Gnre: Angst
Relationship Status: Secret Dating
POV: Karl's
Words: 3379
Idea by: @gaarawife4life
By the way though it looks like there is going to be a smut scene, it's not so just roll with it. Just more of a ✨spicy✨ scene that makes the story get to its point.
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I was sitting down on the couch in the studio watching TikTok's alone. We had gotten done filming and usually it's late when we get done so instead we crash here if we're too tired to drive. But tonight I planned to get home. I just wanted a little break before taking the car ride home. As I was mindlessly scrolling I felt a hand on my shoulder. I jumped and quickly turn around to see who had just done that. When turning around, I saw Chris smiling trying not to laugh.
When I saw who it was my muscles loosened as I quickly calmed down. "Oh it's just you."
He let light chuckle. "You're always scarred so easily."
I tuned away from him and clicked on my phone. "Yeah yeah."
"Oh you love me."
"I thought you were asleep."
He shrugged. "Nope, I'm stayin' the night though. You should stay with me too."
"You know how much I want to but I told Sapnap I'd be home tonight."
His hands traced down arms and crossed at my chest so he was behind holding me. "Oh come on please? I already told Katie that I'm staying and it's gonna be no fun without you."
His head rested by my neck. As I began to type my password in, soft kisses started trailing up my neck. A smile crept onto my face as I bit on my tongue. I lowered my phone back down and tilted my neck up, leaving more room for Chris . He started to gently bite and suck on my skin starting to leave a hickey. We never do things like this in public, even if no one is around. We'll do this type of stuff when we're at each others houses alone.
"Chris... someone could see us..." I finally said.
His mouth separated from my neck. "Doesn't that make it better?"
"What if Jimmy saw us and told-"
"It's alright, no one else is awake."
"Oh... Well how about we continue in your room still?"
He stood up and smiled. "Sounds good to me."
I grabbed my phone and stood up. Chris took my hand and led me into his bedroom in the studio. We entered his room and I sat on his bed.
He locked the door. "See? Now you don't have to worry about anyone walking in on us either," he said and I playfully rolled my eyes. "Now where were we?"
I giggled. "Oh just come here already."
He walked over and sat on the bed. I climbed onto his lap and he put his hands on my waist then started biting in the previous spot. I pulled out my phone and typed in the password then opened IMessage, having the phone behind his back. I found the contact that read 'sapnap <3' and started typing a message
sapnap <3
K: hey baby i know i said i would make it home tonight but i'm just really tired :( i'll see you tomorrow though!
S: Dude what? I haven't seen you in like two days because of filming and the day you're supposed to get home now you're "too tired"
K: uh yeah so? i'm laying down already it's no big deal
S: Whatever. I'm coming to pick you up then
K: what? just let me go to sleep
S: No. I'm getting my keys already
K: oh my god you're so dramatic. It's literally one more night and you should be asleep already so you wouldn't have seen me till tomorrow anyways
S: Excuses excuses. You just don't want to be around me
K: not when you're acting like this that's for sure
S: Like what?
K: crazy and possessive
S: I'm not crazy and possessive!
K: right. that's why I can't stay here and sleep
S: You can sleep in the car ride home
I'll be there in 25 minutes
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I clicked off my phone and sighed.
Chris lifted his head up and looked at me. "Are you okay?"
"Sapnap is coming to pick me up."
"What why?"
"I texted him saying I was staying at the studio but he freaked out."
"God what's wrong with him?"
"I have no ides but he'll be here in twenty-five minutes."
"We'll we could still do a lot in twenty-five minutes," he joked with a smirk.
I smiled and rolled my eyes. "Shut up."
He kept his hands on my waist and I put my hands over his shoulders. I leaned down and we started to kiss. Pulling back just to kiss again. He rubbed up and down my waist and swayed with each move. As I pulled apart to catch my breath, Chris took the collar of my shirt and moved it over to the side and started to suck on my skin on collarbone however holding the shirt prevented him from holding my hips. So instead he dropped the collar and gripped the bottom of my shirt. He slid his hands upwards taking it off. I felt his warm hands graze my sides as he pulled it over my head. He tossed the article of clothing the end of the bed and put his hands back on my hips taking control. He starting to biting where he left off while the previous hickey started to become more clear. He switched between leaving marks to making out a few times before stopping when we knew Sapnap was getting close to the studio.
"So you really can't stay?" He asked looking up at me.
I let out a breath. "He's probably going to be here soon and he'd really freak if I didn't go back with him."
"I know but he doesn't treat you right like I do."
"I just need to figure out a way to end things with him. But don't act like I'm not affected by you and Katie still being together."
He smiled rubbing my waist slowly with his thumbs. "I love you."
"I love you too." I leaned down kissing him on the lips one more time before getting off of his lap and standing up. Chris picked up my shirt and tossed it to me. I slid it over my body and saw him staring at me. "Yeah?" I asked.
