my eyes tears still flows out. After this day i was looking at next days passing in this new world