Why can't I speak
As soon as the feelings come flooding
And the tears come rolling down my face like a vicious tide
An unexpected flash flood
It should come with warning
But it never does
I want to talk
I want someone to know
The pain that I endured
And the hate that I continued to live through
I'm exhausted
And the weight as heavy as cinder blocks
It weighs on me like tar on angel wings
Blackening a light that was almost pure
But now I'm gone
And there's no way to find my way back
So I'm done
And the light is gone
I can't speak
So the pain I'm feeling...
It won't go