✎HANNY 5th English Album [Traitor — Enough For You]
Released Date: May 14, 2021
Tracklist
1. Brutal
2. Traitor
3. Drivers License
4. 1 Step Forward, 3 Steps Back
5. Deja Vu
6. Good 4 U
7. Enough for You
8. Happier (feat. ROSÉ of BLACKPINK)
9. Jealousy, Jealousy
10. Favorite Crime
11. Hope Ur OK
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<Brutal>
I want it to be, like, messy I'm so insecure, I think that I'll die before I drink
And I'm so caught up in the news of who likes me and who hates you
And I'm so tired that I might quit my job, start a new life
And they'd all be so disappointed 'cause who am I if not exploited
And I'm so sick of seventeen where's my fucking teenage dream
If someone tells me one more time enjoy your youth, I'm gonna cry
And I don't stick up for myself I'm anxious, and nothing can help
And I wish I'd done this before and I wish people liked me more
All I did was try my best this the kinda thanks I get unrelentlessly upset
They say these are the golden years but I wish I could disappear ego crush is so severe God, it's brutal out here
I feel like no one wants me and I hate the way I'm perceived
I only have two real friends and lately, I'm a nervous wreck
'Cause I love people I don't like and I hate every song I write
And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart and I can't even parallel park
All I did was try my best this the kinda thanks I get unrelentlessly upset
They say these are the golden years but I wish I could disappear ego crush is so severe God, it's brutal out here (yeah, just havin' a really good time)
Got a broken ego, broken heart and God, I don't even know where to start
<Traitor>
Brown guilty eyes and little white lies yeah, I played dumb but I always knew
That you talked to her, maybe did even worse I kept quiet so I could keep you
And ain't it funny how you ran to her the second that we called it quits
And ain't it funny how you said you were friends now it sure as hell don't look like it
You betrayed me and I know that you'll never feel sorry for the way I hurt, yeah you talked to her
When we were together loved you at your worst but that didn't matter
It took you two weeks to go off and date her
Guess you didn't cheat but you're still a traitor
Now you bring her around just to shut me down
Show her off like she's a new trophy and I know if you were true there's no damn way that you could fall in love with somebody that quickly
Ain't it funny all the twisted games all the questions you used to avoid
Ain't it funny remember I brought her up and you told me I was paranoid
You betrayed me and I know that you'll never feel sorry for the way I hurt, yeah you talked to her
When we were together loved you at your worst but that didn't matter
It took you two weeks to go off and date her
Guess you didn't cheat but you're still a traitor
God, I wish that you had thought this through before I went and fell in love with you
When she's sleeping in the bed we made don't you dare forget about the way
You betrayed me'cause I know that you'll never feel sorry for the way I hurt, yeah you talked to her
When we were together you gave me your word
But that didn't matter it took you two weeks to go off and date her
Guess you didn't cheat but you're still
You're still a traitor yeah, you're still a traitor
God, I wish that you had thought this through before I went and fell in love with you
<Drivers License>
I got my driver's license last week just like we always talked about
'Cause you were so excited for me to finally drive up to your house
But today I drove through the suburbs crying 'cause you weren't around
And you're probably with that blonde girl who always made me doubt
She's so much older than me, she everything I'm insecure about
Yeah, today I drove through the suburbs 'cause how could I ever love someone else
And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one
And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone
Guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
'Cause you said forever now I drive alone past your street
And all my friends are tired of hearing how much I miss you but
I kinda feel sorry for them 'cause they'll never know you the way that I do
Yeah, today I drove through the suburbs and pictured I was driving home to you
And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one
Oh, and I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone
I guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
'Cause you said forever now I drive alone past your street
Red lights, stop signs I still see your face in the white cars front yards can't drive past the places we used to go to 'cause I still fucking love you, babe
Sidewalks we crossed I still hear your voice in the traffic we're laughing over all the noise
God, I'm so blue know we're through but I still fucking love you, babe
I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one
And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone
Guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
'Cause you said forever now I drive alone past your street
Yeah, you said forever now I drive alone past your street
<1 Step Forward, 3 Steps Back>
Called you on the phone today just to ask you how you were
All I did was speak normally somehow I still struck a nerve
You got me fucked up in the head, boy never doubted myself so much
Like am I pretty, am I fun, boy I hate that I gave you power over that kind of stuff
'Cause it's always one step forward and three steps back
I'm the love of your life until I make you mad
It's always one step forward and three steps back
Do you love me, want me, hate me, boy I don't understand no, I don't understand
And maybe in some masochistic way, I kind of find it all exciting
Like which lover will I get today, will you walk me to the door or send me home cryin'
It's one step forward and three steps back
I'm the love of your life until I make you mad
It's always one step forward and three steps back
Do you love me, want me, hate me, boy I don't understand
No, it's back and forth, did I say something wrong
It's back and forth, going over everything I said
It's back and forth, did I do something wrong?
