Jae's P. O. V.
"Dad?! " I asked as I looked behind and my heart started to beat faster.
"Dad where are you?! " I said as I hold my head.
"Please, save me. I'm broken. " I said closing my eyes tightly.
"You okay, dear? " A man in his 40's came to me among the staffs as I looked up at him.
"Ah, yes. I am. " I smiled at him as he tried to help me get up.
"If you ever need any help call me. Here's my number. " He smiled as he gave me a number and I nodded.
He was too friendly but I didn't mind. Cause he was here when I needed someone the most.
I smiled as I felt loved. I was at awe because of how much our staffs cared for us.
"Jae-ah, where are you? " Jiminie came to me as I raised my hand.
"We need your help. Yoongi hyung is fighting with everyone and not listening to us. Only you can stop him from doing anything ridiculous. " He said as I followed him almost running.
And there I saw Yoongi oppa holding Jin hyung's collar as he tried to choke him.
"Oppa! Stop! It wasn't him who told me. " I said as he looked at me and then he asked,
"Who was it then? "
"We're still at the set. Can we at least get back to dorm and talk it ou- "
"Fucking tell me who is it right now! " He demanded.
"H-hobi. " I shuttered at his dominance.
"Huh? Look who's backstabbing me? " He said as he went for Hobi this time.
"That doesn't mean that you'll beat him no way! " I said, standing between Hobi and Yoongi oppa.
"The I'll tie him up and beat his ass off. " Yoongi oppa said as Joonie grinned.
"That's kinky. " Joonie said.
"Then I'll choke him to death. " Yoongi oppa said again shrugging.
"Also kinky. " Jiminie grinned.
"You guys really have a dirty mind. " I said huffing.
"Oh yes I have a dirty mind. And you're running through it.... Naked. " Jiminie said as Yoongi oppa glared at him.
"Oh shut the fuck up. " Yoongi oppa said as he went to grab Jiminie's collar now.
"Hyung- " Jiminie coughed because of the tight grip.
"Oppa leave him oh my gosh. " I went to Yoongi oppa as he looked at me as I pushed Jiminie to free him.
"Yah! I'm not done with you yet- "
Slap!
I gasped at my own action after slapping Yoongi oppa as he held his cheeks. He looked at me.
It was like all the anger just hit me like a huge damn truck and I couldn't do anything to control it.
"Did you just....slapped me? " Yoongi hyung asked as Jinnie came to hold him and I looked at him. Not able to answer anything.
After gathering myself I thought it was better to handle the situation toughly.
So I did.
"Yes I did. And I did for the good just like you lied to me for my good. " I said, crossing my hands over my chest.
He just chuckled as he looked at me.
He. Chuckled.
"I am just caught in a lie Jae. For you. I am here, the same person I was from before, but an overgrown lie is trying to swallow me whole. " He said as he looked at me.
"You're talking nonsen- " I was about to say again but he cut me.
"If loving you is a punishment, then I'm being punished. If loving you means I have to be in this hell and can't have my smile back, I will. " He said as he turned around and was about to leave but Tae stopped him as he asked,
"You really love her? "
Yoongi oppa raised an eyebrows at Tae as he turned around and came to me before pecking my lips in front of the whole crowd.
I widened my eyes as I looked at him and touched my lips.
"Tell me with your sweet smile that you'll find the real me. You'll try to reach to my heart for once. " Yoongi oppa said as he left the set as Hobi, Jiminie and Kook went behind Yoongi oppa.
I looked around only to find everyone staring at me.
I looked down as I felt myself being all hot and red.
I was embarrassed.
Jinnie seemed to notice it as he came to me and covered me with his jacket as Joonie and Tae followed us.
Should I hate him? Or should I love him just like he loves me?
"Jae what are you thinking? " Joonie asked once we were in the car.
"Nothing. " I said as no one dared to say one more thing and the whole ride was silent as we reached to our dorm.
Entering the dorm I went straight to my room as I took a quick shower and wore a nice dress. I exited my bathroom and saw Jinnie waiting at the door frame.
"What is it Jinnie? " I sighed.
"I'm here to takes your clothes. " He said.
"Huh? " I asked confused.
"I'm sorry your dress has to go but you can stay. " He said.
"You mean be naked? " I asked, crossing my hands over my chest.
"Nah you fool. I'm here to take the clothes you wore during the MV. I've to wash those for tomorrow. I'm sure you sweated a lot. " He said as I nodded, handing him the clothes.
"Are you angry with me? " He asked, his eyes showing nervousness.
"Jinnie, I trusted you the most. But guess what? You knew all of it and still didn't tell me. I have the right to be angry with you. " I said as I walked past him.
"Okay.... " His voice was low when he said that.
I felt bad for behaving like that but what should I've done? I was hurt.
I was angry.
I was being played....
I went straight to Hobi's room as I saw him wearing a normal black T-shirt. I stopped him from wearing so as I threw a sky and white stripped shirt and a black ripped jeans towards him.
"Are we going somewhere? " Hobi asked and I nodded.
"I don't wanna see their faces. " I said blankly.
"Oh- okay. " He said nervously he went to the bathroom and changed it.
"Hobi hyung- " Kook was about to go to him but stopped in the middle when he saw me.
"Jae-ah, are you going somewhere? " He asked and I decided not to answer him cause if I answered him that moment I would've regretted after.
"Jae, please talk to me. " He said as his doe black eyes rounded and he came in front of me.
I shook my head.
"Look I'm sorry- " He was about to say again but Hobi came out of the bathroom.
"Let's go. " I said as he nodded following me but Kook held my hand.
"You're taking him? Him? The one who broke us all? " Kook said as he looked for an answer.
"Yes, cause I trust him more than anyone in this house right now. " I said.
"But he hurt you- "
"For good. Oh trust me it hurts so good. " I said as suddenly a tear rolled down my cheek.
Kook stretched his one hand to hold my cheek but I moved away as I grabbed Hobi's hand and left the room. I looked behind me to check if Kook was follow me but he wasn't.
He stood there, his arm left beside him helplessly as his legs were shaking.
"I'm sorry, Kook. " I mumbled as I led Hobi through the main door and left the house before anyone could even notice us.
"So, where are we going? " Hobi asked once we were inside the car.
"To the super mall. " I said as he texted something before starting the car.
"Do you regret telling me the truth? Do you feel bad that they're not talking to you? " I asked as Hobi shot me a nervous look.
"It's okay, you can tell me. " I assured.
I needed to know if I was the reason everything's falling apart.
"I really don't know how to feel. It's like I switched off my emotions. I feel bad for betraying them. But at the same time I don't want you to live under a rock. " He said.
He was right and I was too.
I was the reason they were suffering.
"Jae? " Hobi called me as I looked at him, coming out of my zone.
We were already inside the mall and was standing at the middle of it.
"Where would you like to go? " He asked again.
"There. I want some bras and panties. " I said as I went there.
He was contemplating if he should come or not but eventually he did. I picked a few sets as I told him to hold and I went inside the trial room.
"Hobi, give me the first one. " I said as I opened the door and reached out my hand for the first one but I found nothing.
As I peeked my head to see if he was there but instead I gasped.
"Yoongi oppa- " I couldn't say the whole as I felt his hands on my mouth.
He pushed a syringe inside my flesh as the liquid went rushing through my veins and I could feel it.