"No, of course I don't Akira." Luca let's out softly his hand finding it's way to his hair once again, he breaths out, "I'm sorry, just the idea that one day you could leave me for someone else drives me crazy, one day you'll see how horrible of a person I am and that you deserve so much better." He lets out, trying to keep himself composed
Akira could see his walls breaking though, that they were both falling deeper and deeper into a endless hole and that neither of them would be able to ever return once they had fallen to deep. He knew that Luca would never let him go and he'd hurt whoever stood in the way between them but he wasn't scared, that wasn't the thing that scared him
His possessiveness didn't scare him either it was him finding out how screwed up he really was and how he really didn't deserve Luca, he didn't deserve anyone or even to be happy.
"Akira, I'm sorry." Luca whispers moving closer to the male, who now kneeled on the floor hugging himself as he cried out, as Luca got closer Akira couldn't help but to lounge into his arms, "I don't care how possessive you get but don't act like I'm some whore!" He lets out not able to help himself, He hated being treated like he was some play thing, his whole life he saw the looks that the men his mother brought
Around gave him, how they treated him, how they looked at his older sister. He hated it!
Luca embraces him, raising him up slowly and sitting him on the bed. "Akira, I'll break up with Viktoria for good. You'll be my boyfriend." Luca lets out, making Akira smile up at him, "Will I?" He questions back softly smiling, Luca smiles softly back, wiping his tears from his pale face, "Will you be my boyfriend?" Luca questions
Akira's heart swarms with butterflies, every little dark thought that had filled his mind moments ago had instantly disappeared.
"I will." He lets out kissing the male above him.
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"So you guys are a thing now?" Lei asks running up to Akira who kept his head down, He smiled out bashfully looking up, lei nudges him a bit teasing him as they walk to their next class, lei had a heavy burden on his shoulder he didn't know why though, maybe it was because someone else was taking his best friend
Akira still couldn't believe he and Luca were together, "Don't tell anyone though." Akira says looking up at his friend. "Luca doesn't want to come out yet?" He questions, he wasn't very surprised though. Straight boys were always that way, especially when they first found out it wasn't just girls they liked. "Yeah." He says sadly, pouting as he looked to the ground. His hands tightened around his back pack straps.