Brews Ailousos description: chocolate brown fur, with a darker brown tail, forearms, back legs, and ears. With Snow White neck fluffy and a rhombus shape in the center of her chest that was the same dark brown as her tail, and 2 stripes that went down her check from her eyes to her jaw on both sides of her face, with chocolate cream eyes
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Brew POV
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Darkness
Darkness was all i could see. The only place where i could see was in my dreams, even so when i did dream it was all nightmares. Mostly images of bloody bodies laid out in front of me while their blood was on my hands and clothes
I always woke up sweaty and scared, looking for someone i know. Most of the time Crimson, or Maple, or Jackdaw
I miss them so much, i wish i could see them all one last time, just once. I know I'm going to die down here, probably from blood loss. The masked man has not been the kindest to me, well he never was
First kidnapping me, then forcing me to pleasure him, wounding me severely, and now blinding me. I don't know if the blindness is permanent or not i don't even know how he did it
Ive been stuck in the darkness for a week now, and I've never felt so lonely and helpless in my life. My only escape from the darkness is my dreams but even those are full of blood, death, and despair
The masked man has been extra harmful to me for the past week, i can tell he's anger yet pleased. I've been willing drinking the tasty liquid he shoves down my throat. Every time i do i feel a desire for more, so much more
Ive realized after drinking the liquid for a week that it tastes familiar, very familiar. when i drink it my body fills with rage, hunger, and desire for more
At one point the burning desire for the liquid was so strong i almost broke my chain handles off the wall. I realized that the burning desire gives me strength, I've been trying to drink as much of the liquid as i can so one of these days i might be able to escape
It's just a speck of hope in getting out of here
The masked man only comes down to the basement to give me the liquid. After he leaves i use all my strength to try to break the chains but at times its seems impossible
After the strength wears off all my energy is gone and i feel helpless. I lay down and sleep for hours and when i wake again i hear the masked man talking to someone. Sometimes its the shorter man and sometimes its a voice i don't recognize
I can only make out a few words. The only full sentence i have heard is 'we have a new sister' i don't know why the masked man calls me his sister. But i think it has something to do with the liquid he gives me
Something tells me he gets that burning desire too, maybe even one that is greater then mine
These new voices don't stay for long only a hour or 2. They have never come down here, for that i am happy. I hate looking vulnerable or pathetic in front of people, the only person i willingly have let seen that side of me was Crimson....
Now that is down in the trash
The sound of the old stairs pierced my ears, the scent of the masked man filled of nose i wanted to gag in disgust. He was mumbling to himself, i couldn't make out the words
The sound of his hard boots clicking on the ground stopped. I tired listening to see where he was when i felt something being pushed against my throat and pain followed it
Nothing bad just a small scratch and a grunt of satisfaction from the Masked man. "It's your favorite time of the day, sister..." his voice was deep and menacing. Every time he comes down here i want to run until my legs force me to stop but i also want to liquid, i want it desperately
I felt the sharp object being pulled away from my throat and heard some shuffling before the masked man walked back over to me. I felt a cold surface to my lips and heard the masked man growl "Drink"
I didn't hesitate and drank the whole cup in seconds. A few drops of the liquid ran down the side of my lips. I wish i knew what this liquid was i just knew it was tasty
The masked man chuckled slightly "you really enjoy this huh?" He laughed more before continuing "just a few more weeks and the desire will take you over, you will make your voice proud..." The masked man said about to walk back up the stairs
The voice will be proud? HE KNOWS ABOUT THE VOICE?!? I thought. Suddenly i jumped up with the chains threatening to pull me back down and growled at him "how do you know about that?!?" I said trying to remember what direction the stairs were in the basement
I could practically hear the masked mans smirk. "All Ailousos like us have the voice" the masked man replied "Well what are Ailousos like us? What is different about us from other Ailousos? And why do you call me your fucking sister? I'm not your damn sister!?!?" I shot back, i had lots of questions maybe now i could get answers
"Lots of questions that i can answer.." the masked man hissed "fine you know what I'll answer all your questions, i have nothing better to do" he continued
Finally maybe i can learn why i was kidnapped in the first place i thought sitting back down on the floor. "You see kid we have a VERY rare disease that is known as the vampire disease, or in more educated ways called Blood Lust." The masked man explained
"And how do you know i have this damn disease? Ive never heard of it" i snapped at him. "Doctors don't have a way to tell if someone has it. The only way to know is by their behavior, or you know by killing someone and drinking all their blood"
I sat in shock, blood?!? He's been giving me Blood?!?! My thoughts swirled and my i realized why the liquid tasted so familiar because I've tasted blood before, Crimsons blood...