It's back and forth, maybe, this is all your fault i
Instead it's one step forward and three steps back
And I'd leave you, but the roller coaster's all I've ever had
Yeah, it's one step forward and three steps back
Do you love me, want me, hate me, boy I don't understand no, I don't understand
<Deja Vu>
Car rides to Malibu strawberry ice cream, one spoon for two
And tradin' jackets laughin' 'bout how small it looks on you
Watching reruns of Glee bein' annoying, singin' in harmony
I bet she's braggin' to all her friends, sayin' you're so unique, hmm
So when you gonna tell her that we did that, too
She thinks it's special, but it's all reused
That was our place, I found it first, I made the jokes you tell to her when she's with you
Do you get déjà vu when she's with you
Do you get déjà vu ah, hmm, do you get déjà vu, huh
Do you call her, almost say my name 'cause let's be honest, we kinda do sound the same
Another actress I hate to think that I was just your type
And I bet that she knows Billy Joel 'cause you played her Uptown Girl
You're singin' it together now I bet you even tell her how you love her in between the chorus and the verse (I love you)
So when you gonna tell her that we did that, too
She thinks it's special, but it's all reused
That was the show we talked about
Played you the song she's singing now when she's with you
Do you get déjà vu when she's with you
Do you get déjà vu, oh do you get déjà vu
Strawberry ice cream in Malibu don't act like we didn't do that shit, too
You're tradin' jackets like we used to do (Yeah, everything is all reused)
Play her piano, but she doesn't know that I was the one who taught you Billy Joel a different girl now, but there's nothing new
I know you get déjà vu, I know you get déjà vu
I know you get déjà vu
<Good 4 U>
Well good for you, I guess you moved on really easily
You found a new girl and it only took a couple weeks
Remember when you said that you wanted to give me the world
And good for you, I guess that you've been working on yourself
I guess that therapist I found for you, she really helped
Now you can be a better man for your brand new girl
Well good for you, you look happy and healthy, not me if you ever cared to ask
Good for you, you're doing great out there without me, baby God, I wish that I could do that
I've lost my mind I've spent the night crying on the floor of my bathroom
But you're so unaffected, I really don't get it but I guess good for you
Well good for you, I guess you're getting everything you want
You bought a new car and your career's really taking off
It's like we never even happened, baby what the fuck is up with that
And good for you, it's like you never even met me
Remember when you swore to God I was the only
Person who ever got you well, screw that and screw you
You will never have to hurt the way you know that I do
Well good for you, you look happy and healthy, not me if you ever cared to ask
Good for you, you're doing great out there without me, baby God, I wish that I could do that
I've lost my mind I've spent the night crying on the floor of my bathroom
But you're so unaffected, I really don't get it but I guess good for you
Maybe I'm too emotional but your apathy's like a wound in salt
Maybe I'm too emotional or maybe you never cared at all
Maybe I'm too emotional your apathy's like a wound in salt
Maybe I'm too emotional or maybe you never cared at all
Well good for you, you look happy and healthy, not me if you ever cared to ask
Good for you, you're doing great out there without me, baby like a damn sociopath
I've lost my mind I've spent the night crying on the floor of my bathroom
But you're so unaffected, I really don't get it but I guess good for you
Well good for you, I guess you moved on really easily
<Enough For You>
I wore make-up when we dated 'cause I thought you'd like me more
If I looked like the other prom queens I know that you loved before
Tried so hard to be everything that you like just for you to say you're not the compliment type
And I knew how you took your coffee and your favourite songs by heart
I read all of your self-help books so you'd think that I was smart stupid, emotional, obsessive little me
I knew from the start this is exactly how you'd leave
You found someone more exciting the next second, you were gone
And you left me there cryin', wonderin' what I did wrong
And you always say I'm never satisfied but I don't think that's true
'Cause all I ever wanted was to be enough for you
Yeah all I ever wanted was to be enough for you
And maybe I'm just not as interesting as the girls you had before
But God, you couldn't have cared less about someone who loved you more
I'd say you broke my heart but you broke much more than that
Now, I don't want your sympathy I just want myself back before
You found someone more exciting the next second, you were gone
And you left me there cryin', wonderin' what I did wrong
And you always say I'm never satisfied but I don't think that's true 'cause all I ever wanted was to be enough
Don't you think I loved you too much to be used and discarded
Don't you think I loved you too much to think I deserve nothing
But don't tell me you're sorry, boy feel sorry for yourself
'Cause someday, I'll be everything to somebody else
And they'll think that I'm so exciting and you'll be the one who's cryin'
Yeah, you always say I'm never satisfied but I don't think that's true
