Zay's POV
"Wassup momma " I said stepping into Lolas apartment. It's like ever since that night Kash Danm near put a bullet in her head . I've been intrigued by her .
I mean look at her she's beautiful, she's kind , and just everything I see in a woman. But most of all she reminds me of mother.
When I was you a youngin my daddy got killed and left my momma on her own . Yeah we struggled but we mad it out . I have my momma and my siblings living in the hills right now as we speak . I pay her bills and make sure I send her hella dough . Why ? Because she deserves that shit .
"Oh hey Xavier " she blushed on that cute shit . I laughed "I make you nervous " she covered her mouth hiding her smile "Zay why you here " .
"Because I miss you " since the day that lil man was born I been all in her dm's , commenting on her pictures and even sent Lil man some shit when he was born . Shit he don't know his daddy yet .
I grabbed her arm pulling her into a hug looking down at her giving eye contact "you don't miss me ma " I licked my lips . If she don't fall for this shit this gone take some time . She blushed "yeah I missed you " I sent kisses all over her neck .
"Where lil man " I asked . I do know fashoo if I wanna be in here life imma have to be in Lil man life to they a package . "He's in his room " I walked out the living room and into his room .
Walking toward his crib he looked at me with his big brown eyes and smirked . Glad he don't look like his hoe ass daddy . I picked him up and bounced him only for him to giggle.
"Not him like you " I smiled "cause he know a real nigga when he meet one " she lightly punched my shoulder . "Boy you is not a real nigga ". I was finna say some bout her baby daddy but he already a opp pack that I smoke on so .
"Go turn on a movie we finna have family time " I said . She laughed "who the family Xavier " I shot her a look and she instantly walked out . Little man laughed . "You ain't shit son ".
Call me delusional but I don't care Lola and Amir always gone be straight .
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IYA's POV
I sat on the couch drinking my whine watching how to get away with murder low key celebrating that I'm not pregnant.
"I would like to give thanks to all the plan b's at Walgreens who gave their life to me. " I said on the phone with Jay and Naomi.
"Lord he is gone murder you , give him a baby you the only one not acting right " Jay said :
"Girl we is not ready for no baby for the past three days we been arguing about him cheating on me with Mariilow. It's embarrassing I'm trynna get played in peace . "
Naomi laughed " bitch said played in peace , girl my baby daddy ain't shit talking bout some he at work. Whole time I was going through his phone and Kash and Zay den convinced his ass to join the trap once again . "
I rolled my eyes at the word trap " I wish Kash would give that shit up he need to find a Legal business that somehow makes money like the trap . But I feel like if I bring it up to this nigga it's gone be a whole nother fight ".
Jay sucked her teeth " let's keep this between us because y'all know my baby daddy be trynna kill me , but Kash friend Osoma is a fine piece of man .
Naomi grinned showing all her teeth in the camera " i thought I was the only one the day him and Kash came over I was staring at him and Dee was like if you look again imma rip yo eyes out the sockets ".
I laughed " Zay is kinda cute but I can't even look at him like that . Kash be fucking me good other niggas don't even make my coochie hard nomo "
Jay spit out her water in laughter " Bitch it's a special place for you " then she sighed "I miss having sex I can't wait for Iyanna to come out ".
I gushed hearing her being named after me . "Aww I love her already " I said .
Naomi "iya please have a baby bitch all our kids gotta be close in age".
I sighed "maybe ". I heard as the door opened and then closed loudly . "Hold on y'all imma call y'all back " I said instantly hanging up .
"Kavien baby what's wrong " he looked at me with a face full of tears "he's gone ". He dropped his bag walking towards the kitchen pulling out his weed and like two woods .
"Baby look at me who's gone ". He stopped and then looked at me "My dad iya " I brung him into a hug and just held him not saying a word .
I knew Kash and his dad wasn't close but that was still his father . And if anybody knows what he's going through is me .
I took his arm and led him to the bedroom and he just set on the bed looking . I've never seen him like this . No wonder why he's been so out of it lately.
I walked to the bath tub and ran him a hot bath . Men don't take baths I think they do showers more but I need him to relax . I grabbed his arm dragging him to the bathroom.
"Yaya just leave me alone I wanna be alone right now " he said . I could tell my baby was hurt . He wasn't even smiling after we argue he smiles . "Kash get in now I'm not letting you be alone right now I lost my dad to so I know how you feel ".
He stripped out of his clothes and slid into the bath tub . I got in behind him and sat on his lap holding him to wear my head was on his chest . He held me as tight as he could and just stayed there and deep thought .
"Baby what you thinking about " I asked him . I want him to talk I want to know how he feels . Me and him will never work with out communication.
He sighed "I don't know how I feel I haven't seen him in years and last week he calls me and tells me he's dying from cancer . I just don't know if I should be there for him or just live without him like he did me . He left my momma and then he just gets to die without an explanation to why he did what he did . I mean iya look where we at a house I had to pay for . For my momma because he would rather be out doing him and not talking care of his family . And then RayRay is only 5 how would she react to this her father is dead and she's never even seen him . " he stressed.
I kissed his face "baby all those things you just said make you the man you are today . That drive and ambition you have is because he left you . You work so hard to make others happy . You right now is paying bills , buying houses and paying my college tuition by yourself. And you know what that makes you more of a man than he will ever be . Baby don't worry about me , rayray , or your mom right now . You need to breath . Get your closure and move on . You are better than him , you stayed poppa . I said pecking his lips .
He smiled and then rubbed my stomach "give me the chance to better than him . "I looked in his eyes and seen that he really wanted this .
I laughed "what you mean give you a chance ". He sucked his teeth " I take out this trash you don't think I see those plan b's ".
I rolled my eyes "okay I will give you a baby but under one condition ". He smiled "I'm listening ".
"Kavien we have to stop arguing and you need to block Lamari from everything. And I mean everything all social media's and her number . I want your password and don't say I'm being insecure just thoughtful because I refuse to have a baby for you and your still fucking with her that's just plain out disrespectful to me and the baby because we are together ".
He pecked my lips "done " I smiled bigger than a kid on Christmas. "Ouuu and I wanna new car " he decided to return the Lambo since I disappeared so yeah now I'm carless .
He groaned "iya what you need a car for " I mugged him "to drive our family around " he laughed "so I'm getting the baby ".
"Yes Kavien imma give you yo baby " he kissed me all over my face . Underneath my body since we where both naked in a tub . I felt his manhood get hard .
"Kavien no " I'm not finna let him fuck because we been arguing lately and he gone take that out on me. And I'm not trynna be in 7 position for 70 minutes. Cause he like to do shit like that when he mad .
He kissed my neck . The weak spot really nigga "come on we gotta start making this baby " i groaned why did I agree to give this nigga a baby .
I smacked my lips "man come on ". He stood and grabbed a towel and then literally ran to the bedroom. Welp guys🙃.
TBC ...