love, your sweet p

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***MATURE WARNING*** Name: Pressley Isabella Hosbach Age: 12 Live: New York City, New York/Florham Park, New... Més

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dear mommy and tallie,
i'm so sorry.
i know how much it must hurt to read this.
it wasn't the show.
i've been suffering for a while now,
ever since the car accident.
i know how much you loved me,
but i still felt unworthy of it.
i know how much worth i had to you,
but i still felt worthless.
i know i could have talked to you,
that you might have helped me,
but i needed to take care of it on my own.
i felt alone,
like i was in a dark room,
and it was locked.
this was the only way
i could get out
and finally be happy.
i forgot what that feels like,
to be happy.
i didn't want to do anything,
not even dance.
i just stopped caring.
if i ever hurt you in any way,
i'm sorry.
if i made a mistake in any way,
i'm sorry.
i deserved any bullying.
i deserved all the hate.
i can't do this anymore.
i love you guys so much,
but i couldn't love myself.
it was tiring,
being happy all the time,
when i would cry myself to sleep.
every. single. night.
i wish it didn't come to this,
but i needed to end the pain.
i needed to do it so i could be happy again.
this isn't goodbye.
i'll always be your baby.
i'll always be your best friend.
i'm not gone.
i was misplaced,
a mistake.
i'll be watching over you,
forever and always.
again,
i'm sorry.
love, your sweet p
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Day 20 (FINALE)

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January 29, 2019

Dear Diary,

     I did it! I made it into the ALDC. Abby finally posted the video telling us who got in and who didn't and I was the first one announced, along with GiaNina, Hannah, Savannah, Sarah, Kamryn, Lilly, and Brady!

     I'm finally going to be famous! This is going to be my first professional job! I've never been so happy in my entire life! I'm excited to really meet all of the girls and the moms. Lilly seemed really nice, but so did all of them.

     I've packed up so many clothes and dance clothes, including this diary that I'm writing in right now. Mom got it for me just for this experience. This is going to open up so many opportunities for me. I'm already at the apartment complex. The person to my left is Savannah, and the person to my right is Lilly.

     At the dinner, I got to meet Kendall Vertes and everybody. The mom's personalities do not mix well together and one of them almost had a fight. That was unscripted.

     This is going to be so fun! I cannot wait to dance for Abby and Gianna!

Love,

sweet p

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