"Nikki and I are talking! Can't we just stay here and when we're done we get out?" I asked shouting
"Yes, the bus is staying here anyways!" Doc yelled before getting out of the bus with Mick Tommy and Vince
"Oh yeah? We're talking?" He asked smirking
"Shut up and kiss me," I said rolling my eyes
"And what makes you think that I want to?" He asked grabbing my hips trying to pull me closer
"Nikki" I whined like a baby
"Wait here my love" He stated opening the door and stepping out closing it behind him
I jumped on my bed and looked at myself in the mirror, I smiled to myself as I heard him coming back. I lay down on my stomach looking at my book.
"Close your eyes," He said with a deep voice
I closed my eyes bitting my lips in excitement. He turned me around so I could lay on my back, I heard a dark chuckle getting out of his mouth
"Holds still," He said touching my inner thighs which made me shiver
"What are you doing?" I asked giggling
"Making a line before you lose your ability to walk," He said lining up some coke on my inner thighs
"Oh is that so," I said opening my eyes seeing his dark eyes staring into mine
"you're so beautiful" He mumbled quietly still lining the coke
I felt some tears filling up my eyes and second, later tears fell off my cheek but Nikki didn't notice as he snorted his line, he looked up at me and held his nose in his hands. He looked at my eyes carefully and took a few steps back.
"What's wrong?" He asked confused tilting his head a bit
"Nikki sleeping with you isn't the only thing that I want, and I think it's not the same for you," I said whipping my tears
"What do you mean?" He asked looking right into my eyes
"I love you Nikki that's what I mean, and I know you don't like me back and it hurts because...Never mind" I said getting up walking past him
"Wait Y/n...I" He said looking at the ground
"Save it, Nikki, try to have fun tonight alright?" I said smiling softly
"Let me finish my sentence," He said turning around
I just looked at him waiting for an answer
"I'm not gonna deny it alright? Yes I want to sleep with you but it's not the only thing that I want either" He said looking at me
"Then enlight me, Nikki," I said sitting down on the table
"I don't know how to express my feelings but there's one thing that I know, I love you" He utters quietly
"Then why are you sleeping with some girls? Why not me?" I asked as my throat started to squeeze itself
"Because I thought you liked Tommy" He answered looking at the ground
"So you decided to sleep with Roxy and some groupies only to make the pain go away and to make me jealous? That's fucked up Nikki" I said feeling tears falling off my cheeks
"No Y/n no," He said walking closer to me
"I need a drink," I said clearing my throat
"I can make..."
"I'll go drink with Mick," I said getting out of the bus sniffling whipping my tears.
Razzle was drinking outside with Vince laughing, he looked at me as his smile dropped. Razzle looked at me and made a sad face before he spoke:
"What's wrong love?" He asked giving me his hat
"Nothing I'm alright," I said playing with his colorful hat sniffling a bit
"Nikki gave her a hard time I think," Vince said holding me closer hugging me from behind
"Cheer up gorgeous, don't cry for no man especially this one," Razzle said kissing my hand
"Thank you Razz," I said smiling a bit
"Razzle is right, don't cry for Nikki, he's an asshole," Vince said kissing my head
"Vinny! Could you come here?" Sharise shouted a bit
"Dutty is calling sweetheart," Vince said kissing my cheek before walking up to her
"You want to go take a walk?" Razzle asked
"I need a drink first," I said smiling
Nikki walked past me and touched my hand to let me know that he was there.
"I'll go get one for you," Nikki said walking inside.
A minute later he came back with a bloody Mary and handed it to me, he smiled a bit and walked back inside.
"So...Y/n what's happening," Razzle said as he started walking with me
"I love him but he acts like an asshole and he sleeps with every girl he meets and... I don't know it pisses me off" I said drinking
"Does he love you?" He asks looking at me
"I think so..." I answered
"Then make him regret it, I know that you and Tommy are close, make Nikki pay and then he'll come back crawling," Razzle said laughing
"That's...Evil" I said chuckling
"I mean it, think about it at least," Razzle said kissing my hand taking his hat back
I just looked at him and nodded
"Let's go back in and have some fun alright?" Razzle asked smiling
"Lead the way," I said giggling as we walked back inside the house
"Hey y/n!" Sharise said hugging me
"How's our little monster doing?' I said touching her stomach
"She's kicking a lot" She chuckles
"I can't wait to see her and be her cool aunt," I said giggling
"You'll be the best Aunt," Sharise said kissing my cheek
"DON'T YOU DARE STEAL MY WIFE" Vince yelled
"WHAT VINCE? Y/N'S HOT" Sharise said laughing holding me closer
"Alright, Chérie I'm gonna go back to the boys if you need anything come see me. I won't get drunk" I said smiling walking towards Nikki, Tom, and Mick.
"Hello boys," I said sitting down beside Nikki
"Hello gorgeous" Mick said kissing my cheek
"Yo y/n I have an idea," Tom said smiling
"Do tell Loverboy" I said smiling back
"I'll talk to you about it later it's a secret" He winked
"Alright and that's enough," Nikki said putting an arm around me, I didn't want to start a war so I just smiled, he was jealous and it was hot
"So are you two together?" Tom asked super hyped
"No-"
"Yes so back off," Nikki said cutting me off kissing my neck
"Whatever, I'm not getting involved in this shit" Mick stated looking away
"Nikki enough" I whispered only for him to hear
"No, because I love you" He Whispered back
"No you don't Nikki," I said making myself 3 lines
"Whatever Y/n," he said rolling his eyes
I snorted them and sat back feeling my head spinning around as my throat became numb. Nikki grabbed my hand and pat my back
"You alright?" He asked smiling a bit
"No" I answered grabbing a bottle of water
"Why?" He asked confused
"Because I can't think straight right now," I said feeling my head spinning
"It's normal love it'll pass soon," He said sipping his drink
"Please kiss me" I whispered in his ear
"Say less," He said grabbing my chin gently kissing me
Tommy turned around and saw us, he walked over to us and pushed Nikki off me.
"WHAT THE FUCK NIKKI?!" Tommy yelled making everyone stare
"What's your problem dude?!" Nikki asked getting up
"You're taking advantage of her," Tommy said pushing Nikki a bit
"B-Boys it's fine don't fight," I said getting up slowly
"I'm not taking advantage of her asshole! Mind you're own business" Nikki yelled before storming off
Tommy looked at him and started walking towards him, I blocked him putting my hand on his chest, he looked down at me and took a deep breath.
"I'll be back later," He said before storming off as well.