you are my eternity

By vanaaa___

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nighttime terrifies me , ever since childhood i find myself waking up panting and in a panic as if i had lost... More

- a vague nostalgia -
- crimson eyes -
- a thousand butterflies -
- fearless tonight -
- eminent highness-
- eminent highness-II -
- catharsis -
- another perspective -
- reminiscence -
- the moment -
- three thousand lanterns -
- pit of perdition -
- what a heavenly way to die -
- darkest of hours -
- lost in your passion -
- when ghosts become faithful -
- you're somebody else -
- the rain is full of ghosts tonight -
- bloodshot eyes -
- the parting -
- ghost of god -
- till forever falls apart -
- closure -
- one pearl of truth -
- pretend paradise -
-announcement-

- you are my eternity -

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"Shi QingXuan "





Shi QingXuan's eyes widened at hearing the familiar voice , he broke away from the embrace of the young man.





"He Xuan what are you doing here ?" Shi QingXuan inquired with tears still in his eyes.





"QingXuan is he He Xuan ?" The young male dressed in a grey hoodie paired with similar joggers , with his blonde hair gently caressing his dashing face.





"Yes" Shi QingXuan replied slightly looking down.





He Xuan didn't spare one moment and rushed towards Shi QingXuan and held his hand and took him away from the embrace of the young male .





"THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HE XUAN , LEAVE ME!!!!" Shi QingXuan shouted at the sudden forceful action of the other male .





The other male beside Shi QingXuan held his hand with no intent of letting go .





"He said no , what part of that you didn't understand ? "





" Yu Yang ."





" SHI QINGXUAN I WON'T REPEAT , JUST PLEASE COME ." He Xuan said in utter desperation.





Shi QingXuan understood the desperation behind his tonality and to his surprise this was the first time he saw the other man like this.





"Okay , ill come." Shi QingXuan replied as he released his hand from the grip of He Xuan.





" QingXuan but ". Yu Yang said with concern .





"It's fine Yu , ill be back, don't worry he won't hurt me ." Shi QingXuan replied with a smile on his face.





The the gentle gestures of the two males boiled his blood , the thought of his lover with another man enraged him.





"LETS GO QINGXUAN !! " He Xuan shouted as he practically dragged Shi QingXuan to his car.





As both of the males got seated in the car , He Xuan drove the car at an alarmingly fast rate and took the car to a remote area.





" THE HELL ARE YOU TAKING ME HE XUAN ? THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?" Shi QingXuan shouted looking at the severity of the whole situation.





" HE XUAN ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME ? "





He Xuan ignored all the questions , his mind was enraged with the vision of seeing his beloved in the arms of another man . The picture kept on replaying in his mind , He Xuan finally brought the car to a sudden halt.





He got out of the car abruptly and held Shi QingXuan and pinned him to the nearby wall right across his car .





" THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING ? THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM HE XUAN ?" Shi QingXuan shouted with tears falling from his eyes.





" I LOVE YOU "





" I LOVE YOU QINGXUAN , I HAVE LOVED YOU SINCE HIGH SCHOOL , WHEN WE PARTED AFTER HIGH SCHOOL I REALIZED WHAT I HAVE BEEN FEELING FOR YOU WASN'T FRIENDSHIP BUT LOVE , I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN SUPPRESSING THESE FEELINGS DEEP WITHIN ME , BUT NOW I CAN'T , I LOVE YOU SO MUCH . "





Shi QingXuan remained stunned , with no words coming out of his mouth , his tears kept on falling , as he remained spellbound .





As Shi QingXuan tried to make sense of anything that was happening , his mind couldn't comprehend that his childhood love was confessing to him , it seemed unreal , it seemed surreal.





"I - i , i - i "





Before Shi QingXuan could say anything , he felt the touch of something soft on his lips , it was He Xuan's lips touching his . Before he could react , the kiss deepened and Shi QingXuan found himself closing his eyes , it didn't matter to him if He Xuan was lying or not , this moment was something he didn't imagine would ever ever happen to him in his lifetime . As they eventually broke the kiss. Shi QingXuan fell into He Xuan's arms and practically sobbed like there was no end .