You say I'm never satisfied but that's not me, it's you
'Cause all I ever wanted was to be enough
But I don't think anything could ever be enough for you
Enough for you no, nothing's enough for you
<Happier (feat. ROSÉ of BLACKPINK)>
[Hanny]
We broke up a month ago your friends are mine you know I know you've moved on found someone new one more girl who brings out the better in you
And I thought my heart was detached from all the sunlight of our past
But she's so sweet she's so pretty does she mean you forgot about me
Oh, I hope you're happy but not like how you were with me I'm selfish, I know I can't let you go
So find someone great but don't find no one better I hope you're happy but don't be happier
[Rosé]
And do you tell her she's the most beautiful girl you've ever seen
An eternal love bullshit you know you'll never mean remember when I believed you meant it when you said it first to me
And now I'm picking her apart like cutting her down will make you miss my wretched heart
But she's beautiful she looks kind she probably gives you butterflies
I hope you're happy but not like how you were with me I'm selfish, I know I can't let you go
So find someone great but don't find no one better
[Hanny]
I hope you're happy I wish you all the best really
Say you love her, baby just not like you loved me
And think of me fondly when your hands are on her
I hope you're happy but don't be happier
I hope you're happy just not like how you were with me
I'm selfish, I know can't let you go
So find someone great but don't find no one better
I hope you're happy but don't be happier
<Jealousy, Jealousy>
I kinda wanna throw my phone across the room 'cause all I see are girls too good to be true
With paper-white teeth and perfect bodies wish I didn't care
I know their beauty's not my lack but it feels like that weight is on my back and I can't let it go
Com-comparison is killin' me slowly
I think I think too much 'bout kids who don't know me
I'm so sick of myself I'd rather be, rather be anyone, anyone else
My jealousy, jealousy started followin' me started followin' me
And I see everyone gettin' all the things I want
I'm happy for them, but then again, I'm not
Just cool vintage clothes and vacation photos
I can't stand it oh God, I sound crazy
Their win is not my loss I know it's true, but I can't help gettin' caught up in it all
Com-comparison is killin' me slowly
I think I think too much 'bout kids who don't know me
I'm so sick of myself rather be, rather be anyone, anyone else my jealousy, jealousy
All your friends are so cool, you go out every night
In your daddy's nice car, yeah, you're livin' the life
Got a pretty face, a pretty boyfriend, too
I wanna be you so bad and I don't even know you
All I see is what I should be happier, prettier, jealousy, jealousy
All I see is what I should be I'm losin' it, all I get's jealousy, jealousy
Com-comparison is killin' me slowly
I think I think too much 'bout kids who don't know me
And I'm so sick of myself rather be, rather be anyone, anyone else jealousy, jealousy
Oh, I'm so sick of myself I'd rather be, rather be anyone, anyone else jealousy, jealousy started followin' me
<Favorite Crime>
Know that I loved you so bad I let you treat me like that I was your willing accomplice, honey and I watched as you fled the scene
Doe-eyed as you buried me one heart broke, four hands bloody the things I did just so I could call you mine
The things you did well, I hope I was your favorite crime
You used me as an alibi I crossed my heart as you crossed the line and I defended you to all my friends
And now, every time a siren sounds I wonder if you're around 'cause you know that I'd do it all again
Oh, the things I did just so I could call you mine
The things you did well, I hope I was your favorite crime
It's bittersweet to think about the damage that we'd do
'Cause I was going down, but I was doing it with you
Yeah, everything we broke, and all the trouble that we made
But I say that I hate you with a smile on my face oh, look what we became
Oh, the things I did just so I could call you mine
Oh, the things you did well, I hope I was your favorite crime
Your favorite crime your favorite crime 'cause baby, you were mine
<Hope Ur Ok>
I knew a boy once, when I was small a tow-head blond, with eyes of salt
He played the drum in the marching band
His parents cared more about the Bible than being good to their own child
He wore long sleeves 'cause of his dad and somehow, we fell out of touch
Hope he took his bad deal and made a royal flush
Don't know if I'll see you again someday but if you're out there, I hope that you're okay
My middle school friend grew up alone
She raised her brothers on her own, her parents hated who she loved
She couldn't wait to go to college, she was tired 'cause she was brought into a world where family was merely blood
Does she know how proud I am she was created
With the courage to unlearn all of their hatred
We don't talk much but I just gotta say I miss you, and I hope that you're okay
Address the letters, to the holes in my butterfly wings
Nothing's forever, nothing's as good as it seems
And when the clouds won't iron out
And the monsters creep into your house and every door is hard to close
Well, I hope you know how proud I am you were created
With the courage to unlearn all of their hatred
God, I hope that you're happier today 'cause I love you, and I hope that you're okay