BloodLust

By Lexx_wrote_this

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MAKE SURE TO READ THE WHOLE "please read" CHAPTER Warnings ⚠️: Gore, slurs, homophonic, murder, weapon violen... More

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Prologue
0.1 | NewGirl
0.2 | Best 'friends?'
0.3 | Alone (or not?)
0.4 | Freshman
0.5 | Truth be told
0.6 | i wish i were a girl
0.8 | I Love You
0.9 | The Voice
10 | Sibling Hangout
11 | Last Smile
12 | Hospital
13 | Grief
14 | A 'Friendly' Visit
15 | Red Rose Petal
16 | Blindsided
17 | Revenge
18 | Broken Chains
19 | A Plan
20 | A New Friend
21 | Date
22 | ManHunt
23 | Free?
Good bye
Reboot?

0.7 | Welcome Home..

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By Lexx_wrote_this

Brews Ailousos description: chocolate brown fur, with a darker brown tail, forearms, back legs, and ears. With Snow White neck fluffy and a rhombus shape in the center of her chest that was the same dark brown as her tail, and 2 stripes that went down her check from her eyes to her jaw on both sides of her face, with chocolate cream eyes

Crimsons Ailousos description: crimson colored fur with reddish cream eyes, and deeper shades of red going down her forearms, legs, and tail with 2 deeper patches around both her eyes and ears as well as on her lip

Warning(S): homophobia, slurs, and body shaming

Timeline: 10th grade (after crimson found out about brews mental issues)
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Brew POV

I was walking down the road, it was mid day on a Saturday i was at crimsons house when i got a text from Mr.Smith saying i was needed home immediately

Flash back:

Me and crimson were laying down in her bed maple was at the end of the bed sleeping, i was in crimson lap my face buried into her neck while crimson was softly stroking my back, her hand sometimes going to my lower back

Alex was in the living room doing some nursing work

I was about to fall asleep in crimsons arms when my phone buzzed, i snarled under my breath and dug for my phone in my pocket

When i opened it i saw a unread message from Mr. Smith, it read 'miss brew you are needed home immediately' after I read the message i wanted to throw my phone at the wall and go to sleep warm in crimsons arms, but I knew I couldn't this could be very important or a complete waste of my time

I snuggled closer to crimson before speaking "I'm needed back home" i mumbled into her neck

"It's fine, after come back here please, if I'm away from you for less then a hour it feels like a week" crimson spoke softly i could tell she was tired "ok" i said nuzzling into her once more before starting to get up

Maple felt my movement and picked her head up she tilted her head at me, i noticed this and went over to her petting here on the head "you wanna come home with me for a few minute maple?" I asked as if she would answer

She barked at me before stretching and jumping out of crimsons bed, i smiled at her before going over to crimson i kissed her on the check before heading for the door

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Flashback over
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I was in my Ailousos form walking with maple to my house, as soon as i stepped to the driveway something was off

The outside of my house was clean, to clean. All of the damages i made when i had my mental breakdown was gone, i framed it as a robber breaking in while I wasn't home. My parents heard but didn't call the police i doubt they even cared

I got to the front door and turned back into my human form as soon as i stepped inside with maple Mr. Smith came running up to us. "Miss brew I'm glad your here, i wanted you here because your parents are on their way" Mr. smith explained

Immediately i froze my parents?!?! I wasn't i informed earlier, i snarled "why wasn't i informed sooner?!?" I asked mr.smith

"I was just informed a few minutes before i texted you to come here, i was surprised as well" smith explained his face was sweaty, the maids must not be here i thought. "When will my parents arrive?" I asked

"They should be here in 10 minutes or so" smith said, i nodded my head before heading to my room maple at my side

I sat in my desk chair waiting for my parents to arrive, my foot tapped anxiously maple was in her bed that was next to my desk

Soon enough a black Jeep pulled up in the driveway, and my parents stepped out. My mom had brown hair like mine with the same eyes, but she was 5'2 and plump, my dad has gray hair that is long enough to be put into a ponytail, i got all of my Ailousos markings from my dad, he is 5'12 with a little plump

You would wonder why was i so worried about meeting my parents again well, I haven't seen them since my 9th grade year they came to say congratulations on making it to 9th grade saying stuff like "soon enough you will be able to work with us" or "have you been getting good grades so you make take control of our company" or even "you should diet you have been gaining some weight" the body shaming was tough to deal with, and the wanting me to take over the company one day was a fairytale, sure it would be cool but i want to make my own career not be next in line for a company that i know nothing about

Mr. Smith opened the door for my parents, and i walked out of my room into the living room leaving maple in my room, "welcome back mr. and mrs. Moorland please have a seat" Mr. Smith said i smile on his face as he greeted my parents

As soon as i stepped into the living room my parents looked up at me, "Brew my dear come hug me" my mother exclaimed, I cringed before walking over and hugging her

She smelt of cigarettes and cheap perfume, we hugged for a moment before breaking apart "how are you dear? How's the diet going?" She asked with a happy smile, of course that's the first thing she brings up