"Hey hey , what's wrong , why are you crying ? i'm sorry if i hurted you , i just felt enraged seeing you with that guy , you were so close to him , d-do you perhaps like him ? " He Xuan asked as he controlled his tears.





"YOU DUMBASS , DO YOU KNOW HOW LONG IVE WAITED ? IVE BEEN SUFFERING ALL ALONE BECAUSE I THOUGHT U NEVER LOVED ME AND NOW YOU COME HERE AND ASK ME IF I LIKE YU ? HE IS MY BATCH MATE AND SOMEONE IM FRIENDS WITH , I HATE YOU!!!!!! "





He Xuan's eyes shot open in surprise , he felt so relieved as tears fell from his eyes and he tightened the embrace with no intension of letting go , the relief he felt was as if centuries of frustration , guilt , regret , love , had all been fulfilled.





" i love you so much QingXuan . "





" I love you too dumbass ."





"Would you become my boyfriend ? " He Xuan asked as he faced his lover .





" YES YES YES YES!!!!!!!! " Shi QingXuan screamed in bliss as he jumped on He Xuan.





Both of the males embraced each other .


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" Gege , now it's time you come with me . " Hua Cheng pleaded with practically puppy eyes.





"San Lang what is it now ? " Xie Lian sighed .





" Gege just come with me , but first im gonna blindfold you . " Hua Cheng replied as he smirked under his skin.





" WHAAA , WHYYYY ???? " Xie Lian said in frustration.





" Gege just calm down and follow your dear boyfriend." Hua Cheng replied as he gently blindfolded his lover and escorted him to his car .








" San Lang where are you taking me ? "





" gege just relax and trust me ." Hua Cheng replied as he gently placed a kiss on his lover's forehead which made Xie Lian blush.





As both the males reached the undisclosed location , which was no more of a surprise to Xie Lian , Hua Cheng had a knack for surprises.





" Gege walk slowly , and hold my hand." Hua Cheng said in a gentle voice as he held his lover's hand.





" Gege open your eyes. "








As slowly Xie Lian opened his eyes , he remained in complete awe of the view , a breathtaking view , the sky was nonetheless painted with those three thousands lanterns symbolic of Hua Cheng and Xie Lian's eternal sorrowful love , those three thousand lanterns painted the night sky lit with Hua Cheng's unwavering devotion.





Xie Lian couldn't help but remember how they parted all those centuries ago under those same lanterns. He couldn't hold his tears.








" Gege what happened , is something wrong ? " Hua Cheng asked in concern as he caressed the tears of his lover.





Xie Lian immediately fell into his beloved's embrace.





" San Lang don't ever leave me again , i wouldn't be able to handle it , i'm not strong like you , i can't be patient like you , I can tolerate a world without any devotees , i can handle a world without my parents , i can handle a world where everyone sees me as unfortunate , but i can't bear to tolerate a world without you . "





Hua Cheng remained spellbound after hearing those words from his beloved , he couldn't help but shed tears.





" Your Highness , it doesn't matter to me if you are not the crown prince , if u aren't a normal being , if you aren't yourself , for me you will always be someone who saved me from myself , you are someone who has become the reason for my existence , all those centuries ago you saved me , i will be always be your most devoted believer . "








" You are my eternity."














AUTHORS NOTE : HI EVERYONE , THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING THIS STORY AND IM GLAD I WAS ABLE TO EXPRESS THIS BREATHTAKING NOVEL IN MY OWN WORDS , I HAVE BEEN HEAVILY INSPIRED AND IMPACTED BY TGCF , AND I ALWAYS WANTED TO ADD A LITTLE PART OF MYSELF IN THIS AND I AM ABSOLUTELY PROUD OF THIS AU . I HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE A LOVELY DAY AHEAD , AND PLEASE SHOW SOME LOVE BY VOTING AND COMMENTING <3333333

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