Mötley crüe x reader

Nineteen

-three months later-

Nikki, Mick, Tommy, and I were in the studio waiting for Vince. We're a  fucking a mess, Nikki and I were high as fuck, Tommy was drunk and Mick well... Mick is mick. I looked over at Tommy who smashed his head on his drum, I rolled my eyes and looked away as Nikki was staring at the ground probably being too high to focus on Tommy's stupidity.

"Hey Y/n watch this" Tommy said looking at me walking towards the piano

"What is it?" I asked rolling my eyes standing up feeling dizzy as I walked towards him sitting beside him resting my head on the side of his chest.

"Listen to this," He said as he started to play a soft melody

"It's beautiful Tommy..." I said smiling a bit

The door of the studio opened as I saw Vince entering the room.

"Yo," He said waving a me

"Sup man" I answered getting up sitting down beside Nikki

"What's up, dude?" Tommy asked smiling a little

"Hey man" Vince replied

"Oh um,  I got the lyrics, I made a couple of adjustments but I think you may like em," Nikki said handing him the lyrics

"Home sweet home?" Vince asked not impressed

"It's been too long Vinny," I said smiling a bit

"Here have a bump with us," Nikki said looking at me for approval

"I just got out of fucking jail," He said almost spitting at Nikki

We all looked at each other awkwardly before I rested my head on Nikki's shoulder kissing his neck a little before closing my eyes

"Awkward..." Mick murmured putting his glasses on

Vince looked at us thinking for a minute before smiling

"You guys are assholes" He utters smiling grabbing the straw and snorting a line before holding his nose.

"Shit Nikki" I whispered in his hear as he chuckled a little

Vince walked over to the trash can and put his finger into his mouth to throw up.

"What the fuck what that?" Vince asked gagging

"Oh, that was smack" I answered chuckling a bit

Tommy laughed quietly looking at me.

"You guys slip me smack and I'm the fucking problem?" He said walking over to the table hitting the table 

Mick looked at him before stopping a bottle from falling with his feet

"Yeah, I know what you're thinking. I'm a monster I killed Razzle yeah, could have happened to any one of you!" He shouted looking at me

"Don't you dare look at me like that Vince! You said you could drive and that you weren't drunk! I lost a friend that night! Don't act like you're the only one who's hurt. Because it hurts me too!" I said shouting getting up crying

"Y/n..." Mick said taking my hand

"Fuck you," He said storming out of the studio

"nice job Nikki" Mick sighed 

"You're okay Y/n?" Nikki asked looking at me 

I shook my head crying before he stood up and held me closer, Tommy joined hugging me as well as Mick pat my back

"Y-You s-should have seen Razzle's face he-he" I cried louder

"shhh," Tommy shushed me playing in my hair.

-Nikki's house-

Nikki was sitting down beside me in his big closet, he looked at me with his big dark eyes before kissing me touching me everywhere, he grabbed a spoon and everything that he needed and heated the little amount of heroin he had in the spoon. He sucked it up with the syringe and squeezed a rubber thing and looked at me.

"You-you wanna do it, my love?" He asked smiling weakly

"Only if you kiss me" I answered smiling a bit as well

He grabbed my jaw and kisses me softly brushing my hair out of my face before he pulled away

"That's more like it," I said looking at the syringe while he squeezed the rubber thing, I slowly inserted the needle and pushed on it as I emptied it before taking the needle out.

He grabbed me by the hips pulling me onto his lap before closing his eyes

"I love you" He whispered in my ear breathing heavily

As I was making myself a syringe someone called on his phone but he was too weak to answer. I gave myself the same amount that Nikki took and relaxed kissing his neck softly before the voicemail started to play.

"Frankie... this is your mom. Look I know that you're busy yeah... being a big star and all. I'd just really like to talk to you sometimes... Call me back okay?" Her mom said on the phone

Nikki looked at me as his eyes widened 

"Babe get off get off," He said pushing me away slowly

"Nikki I-"

"I'm just turning it off," He said before crawling back down in the closet pulling me closer

"I love you too" I whispered climbing on his lap smiling.

He looked at me and shook his head.

"Why did she call you Frankie?" I asked still kissing his neck leaving hickeys

"I'll tell you one day," He said brushing some hair out of my face

"Why not now?" I asked looking at him playing in his big black hair

"Because you may not be ready for it" He said smiling back

"In the meantime, we could..." I said looking at him

"You want it?" He asked chuckling

"Don't make me beg, you know I hate it" I said pulling him closer

//I know this short I don't have a lot of time but I'll make sure that the other one is gonna be juicy//