"I'm fine, and i told you i don't need a diet I'm healthy" i explained i tired to hide my hurt, her face changed to a slightly anger one "i told you to start dieting, ugh whatever stay fat see if i care" she snarled before sitting back down not looking me in the eye anymore

It took all of my strength to stay composed and not cry in front of them, when i say all my strength i mean it

My father spoke next "if you want to take over the company one day you have to look your best, i wont have a fat daughter taking over my company" my father snarled, well that hurt my lips quivered but I managed to keep my composure

Mr.Smith looked uncomfortable he looked at me with a sorry expression, but i kept on a smile of welcome to my parents

"Also brew i heard from one of the gardeners that you are still friends with that crimson girl?" My mother said her tone was still a slight snarl as she mentioned crimson

"Yes, what about her?" I asked, suddenly my mother stood up and stared up at me her eyes in slits "i had my assistant do some research on that Fag and she found out that crimson is a lesbian and a trans women!" My mother snarled her jaw clenched

"So what? How does that affect you or me?!" I said, my tone was slightly aggressive

"It affect me and all of us because if words gets out that my daughter is friends with a tr@nny, it would show on our reputation!!" She snarled starting to walk closer to me

"I WILL NOT HAVE MY DAUGHTER BE FRIENDS WITH THAT FAG, SHES A TR@NNY AND SHES POOR IT COULD PUT A PERMANENT DENT ON OUR REPUTATION" my mother yelled at me, now my temper was lost and i snapped

"ALL YALL CARE ABOUT IS REPUTATION, SO WHAT IF SHE IS TRANS AND LESBIAN?!? HOW DOES NOT SHIT AFFECT YOU AND YOUR STUPID COMPANY?!? AND WHO SAID I EVEN WANTED TO BE NEXT IN LINE FOR YOUR COMPANY?!? I DON'T WANT THE TITLE, I DON'T WANT THE COMPANY, I DON'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT, OR YOU!!" I yowled the last words with pure hatred, i stared into my mothers shocked gaze her gaze then turned ice cold "so your grandparents were right, you are a faggot to" my mother said her tone was calmer for a moment until she spoke again

"I HAVE NOT HAVE A GAY DAUGHTER, YOU DON'T WANT THE COMPANY WELL YOU DON'T DESERVE IT, I WILL LET YOU STAY THIS HOUSE FOR NOW BUT THE MINUTE YOU TURN 18 IM THROWING YOU ON THE STREETS" she yelled getting in my face

"GOOD, I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU OR HIM" i said pointing at my dad who's face was blank the whole time "OR MY SO CALLED GRANDPARENTS" i yelled turning back and walking back to my room

My mother continued to yell slurs and homophobic things at me while i walked to my room, i opened my door for maple to come out and walked to the front door. Not turning around to look at them i transformed into my Ailousos form and ran down the streets

Tears streamed down my face as a ran maple was having trouble keeping up with me

I felt like screaming until i lost my voice or running until my paw pads we're bleeding

I was going in the direction of crimsons house, soon enough the familiar house came into my view, the house were i spend 97% of my time, the house were my beautiful girlfriend lived with her lovely sister, the house that allowed me in when i felt lonely, in that house was the people who cared about me most, no judgement, no homophobia, no body shaming, no loneliness

It was my home, it was my happiness, my will to live, my family, 'family...'

I got to the front steps with a panting maple just behind me, i transformed into my human form knocking. My arms felt like spaghetti, and my knees were weak, my tears still fell down my face but slower

The door opened and i saw crimson, her eyes stretched wide as she saw me, before i could speak she wrapped her arms around my torso and hugged me tight, i leaned into her touch great full for it

She picked me up and brought me into the house, i looked around for Alex but she was nowhere to be found, crimson brought me into her room and laid me down on her bed

Maple was behind her, she was whimpering worriedly

Crimson sat besides me and let me lay down on her lap, I cried softly into her chest. I felt bad for using crimson as a source of comfort all the time, but being with her made me feel like i could talk about anything, all i can hope for is that she would confined into me if she ever needed

I would always talk and help her if she needed it, Iike she does for me

"Brew tell me what happened, tell me it all" crimson said softly

"My parents came to visit, they said something about me, about you, about my sexuality, my weight, and it just hurt" i explained tears still falling down my face

Crimson kissed my forehead, before speaking "its ok, there not here your fine" crimson said nuzzling me

"I know they aren't here" i said my parents harsh words pierced my heart and left it to bleed out on the streets

"I'm sorry," i said softly into crimson chest "wh-what, for what?" Crimson asked her expression confused

"I'm sorry that you have to deal with my mental breakdowns, my anxiety, my family issues, my self hate, and I'm sorry you found out about what i did to my self" i explained sitting up and looking at crimson

her eyes were wide and her mouth was open slightly "what? Why would you be sorry about that? I'm your girlfriend and best friend, i will always be here to help you. Also i help you because i love you and care about you and your well-being, all i wish is that you could see the perfection i see in you" crimson said grabbing my chin and kissing my lips

I move i let her kiss me, i wanted her to, i want her and me to be able to confine in each other forever, to be able to cry into each other's arms, to be able to kiss her everyday

I want to be with her forever, but not every love story has a happy ending....

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