"Nothing," he said and stood up. "Just bummed you're leaving." He put his hands on my hips while I put my arms around his neck. He swayed me back and forth slowly.
"I know I'm sorry but doesn't Katie have work tomorrow? I could try and see you then."
He slightly nodded. "Yeah that sounds good to me."
"Alright well I should wait outside for Sap," I said and Chris reluctantly let go of my hips as I took my arms off of his shoulders.
"Do you want me to come wait outside with you?" He asked.
I contemplated for a moment. "Yes but no... I don't want Sapnap to try and fight you if he sees you because at that point he might get suspicious."
"How about I just wait on the curb with you and then when I see a car coming close I'll just head inside. I really don't want you out there by yourself."
I slightly tilted my head to the right. "Alright you can come sit out with me."
Chris unlocked the door and we started walking until we got to the door that had us exit the building. He opened the door and I wanted out first him following on a second behind. There were few cars in the parking lot, probably around seven. The wind was cold and I felt the temperature drop extremely when I had stepped outside. I put my hands on my arms and rubbed them back and forth trying to warm myself up.
"Here," I heard Chris say and I turned to him. He took of the yellow, green, and black tie-dye hoodie he was wearing and handed it to me.
"Thanks but I don't want you to be cold. You'd be in a tee-shirt."
"No really take it, you're in a teeshirt too. Plus, it'll help cover up those hickeys," he said pointing at my neck with a stupid smile on his face.
My eyes widened. "Chris!" I put my hand on my neck. "How noticeable are they?"
He laughed and pulled out his phone. "Pretty noticeable." He turned on his camera and snapped a photo of them and showed me.
They were a dark red and there were a few that went from my neck and down. "You know you can't leave these." I grabbed his hoodie and slipped it on.
"It'll be fine. Just wear the hoodie home so he doesn't see anything." He sat sitting down on the curb and I joined him. "It's a good photo though. I'm keeping it," he said with a smirk.
"Shut up." I playfully nudged him with my elbow.
The hoodie covered the most of the hickeys but not all of them. Hopefully they wouldn't last a while because until then, it looks like it'll be wearing hoodies for some time. The two of us sat on the curb next to each other waiting for Sapnap to drag me home. When we heard a car from down the road I knew it would be him. The two of us stood up and I gave him a hug. He kissed me on the forehead while we embraced. The car started to get closer.
"I should get out of here now," he said letting go.
I nodded. "I'll text when I get home alright?"
"Alright I'll text you soon, love you Karl." He walked to the door and opened it.
I waved. "I love you too."
Chris entered the studio and Sapnap pulled into the parking lot and right up to me. I opened the door and sat down without saying a word. I buckled my seatbelt and clicked on my phone realizing the battery was getting low.
"Hey," Sapnap said looking at me. I still didn't want to talk to him so I just looked and slightly waved at him. He leaned over the middle console and went in to kiss me. I pulled back quickly. He looked offended that I denied him. "What the hell was that for?"
"I'm really not in the mood can we just go home?" I said and faced the window.
He angrily hit the steering wheel with the palm of his hands and I flinched at the noise. "Whatever." He peeled out of the driveway and got on the road.
Not only was I not in the mood to be in the same car as him, I especially didn't want to have a kiss from him. I considered myself to be with Chris even though Sapnap and I are in a relationship. We sat in silence as we drove down the road. Any second I was waiting for him to yell at me or say anything. We were at a stop sign and I felt eyes on me. I turned to Sapnap and he was staring at me.
"Yeah?" I asked.
His eyebrows furrowed as if he was examining me. My heart sunk as I realized that he could notice my neck. I turned away and looked out the window.
"Who's hoodie is that?"
I took a deep breath. "Oh it's just Chris'."
"Why do you have it then?" He angrily questioned.
I quickly thought of a lie. "It was on the couch when I was leaving and it's cold so I took it since I was going to be waiting outside until you got here. I don't think he would have minded."
It was clear he didn't believe me. He told at me to look at him, however I kept staring at the window. He started driving and yelled again I didn't want to know what would happen if I didn't look at him so I slowly turned my head. He turned on the car light and that's when he was positive of what he saw.
"Are those hickeys?" He asked angrily but in a seemingly shocked voice.
I paused and started tearing up. There was no way out of this one. "Sap I-"
His foot slammed on the breaks making me fly forward a bit despite being buckled.
"What the fuck!" He put his hand on my chin and roughly made me look up so he could see the marks. "Who the hell gave you those?!"
"You're hurting me!" I tried pulling away but he made me get closer. "Stop!" Sapnap pulled the collar of the hoodie exposing more hickeys to his eyes.
"You're really cheating on me?! With what douchebag were you whoring around with behind my back huh?!" I didn't say anything and he looked down at my hoodie. "It was Chris wasn't it?" He started laughing. "He's got a wife too! So you're both fucking pathetic cheaters."
"Get off of me!" I tried to pull away but I couldn't. He pushed my chin as hard as he could backwards causing me to hit my head on the car door.
