I ended the call to save myself from answering jannet's question.
What can I say?
That it kills me to see them both together
Or
I hate the thought of them being together.
What should I say?
The truth is that even if it hurts me or kills me, Nothing's gonna change.
Nothing will ever change.
Their feelings for eachother will remain the same.
Okay, Imagine that I express my feelings to Arsala. Then Aslan comes to know my feelings too.
Then What?
Arsala would show me pity and say 'sorry I don't share the same feelings as you'
Then there's Aslan. He would either ignore me or beat the shit out of me.
My revelation would make the situation even worse.
So I took the decision.
It's better
If
THE TRUTH remain UNTOLD.
"The mask I wear on me, Feels heavy sometimes.
But I wouldn't take it off and come face you
When I knew that nothing's gonna change,
Even after my REVELATION."
~WKBUK