[AUROR𝐀]
I woke up gasping for air after another nightmare.
When I catch my breath I looked at the clock that read 4:35 am.
I'm used to wake up this early,
so I walked into the bathroom,
undressed and walked into the shower.
I put the water on cold and just stood there for a few minutes.
A few minutes of silents and no problems. Just me and my thoughts.
After a whole 15 minutes just standing there I washed my hair with my shampoo and conditioner. Than I washed my body and shaved. When I was finished I shut the water off, dried myself off and put my outfit on.
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It's not really cold here but I don't want them to see all my scars...
They will never find out.
Nobody will find out about my past- I-I will never talk about what happened there to anyone.
It is my life and it is non of there business, they might be my
'Family' by blood, but they are nothing but strangers to me.
When I'm 18 I will leave anyways.
I will forever be alone I don't need anyone, I was my whole life alone and I made it, didn't I?
We will live alone and die alone,
Everyone leaves eventually, and they will not care if it leaves you shattered in the cold, dark world without anyone.
In the end you have just yourself.
The only person that you will be stuck with your whole life, who will never leave your, is yourself.
I learned that the hard way...
I have marks on my whole body as a reminder everyday for the rest of my life.
I trusted people, I had faith in them, I put my heart in there hands and they only threw it on the ground and stomped on it till there was nothing left but shattered pieces.
I was just a little kid...
I didn't know any better, but to trust the first person that seemed to care about me enough to want to help me and put an end to the misery that I call life, even as a little kid. And it backfired me.
Hard.
Look where it got me today.
I have nothing
Absolutely nothing
No reason to wake up in the morning
No person to talk to when I had a bad day
When I sit alone in my bathroom with a blade to my wrist
To talk me out of my bad thoughts
To comfort me
Because I will never trust anyone ever again
I'm not the weak little girl anymore
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It was now 5:26 am and I'm asked out of my room to search for the kitchen
After a 8 minutes search I finally found the kitchen and walked to the fridge and took the Orange juice out
I drank a cup and put it back in.
I made my way back to my room but stopped when I heard someone talking.
"What if Aurora finds it out?"someone said
Don't get me wrong I'm not that type of person that snoops around and listens on people conversations, because I wouldn't want that either but whatever this person is talking about, has something to do with me.
And I don't trust the people in this house so I need to know.
The client I got the more clearer it become who the person is that is talking it feather the people.
"She can't find out, we will tell her eventually but not yet!" My father said
"Don't you think it is a bit obvious that we are in the mafia when we all walk around with a gun and we have hundreds of guards here ?"Emilio said back
Eh...I think it's time for me to go back to my room.
Meh. I'm not really surprised.
Like Emilio said something that it is really obvious.
I mean it could just be that they are rich and want to protect the money but? You know?
Ugh I don't know how to explain I'm just not surprised.
Aside from that I also overheard a few guards speak over something like that in Italien.
They didn't know I can't understand them.
We all have our secrets.
They will just never find out about mine.
I'm not really scared that they're in the mafia, I find it feather cool but anyways I learned a few thinks over the years.
And....
How can I say that....
I am....a little involved
I did/do under ground fighting
Actually I'm one of the best
And i did a few assassin jobs myself sooooo.....
Yeah....now we settled that
Back in my room I did a few thinks on my new laptop until it was about 6:31 am
I'm sure a few people are awake by now so I walked down stairs to the kitchen
I was right, most of the boys where downstairs already, mom and dad where there too
Uh I liked the sound of that
Mom
And
Dad
I will call them that now!
"Hey" I said to no one in practical.
I heard a few 'good mornings' back and just sat down on one of the chairs.
"What do you want for breakfast, princess?" Dad asked sweetly.
I just shrugged but that I remembered the rules and said
"I don't know, anything that you make will do" I said
"Pancakes it is" He happily said
"How did you sleep" mom asked
"Good, Good. You?" I Asked to not sound too rude
"Me too darling" she said giving me a kiss on the cheek
"Today Gaia, Marlo and Matteo will come over for dinner and some business" Lorenzo said
Everyone looked at me when he said Matteo?
"What? Am I supposed to know him?" I asked confused
They all smiled at me sadly.
"No everything's fine. You and Matteo where best friends before you... you know...got kidnapped" Armando said a little uncomfortable from the topic of me getting kidnapped.
"Oh, can't remember him sorry, many when I see him?" I said to lift the mood a little
"Yeah. You know we all thought back than that you too will come together when you older" my mom laughed but than remembered something and smiled sadly
"That Little Boy was so crushed when he was told that you where taken, he completely changed, he wasn't the happy little boy anymore. He even stopped eating the first few weeks. It was so sad to watch that, but we couldn't do anything.
We didn't tell them yet that your back, so it will be a surprise" she smiled at me
I was a bit shocked but recovered quickly and ate the pancakes that was placed on the table in front of me.
"Thanks" i said to dad
We all are together and than washed the dishes
"Be ready at 4, they will arrive by than" Lorenzo said and gave me a kiss to the head
What is it with people and kissing here?anyway
I walked to my room and I'm bored now
I'm just gonna watch something until than
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