"Get the fuck out of my car you slut! I'm throwing all of your shit out of the window tonight."
I unbuckled as fast as I could and opened the car door, almost falling out. I felt so weak and could barely talk. "Sapnap please..."
"You two are so screwed!" He slammed the car door shut and sped away.
I was left on the cold pavement in the middle of the night by myself. I was shaking from the whole experience still and the cold didn't help. I know I was a bad person for cheating on him but I was scarred of what he would do if I tried leaving him. I reached into my pocket and grabbed my phone. Quickly I found Chris' contact and called him.
"Hey! Are you home already?" He asked.
I couldn't hold it in anymore. I broke down and started crying. "C-Chris, Sapnap saw the h-hickeys and he threw me out of the car. Now I-I'm alone and I don't know what to do, my phone is almost dead. He knows they were from you and I think he's going to tell K-Katie. I'm sorry don't be mad!"
"Karl, Karl calm down, take a deep breath. It's going to be okay, I'm not mad at you." I could here him walking around. "I'm getting in my car. Just tell me where you are and I'll pick you up."
My head was still spinning but I took a deep breath like he said. "What about Katie-?"
"Karl, it's okay. Don't worry about her right now." I could hear his car engine start. "Where are you?" I told him where I was and that it would be about a twenty minute drive. "Just stay on call until your phone dies."
"Okay..."
I started walking in the direction of the studio so hopefully I would get picked up even sooner. I'm glad I got the hoodie from Chris but even with it on, it was still frigid outside. It was only about seven minutes before my phone died and shut off. Now I was completely alone. I started tearing up again since Chris wasn't there. Though I didn't want to cry because I didn't want to have any of my body being wet because the cold weather would make it worse. After around ten minutes of walking by myself in the middle of the night I heard a car coming in my direction. At first it scarred me but I soon realized that odds were it's Chris, and it was. The car slowed down as it came by me and the window rolled down.
I saw him lower his head and wave. "Hey!"
A smile grew so wide on my face when I was able to see him. "Thank god you're here."
I opened the car and got in, buckling my seatbelt.
"Do you want to talk about it? If not that's fine, we can just head back to the studio. Or I could race down to his house and beat the shit out of him."
I took a deep breath. "Can we maybe talk about later? I just want to be distracted from all of this."
He nodded and rolled up the windows. "Yeah of course."
As we went back to the studio, we talked the whole time. Chris made sure not to have a silent moment in the car so I wouldn't drift back to my other thoughts. We didn't talk about Sapnap, or Katie, because Chris knew I didn't want to hear about either of them right now. I would tell him all of the horrible details about what had happened in that car ride with Sapnap but not now. The car was so much warmer than the outside air. It felt like comfort was surrounding me and I felt safe. We talked about the most random things until we pulled into the lot. As we both got out of the car we walked next to each other.
"Can I sleep in your room tonight?" I asked.
He nodded. "Mhhm anytime you want you can stay with me."
We walked into the studio and to his room. When we got in there I kicked off of my shoes and Chris did the same. He pulled his shirt off from over his head and laid down in the bed. He was in grey sweatpants and I was wearing his hoodie and black sweatpants. The two of us got changed right after filming so we didn't do much to get ready to go to bed. Chris laid down on his back while I was still standing. I turned off the lights and crawled into bed with him. My head and arm rested on his chest. He pulled the blankets over us and wrapped his hand around my shoulder. My eyes began to grow heavy as they lowered until I couldn't keep them open any longer. It was such a long and exhausting day but finally it would be over. At least I felt safe in the arms of Chris.
"Goodnight Chris..."
"Goodnight Karl, I love you."
"I love you too."
Extra:
Chris' POV:
I started to wake up but wanted to stay in bed longer. It took me a moment to recall what had happened the previous night. When I remembered I looked down at Karl. He was still sound asleep on my chest just like he was when he fell asleep. My hand was over him and the other was above my head. Karl looked calm and peaceful while he slept. His hair was ruffled while he slept yet still looked perfect. I felt so bad for what he went through last night even though he didn't tell me the full story. Whatever it was, he's pretty shaken up that's for sure. His call had me scared for him. But at least he seemed okay right now. I'm sure with time things will get better.
With my free hand, I reached over to my bedside and grabbed my phone. Quickly I snapped a photo of the two of us together then went I check my notifications. Without a know or warning my door opened. Shit I forgot to lock the door last night. Chandler stood in the doorway with Jimmy only a foot behind. They saw Karl laying his head and arm on my chest while I'm shirtless, he's in my hoodie, and both of our hair's are disheveled. Their eyebrows raised and they both got the wrong idea what was going on. Chandler opened his mouth to say something hit I cut him off.
"If either of you say one thing about this I swear to god. You didn't see anything, just walk away."
Jimmy stepped back and Chandler nodded slowly shutting the door. I sat my phone down on the bedside table and shut my eyes again.