I feel as though I'm stuck in a trance
Like nothing is real anymore
I'm upset
But I have no tears left to cry
I'm happy
But I don't have the energy to make it last
I miss him
But I want to let him go
His memory still haunts me
But their gone as quickly as they come
It's like I'm stuck in a never ending cycle
And every turn I take to get out turns into another continuation
Every person I find turns out to be him
And it hurts
I want to be cold
But I want to find someone to love me
Someone I can love
But at the same time I couldn't bear to have it broken again
I want to disappear
But I want to stay
I'm stuck in a trance