"And yes, that liquid you have been drinking was blood" the masked man said, i cant see but i could hear the cocky smile
"Just because you gave me blood doesn't mean i have that disease!" I snapped "oh but you do and you know it. Tell me Brew, do you desire the sweet yet salty taste of blood?" He asked and started walking closer to me
"Do you desire the taste? The strength it gives you? You love that desire don't you?" The masked man stopped walking when he was right in front of me and spoke "you loved the taste of your known friends blood...." his voice dropped and pain stabbed threw my body
He sliced my shoulder open with his knife then grabbed me by the neck, turned me around, and sliced his knife down my back. My screams could probably be heard for miles
When he finally left a hour after talking me down and hurting me i transformed into my Ailousos form and sniffed at my wounds. From sniffing to smell blood i confirmed that the wound on my shoulder went downwards a bit onto my neck. While the wound on my back was a big cut also oozing with blood
Ive never felt such physical pain in my life. I tried to ignore the pain as i cleaned my wounds maybe it will help it heal i thought
My mind went back to some old memory's with Crimson and i felt like crying my heart out. The good and bad memory's flashed flew my mind over and over again. Teagans curse i miss her like hell i thought sitting down and staring at my paws
Tears fell as I remembered so many good memory's, the laughs, the hugs, the kisses, the crying, the cuddles. I smile formed slowly on my face at the thought of our first kiss in the school bathroom
We were stupid kids in love and probably still could be if she was stil-
The world seemed to slow down, as tears fell from Brews eyes, crimson yells louder then ever, and the train drawing closer Crimson knew it was time
It was now the moment she was dreading but the world desired it, Brew was back into her human form and so was Crimson
Crimson ran up the hill of the train tracks her eyes looked on Brew
Yellow light washed over Brew, and the loud roar of the train brew closer, Brew stood frozen at the sight the train was less then 10 feet away from her when a force pushed her aside, away from the train tracks
At the last second she looked up and saw Crimson, the yellow lights of the train outlined her beautiful hair as she smiled down at Brew
The smile that will haunt Brews mind forever, the smile full of pain, horror, and love
A few tears ran down both of the girls faces as they faced each other
Then the yellow light was gone, all Brew saw was the smile, all she heard was the wind, all the world seemed dark and lifeless
The last thing Brew heard before fainting was a slow and menacing laugh
The voice....
It demands blood.
And it will do anything to get it.
And she will be anything to please it.
The thought of that day will always haunt me
Thats when a realization hit me. The voice...
The voice was the reason i went to the train tracks early
The voice was the reason i lashed out at Crimson and ran to the tracks
But i was the one who did not see or hear the train coming because the voice was screaming so loud it made my ears drums hurt
It was the voices fault as much of mine
Or just the voices... a another voice said in my head
i shook my head. It's the voices fault she's dead... its all the voices fault i thought
The masked man said all Ailousos with blood lust have the voice, so its practically every single Ailousos infected with the diseases faults
rage pulsed threw my veins, its all their faults I thought
If this voice thought i was going to do nothing before he was wrong
I want revenge, i need revenge. I cant die without vengeance
I cant have Crimson die in vain or anyone who were killed because of people infected with Blood Lust
I cant let them die in vain and i wont
I perked my ears and silenced closer to the masked mans conversation upstairs
"HAHAHA, that dumb slut will never be as strong as me! If the voice didn't tell me to kidnap her she would be dead right now!" He continued to laugh
"I'll show you who's weak, old man" i snarled while curling up in a ball and preparing asleep
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??? POV
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"Please no, please I'm begging you" I pleaded on my knees
"There has to be someway to help her, she'll get herself killed!" My pleadings were dismissed
"I'm sorry Crimson" a dark red furred she told me "we can't help the living, you would get killed permanently if you talked to Brew!"
"Yes" another Ailousos with cream red fur agreed "we just got one of our daughter's back, were not losing you again!" The cream red furred Ailousos continued
"Mom dad, please" i cried "their has to be something we can do, i can't watch the love of my life suffer like this! She needs help! Please!!" I begged more and more but they always said no
Ive been watching Brew since my soul first left my body and its hard to watch her cry. It's always hard watching her cry
I wanted to hug and kiss her and tell her everything will be ok. Just once, but if i did my soul would vanish for good and even after all my loved one die i will not be there to see them
I just want to help Brew but i can't
I promised my self that i would always protect her and now I'm breaking it
I hate myself for it
I kneeled on my knees and hands and cried for her, for her grief, for her love, for her life
And yet those tears will not stop falling for a long time
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