This way
Maybe I should be heartless.
Maybe I should be selfish.
Maybe I shouldn't give a damn.
Maybe I should be mean.
Maybe I shouldn't care about other people's feelings.
Maybe I should change how I am.
Maybe I shouldn't be so sweet.
Maybe I shouldn't be me.
Fuck everything!
Fuck it all!
Fuck being kind to people!
Fuck being nice!
These are my everyday thoughts. I don't like thinking this way. But people are making me feel this way.
-J.S.