Mötley crüe x reader

Thirty-Sixx

The band and I agreed to stay together till the end, we kind of made a weird vow about staying together. It felt great to have Vince back not gonna lie... Nikki drove all of us back to our respective houses. When we got to Tommy's house, he grabbed my hand as Nikki glared at him.

"I'm gonna drive her back home later," Tommy said looking at Nikki with a light smile

"Alright man see you" Nikki replied looking at the tattoos on his finger

"I'll see you later Sixx," I said almost whispering

"See you soon sweetheart," He said driving away

Tommy let go of my hand and walked over to the front door and opened it for me, I stepped inside and looked around smiling weakly

"Take a seat, we have to talk..." He uttered quietly patting my shoulder

I looked at him and shook my head

"I'm sorry about Heather it's my fault I..."

"Y/n, it's our fault not only yours" He spoke with a low tone

"I don't want to lose you," I said swallowing hardly

"I'm not going anywhere okay?" He replied shaking his head grabbing my hands

"I love you Tommy" I whispered as a tear fell from my eyes

"I know... and I love you too but...-"

"But we can't love each other right?" I asked as he wiped my tears

He looked at me and stayed silent

"You know when I first saw you... I felt so loved and I felt like I was home. I was so comfortable. And then Nikki came by and made me feel like It was ride or die you know?" I asked tilting my head feeling my eyes consumed by water

"I know..."He whispered cupping my cheek

"But-but then I realized that I loved the both of you and I tried to pick b-but I couldn't so when you got married my heart shattered into pieces... After the wedding, I locked myself in the bathroom and cried for about an hour before Mick found me... And then I came to talk to you but you looked so happy that I turned back around" I sniffled

"I know, I saw you..." He said rubbing his thumb on my cheek

"And you didn't do anything? I whispered

"No" He mumbled looking away in shame

"Got it" I whispered taking a step back

"So, this is it huh?" He asked looking into my eyes

"No, I don't regret anything that happened. I wanted to do it for a long time and I'm sorry if Heather broke up with you and I'm really sorry about what I did... But I would do it in a heartbeat now. Because I love you" I sniffled 

He stood there in shock not knowing what to say. He looked at the ground as tears fell on his cheek. I walked towards the door and looked at him.

"Call me when you're ready to talk Tommy," I said sniffling

He nodded and squeezed his fist. I sighed and walked up to him and hugged him tightly. I grabbed his hand and opened it,  reached in my pocket and grabbed my necklace, and handed it to him placing it in his hand. I took a step back and smiled

"Take care of it will ya?" I asked sniffling

"What is it?" He asked looking at it

"It's a necklace that means a lot to me... Give it back to me when your ready to talk in the meantime, don't lose it" I mumbled opening the door