Requested by jvilla2906
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Age : 9 years
Tw: cut, blood ,self harm and mention of rape
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Y/n's pov:
I am very depressed lately seeing my mom getting depressed . She is my everything . I don't even have a dad . My mother is The Black Widow. Yess the Natasha Romanoff . But she is always sad and I know its usual . Because she has very dark past . She forgot it most but the fuck avengers made her remember to defeat Dreykov and to find the red room. I don't know why they have to do it...They said they needed mom's help and her memories ...But while doing that they refreshed some assaulting memories of her . Suddenly it was about me and my birth. TO be more clear . I am born out of rape...She was raped brutally and she became pregnant with me. She was just 23 then . And I think it's my fault that my mom is suffering . She was unconscious for 2 days after the rape and she was completely broken. When she found out she was pregnant , aunt Yelena , nana Melina , papa Alexei , aunt wanda ,uncle steve , and uncle tony told her to terminate me but she always tells its not ny fault. So she decided to keep me. She loves me a lot and I love her a lot. Steve uncle told mom to marry him but she refused because she did not want any other children with anyone and she said she was happy with me. But I felt that Yelena aunt , nana Melina , papa Alexei hated me...And others too...They were rude with me . And they should be it is my fault. If I die then there will be no barrier in mom's life. She would be happily married to steve and have two kids ..Like steve uncle always asked for. I am a barrier . And now my mom is also sad and barely talks to me and cuddles with me...Yelena aunt and wanda aunt always ignores me and I take my own food...For a nine years old it's tough but I have to do.i woke up and saw it was 8 a.m.
I slowly woke up and went down and saw everyone sitting . I went and sat beside aunt Yelena...U know what however they hate me but I always love them. They are my family . I saw my mom crying .
"What happened mama?" I asked .
" U ...U happened ...That's why "steve uncle said and tears fell down my cheeks .
"I did not do anything "i said while crying .
"No ...U didnt do anything but u are a mistake and fault " aunt Yelena said and mom remained quiet .
So I take it as my fault .. i went up crying . But no one came to console me...I was treated differently by everyone than morgan...She was loved by all when I was hated . My mama only loves me here but I doubt now
I sAw my mama ran to another room and I ran after her ..i saw her making cuts with a knife on her hand . I ran to her and snatched the knife and accidentally i hurt my hand with the knife .
"MAMA...NOOO U CANT DO THIS" i said and she fell down ...
Everyone came running towards me and aunt wanda pulled me away from her.. and threw me away .
"DONT COME NEAR HER U FUCKING BASTARD" steve yelled .
My mom was now unconscious and laying down...They took her to Bruce and he bandaged her and put her on iv. I felt bad and I regretted myself .
After they kept mom under medicine and she was ok now...
They came to me...steve slapped hard across my face and aunt Yelena tooo ...
"U FUCKING BASTARD...U TRIED TO HURT HER....SHE SHOULD HAVE KILLED U INSIDE HER" he yelled ...
"I ALSO TOLD NAT BUT SHE DIDNOT LISTEN ...NOW THIS IS THE RESULT" nana Melina said...
Tears ran down my emerald eyes. My red hair blew in the wind . And I cried hard...
"NOW DONT CRY LIKE A BABY...PLEASE" aunt Yelena yelled ...
But suddenly we hard some loud crash outside the compound ....Some agents came and started to shoot....They all went outside and started to fight...I also knew how to fight and I have some powers inside me ...Like wanda...I don't use them but I do have . I saw one of them trying to shoot steve uncle and aunt Melina but they did not notice ...I ran towards them and the bullet hit my stomach....I felt blood running down but I did not care ...I saw another one holding nana Melina by her neck and touring strangle her ..I ran to that agent and free nana melina by powers but it hit my shoulder with a knife ...My power was still left so...Seeing my family loosing i went infront of all of them and used my blue powers on the agents...I used my entire power and burned them alive . Then I had no power left in me...No energy i fell down and blacked out ...
I woke up in the avengers hospital and saw everyone sitting next to me...Mama seemed to be ok now and she sat holding my hands .
"Mama.."i said softly
"Yeah baby ...I am here so-" .
"No mama i am sorry for being born...I am sorry steve uncle because for me my mama didn't marry u . But she will now...I will go away...Aunt Yelena ...I saved u m..U ok? I love u so much...U are best aunt ...wanda aunt u ok? I love u also....Nana Melina ....U look so good today ..I love u all ...U are my family but u all hate me...I know...I am a mistake and I have no rights to live ...I have to go away...I promise steve uncle i will go away...Or umm Bruce uncle can u give me some serum so that I die without having pain...I would happily die for u all...Seeing u guys in pain hurts me. And I will be happy up there ...And u will be happy here...Mama.. oh sorry...I won't call u that from now...I am sorry for being born ...Natasha i promise u will be happy without me ....Seeing u sad and depress hurts me a lot...And I know why are u depressed ..Because of ur memory of me being born and how was i born was refreshed but it's ok...It won't be again..Try to forget me...And forgive me too...If u can...I love u all" i said and rested my head ...Tears fell down my eyes .
They all were crying...YEAH..THEY WERE CRYING FOR ME?
"No no baby...U are not a fault...Don't leave me..Yeah I was depressed as I was in a very dark place in my mind...My memories came up and sorry for trying to cut myself...U are my baby...Don't leave me...I will die then..And noone hates u ...noone ..They love u ...I love u too..Now don't stop calling me mama...U were the best thing that came out of my dark past...Please baby.. mama loves u so much" she said nad cried .
Aunt Yelena came to me and kisses my head .
"No baby girl...U saved my life. Infact all of us. U didn't care about ur life...I am sorry but when I saw nat cry i felt it was about umm..Sorry ...I love u bubba...U are the best niece please forgive me...My baby ...sorry for slapping u...U don't deserve it...U deserve our love.my love " she said nad placed her hand on my temple....
This was the first time after 5 years I felt her love me again. Nana Melina came to me
"Sorry baby..U hate me...I know...I am so sorry for yelling at u...And I don't hate u ...I love u loads...Forgive me my baby ..." She said and cried. ...
"Y/n...I am sorry too..For slapping u like that...Ur mama didn't accept my proposal because she did not want any man in her life...She just wants u...I misunderstood and thought umm..i am happy with what she is happy with...i am like ur father now...i will not marry her but I would love u be ur father figure ....I am sorry baby girl...I love u ..Sorry for hitting u forgive me"he said and kissed my head..
"Yeah...I would love u as my father figure"
WOW...THEY LOVE ME....I LOVE ALL OF THEM..
"I love u all unconditionally and u forgive u all just don't do it anymore ok?"
"Yeah..Ok..So how about a party today?" Tony uncle said ...
"Yeah that will be fun" i said and all of them laughed
"So baby...Now come to mama" mama said and I jumped into her lap and nestled into her chest ....
I sat for 30 mins with her and smelled her...Wow...My mama is back...My family is back...
I ran to all of them and hugged ...They kissed my head and steve uncle picked me up and placed me on his shoulder .
"Wwohoo...Now put me down" i said while holding tight on his neck...
"No. U won't let u down...Baby girl " he said and we all laughed....
I love how the way they came back to me... They love me and I love them too. My fam
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Hope u like it jvilla2906
Thanks for reading ...
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I literally cried while writing this..sorry