Ballad of an over thinker

Alone

Have you ever had a night so painful
That you thought you might die
The pain inside you
Just couldn't be held in anymore
So you scream
And you cry
And you try your best not to bleed
You drink
And you swear
And you realize you're alone
The most devastating feeling
Realizing that no matter what
What you do
What you say
How hard you try
It's never enough
And you'll either push them away
Or they'll leave you without explanation
So I'm alone
Again
To get drunk and cry and scream
What a terrible existence