Jisoo POV
We went to the medical clinic to get our
wounds checked so we ended up with a lot of gauzes scattered all over our body, but V had it worse. He needs to stay at the clinic till further notice because his leg is severely infected.
We could've stayed with V but the doctor said only one is allowed, so Jungkook offered to stay. V's family visited him earlier today but didn't stay long because V didn't want his family to see him like that while doctors did some things to him.
It's depressing to see one of our friends stuck in the clinic while we are perfectly fine. I wish we could do something to help him.
We all ate at the clinic before Lisa and I left.
We walked to the castle to get our much-needed sleep.
"I guess I'll see you when I see you," Lisa said.
I nodded "Yup. Maybe I'll just barge in your room and ruin your night" I teased.
"Don't you dare ruin the first night I'll have a good night's rest. I think you forgot that I could just shoot you with an arrow" Lisa threatens.
I laughed and watched her walk away heading to her room then I headed to mine.
I entered my room and saw that it was a lot bigger than my old one downstairs. It also has a small balcony looking over the whole kingdom, it's gorgeous.
I took some of the clothes that the maids had delivered and went for a bath. I finally have my own bathroom.
I closed the door and took off my clothes revealing my scars. I looked at myself in the mirror and sighed.
I don't know what to feel anymore. It's all just so confusing.
I need to give myself a break. I deserve that much, right?
I lowered myself inside the bath and scrubbed my body until it turned red hoping that I could also scrub out all the bad
experiences I had the last couple of months in the Savages' Kingdom. I'm sure we lost a part of ourselves in that Kingdom.
I scrubbed my hair and added more shampoo but the hair color won't fade. I guess I'll rock the red hair for a couple more days until I find some way to remove it.
I dried my body and changed into a white shirt and brown pants and opened the door.
I threw my dirty clothes in the hamper then something caught my eye.
Someone was standing by my balcony facing the view with her back facing me and her blonde hair slightly flowing in the wind. She was already in her sleepwear.
It made me remember the number of times she went to my room unannounced. Sometimes to play chess or when she just needs someone to talk to.
I walked closer "I guess there's still one thing that didn't change," I said.
She turned around and looked at me. Her eyes are a little swollen and slightly red like she spent a decent amount of time crying, but somehow she still looked beautiful.
"I was hoping I could stay here and talk to you," She said biting her lip slightly from nervousness.
I sat on the bottom end of my bed "Are you sure that's okay with your husband" I replied. I know I'm being a bit petty but I couldn't help myself.
She sighed and walked closer looking down "He's never here anyway" she said.
I don't know what to say to that. Where is he? Probably handling stuff concerning the Savages.
That asshole.
When she felt like I wasn't going to ask her to leave, she continued "I thought you were dead. We all thought you were dead" she said with watery eyes.
I sighed. Still feeling a little angry about everything "We might as well be. That place sucked the life out of us" I stood up and took the water from my table to drink it.
She looked at me worried "What happened to you over there?" She asked.
"It doesn't matter now," I said, not engaging in any details.
She stood in front of me "What do you mean it doesn't matter now. It matters a whole lot Jisoo" she said seriously.
I looked directly at her green eyes "Maybe it does matter. But it shouldn't matter to you, not anymore" I sighed sadly.
She looked at me hurt and I'm suddenly drowned by the feeling of guilt. She always has a soft spot in my heart that doesn't want to see her upset and always wants to make her smile.
So I looked away. "Don't look at me like that. You're the one who gave up, not me" I said.
She looked down "They gave me no other choice" she said and the tears that were building up in her eyes finally rolled down her cheeks.
My emotions are starting to build up. The hurt, the betrayal, the doubt, and the heartbreak. It's all making itself known and it's starting to break me.
I inhaled a huge breath and pushed all my feelings down. I'm good at doing that, it's what I did when my mom died and I started smiling again after. I can do that again.
I sat back on my bed, defeated "What do you want me to do?" I asked looking down.
I just want to wrap her in my arms and make her the happiest girl in the world but life isn't like that. It's cruel and mean and it breaks people like me down.
I can hear her silently crying "I don't know" she whispered.
I stood up and walked towards her. She still has her face in her hands. I slowly wrapped my arms around her.
She loosened up and buried her face in my neck and both her hands clenched on my waist clutching on my shirt like she has no plans on letting go.
I can feel her warm tears on my neck soaking a slight part of my shirt.
I tightened my hold around her. Trying to engrave this feeling in my head so there won't be any chance that I'd forget it.
"I missed you so much" She mumbled on my neck making me feel her warm breath.
I closed my eyes and kissed the top of her head "I missed you too. You have no idea how much" I said.
She leaned back slightly to look at me. She held my face with both of her soft hands "You look so different" she whispered.
I smirked slightly "Is it a good different?" The mood instantly changed and it wasn't as depressing as before.
She chuckled "Oh it's definitely good" she bit her lip while smiling.
I pulled her closer and she wrapped her arms around my neck.
Then someone knocked on the door and we immediately jumped away from each other.
Jennie fixed her clothes and wiped her eyes to remove all evidence that she was crying. When she nodded to me that she's ready, I went straight for the door.
I held the doorknob and pulled the door
open and saw Jungkook standing outside catching his breath.
"Hey Jungkook, are you okay?" I asked him concerned.
He looked at me "It's V, we need to go" he said with fear in his eyes.
In an instant, worry took over my whole body "What happened?" I asked.
Jungkook swallowed "I don't know," he said with watery eyes.
I looked back and looked at Jennie and she looked at me worried.
Jungkook looked up to see what I was looking at and saw Jennie. His eyes widened and immediately bowed his head "Your Highness" he greeted and Jennie smiled at him slightly.
Jennie nodded "You should go," she told me but I hesitated if I should just leave her here then she walked closer to me and held my arm "I'll be fine, just go," she said while giving me a small smile.
I looked at her and finally nodded.
I turned back to Jungkook "Let's go" and we finally hurried out of the castle.
"Why is Princess Jennie in your room," Jungkook asked curiously.
"It's complicated" I replied shortly then we finally arrived at the clinic.
My thought is only on V.
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