*skip 3 weeks*
Quick update we are back in LA and Alex is gonna get out of the hospital. Gala, Jazzlyn, and our friends are waiting at the apartment for Alex to get back. They still haven't found the dude that did it which isn't suprising. I've been having this same dream over and over again
*in dream*
A - baby I'm leaving
Y - ok have fun I love
A - I love you too
He kissed me so I laid down on the bed and he opened the door. I heard gun shots and sat up to see Alex on the Floor
Y - ALEX!
*end of dream*
I woke up hyperventilating and it woke up Alex too even tho he is laying on a different bed. I sat up and looked at him
A - same dream?
Y - *nods* yeah
A - come here
I got off the mattress and sat on his bed next to him. He pulled me into a hug slowly then kissed my head
A - I love you
Y - I love you too
A - were going home today and everything will be fine
Y - *nods*
A - and were gonna be able to lay in bed together with Jazz and Zelda
Y - yeah
A - and we will forget all about this
I have been considering the idea of going to therapy but I don't know if Alex would agree to it. I hugged him for a few more seconds then I sat up and kissed him
Y - I'm gonna get dressed real quick
A - ok its not like I'm going anywhere
Y - *smiles*
I kissed him again then got up and grabbed my clothes. I went to the bathroom and got dressed into this⬇⬇⬇
I brushed my hair then walked out to Alex
A - you look good baby
Y - *smiles* thank you
I got Alex's clothes out for later when they let him out
Y - what should we do
A - face time Jazzy
Y - ok then
I sat on his bed and pulled out my phone I face timed her
*on ft*
Jz - MOMMY! DADDY!
A - why do you always say mommy first
Y - *giggles*
I hit him in the chest and he gasped. Thats when I realized what I did so I put the phone down and faced towards him. Alex was holding his chest with his eyes closed. I held him close
Y - baby I'm so sorry I forgot
He didnt say anything he just groaned in pain
Y - Alex im sorry
He nodded in my chest and I hugged him tighter
Jz - mommy?
I muted Jazz then the nurse walked in
Nu - hey guys I'm here to check everything
A - *groans*
Y - Alex im sorry
Nu - what happened
Y - I hit him in his chest again where he got shot
Nu - girl stop abusing him already
Y - *smiles* I'm sorry I forget
I looked at Alex and I could see tears in his eyes so I wiped them
Y - baby don't cry I'm so sorry I feel bad
A - its ok
I kissed his face then his neck
Y - I'm so so so so sorry Alex
Nu - what does sorry do *changes IV bag and writes stuff down*
Y - I don't know
I hugged him and played with his hair so he hugged me back
Y - how is everything
Nu - good as always
Jz - mommy
Y - oh shit
I picked up the phone and un muted
Y - sorry baby I'm here
Jz - did you hurt daddy again
Y - yeah
Jz - *giggles*
Y - *smiles* it was on accident
I put my hand on his thigh
A - *smiles* its not funny that shit hurt
Y - I'm sorry Alex
A - I already forgave you baby
Y - I know but I feel bad
I pecked his lips
Nu - and there's no way to make it up to him because y'all can't even have sex
Me and Alex looked at her suprised
Y - for how long?!
Nu - umm I think like a week or 2
Y - not even if I do all the work
Nu - *shakes head* his heart rate can't be going up to high so like right now y/n you can't be touching him because his heart rate goes high enough with that
I took my hand off
Y - what about kissing him
Nu - I don't know kiss him real quick
I gave Alex a kiss
Nu - umm I say yes but a short one like that
Y - how will I know what I can and can't do
Nu - you can buy this thing that goes on his finger and it shows his heart rate
Y - buy it from where
Nu - CVS, walgreens, walmart
Y - *nods* what if Alex is hard like you know in the mornings
Nu - as long as your not the cause of it he should be fine
Y - ok what about if I'm naked and he gets ha- oh never mind
Nu - yeah if thats something that always happens I suggest you keep as much clothes on in front of him
I looked at Alex and hugged him
A - is my heart rate going up
Nu - no
A - great at least we can hug
He kissed me
Nu - now its going up stop kissing
Y - oh
Jz - MOMMY! DADDY!
Y - what
Jz - pay attention to me stop talki-
Y - *hangs up* bossy little girl
Nu - I'll go get the doctor
Y - ok
The nurse left
A - I want to see Jazz already
Y - I know Alex and she wants to see you too
A - baby
Y - what
A - were not gonna be able to have sex
Y - the doctor said for like a week
A - or 2 and then what do we do on our honeymoon
Y - Alex I already told you I can change that and the wedding day because I dont want you to be miserable
A - no I'll be fine
Y - are you sure you won't be in any pain
A - I'm sure
Y - what about when we dance
A - I can walk so I can probably slow dance with you
Y - *nods*
A - but let's not worry about that till we get closer we still have a week
Y - just a week thats not enough time
A - everything will be fine chill
Y - ok
The doctor walked in
Do - alright so Alex
TBC🏡🏡🏡🏡
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